smiles

SMILES!!!
T:9:13:
Beep beep love love miss u miss u kiss u kiss u take care hayeto and dont let Laz friend behave u plz
C:Babe I'm a good woman.And they are good people helping me.Tt just try ur best to come here.We cant be like this for long u know it's big problem.kisses albi
SO HR calls me today about dress code!!!immmmmmm
welll I have to go shopping cause all my clothes naked like

Got my residence visa!!
Hopefully getting paid too : )
got my check, passport, residency and all good today.
I leave to hotel, some gym, then call up pascal and his wife to meet up at Emirates mall...we had dinner at chilli's and then left to 360 for drinks...Laxlow and Tini join us later...came back around 12:00
Spoke to T...he seemed sad to me, but he said all is ok
CC: sweet dreams love

: ( cry baby

I woke up bad....I feel empty and lonely...walked to work
Slept crying and cried the rest of the day cause of Stupid fight with Lazlow, Stephan, Darine, Johnny, and evry other person who got involved!
I hated evryone, and just started looking for rooms for rent, and planning the rest of my life.
I went out with Laz's friends for drinks and light dinner and back to hotel
T:Hey love miss u much plz be cool coz tt loved u ktir

the big move

C:Meow meow.Gooood morning love.How is everything,today beach?i miss u so much.I'm working on coming soon to beirut.cant be so far from you.love u.always.kisses

T:hey love good morning how is Laz friends ? im okl going to Ida home bring money and fix car lebanon say hi to u
C:Babe everything good.i had good time and im going to buy a bed now and moving to Laz place.i call u when i finish.kisses hi from dubai

So I got up packed everything to go.Lazlow in meeting so he sent a cab to pick up my stuff...and drop them off at his place. I arrive at his place, after breakfast, and I had a big shock when I found a completely empty room. Dirty house and nothing for me....I was soo mad....and Lazlow had another man in the house too!!!
SO I grabbed my purse and went looking for a hotel or place to stay...tried buying a bed but they need 10 days to deliver!!! Anywyas....summarry....I had a very fucked up day....stressed, and only strangers around me....I was nowhere.Maybe a loser now.
really depressed....
New hotel...Radissons....very nice room for another 2 weeks....but I still have to find a place to stay.in 2 weeks...
I'm all alone here
We went out for dinner at night and shisha, but I wasn't happy
and T not asking much about me

t:12:36: hey love what u doing im still at massoud nothing to do without u miss u
C:12:41: I'm crying cause all alone here and I dont know what i should do anymore tt.with my life.i need help alll bad here but safe.hard talking to u.
t:3:557:why didnt missed call me before u sleep

hotel

Spent day in hotel...Lazlow was busy all day, but then we left to watch the polo at 4:00, stupid and boring...all friends there...
we had few drinks then left to walk on the beach....had dinner at a really nice Argentinian restaurant with singing and stuff....then we went for drinks at 360....it was a good night.tomorrow the move!!

love

c:Morning love.i went to work early.beep beep.did u misscall yasterday cause it dont show on my phone.anyways bonjournne.i love u.have a good day my love
T:8:33:hey love kiss u beep beep waynak ya sasoun ya 3akrout have a lovely day
C:8:40:wlak T...why u fast!!!ntourni,I'm coming.Tomorrow i'm off going 2 buy bed 2 share with u love...when u come
C:10:59:I was thinking it's been a long time we haven't partied!Damn!We should go party me and you...when I get back.
Called T at lunch...he seemed so osad...ugh! I am so lost.it's lonely for the both of us
C:12:35:sahtein ya albi.Yalla ana mich mtawli hon ktir.Visa btikhlas was brouh shoufak ya 3ouynii.kisses.
T;3:13:Love how u doing wish to be fine miss u ktir ghanoughte and miss to swim together at tabarja love u cc take care 7ayeto i ate eggs with potatoe ana u what u eating?
C:3:21: food bad here.I hate.I leave work in 30min.I go crazy when u tell me tbarja.All I know is I miss u too luv.kss

It was weird time after work....It took me 2 hours to get taxi...I got into an arguement with Laz and his friends, so I just stayed in the hotel cried and finished my projects

T I miss u

T:8:20: beep beep hey love good morning ghanoughe miss u attouche yummy ma3moul delicious
Called T to wish him a good morning...I miss him,when I hear his voice, my world changes....
Laz calls...Stephan wishes me a good day...no calls from family yet
C:10:20:I'm only happy when I hear ur voice-i forget evrything.but when I dont,i'm very sad and alone without u.
T:10:30:Sassoun my heart to2bor hal chagle hahahah love ya 3akroute
C:10:40:Ma3ak hak ya 3az3ar.I didnt tell u:Laz friend will help me get drivers license without exam.Isn't that cool!
C:3:32:Hey sweetheart.my eyes r shutting down.sleepy.I'm going this week 2buy a bed things 4my room.want 2 come?
T:hey love im just finish work miss u ktir nothing to do without u kisses and licking...
I'm angry at myself...T being bored...me alone here...and going back is like killing myself over again especially if no job available there
C:love sitting here by myself.i keep thinking what the hell i'm doing here!but if I go back i am a loser 4not being successful.i miss u tt@ambourti.goodnite luv

sooooo sleepy

Woke up ssooooooo sleepy cause Laz, his friends, my family, and T keep me up....I'm soooo tired....I'm glad I can fall asleep on my desk for a while...no one comes to work anyways before 12:00.
Laz arrives today with mommy cookies!!!
T:8:21: Hey love beep beep i put ur sunglasses it's amazing love u cc goodmorning angel
C:8:22:Morning love!work after a long weekend.I'm sleepy & I cant wait till I'm in ur arms again..someday soon i hope
C:10:31:I wonder if u cry as much as i do.I keep thinking of the good times we had together and now what next?
T:10:35: CC my woman be strong me and the big tt loved u much
C:2:00:remeber in Rover ......Sahtein
call T and he misses me too too much asking me to go back home
C:3:20:u know love even if I wanted 2go back it's hard,coz no job there 4 me.Oh& cc miss u2 last night:)
I left to hotel to nap...very tired
Laz calls me up later ....he got me cookies and bag from beirut..but I'll get them tomorrow....Stephan busy too with meetings
Called T...he was heading to my home, to visit my family....getting together for garlic fiesta soon....I miss him...mom gave him some maa3moul and left to gym...calls me around 11:30 after gym....he had gone with Matta for a bite to eat in dora somwhere....we spoke lightly and I feel asleep....soooo tired

evryones sunday my monday

Woke up as usaual ...shower dress eat...meet Fatima downstairs, had breakfast with a Lebanese and Siberian guy on my table...then Fatima and I left to work
T no work today
C:8:09:ohhhohhhaiiaiiiaii....BONJOUR MON AMOUR.Je suis tres tres miss u.vroom vroom beep beep!have a good day.kisses
C:9:00:Love...not good if u have phone off.plz keep it charged or buy new phone.I go crazy here!what u doing today?
T sleeping on his phone....I miss him so...he might be going to the beach today...I'm going mad without him
C:10:00Luv u know I really going crazy,thinking what u doing all the time without CC.& not know when I c u again : (
T:11:16:Cc my love im happy for one reason coz i feel u always be care sasoun miss u ktir attouch
C:12:39:sirt ihki masri,ourdouni,irani,khaleeji,hindi wa pakastani!bokra ma lah tifham 3alayi she..hehe.what u doing?
C:2:24:sirt ihki masri,ourdouni,irani,khaleeji,hindi wa pakastani!bokra ma lah tifham 3alayi she..hehe.what u doing?
T:12:48:Cc love i called matta to going to the beach so hot today
C:2:24:hey T the beach must be beautiful,bas intibih min il houriyat.I wonder what life without C?take care love.
T came back home around 3:30 -4...slept...I woke him up and he lef to the gym
Came back home to call my mom,and me...mom wants to give him some easter cookies!!!
I miss TT...I wonder hom much he misses me too.I'm worried I''d be far for long
I'm already starting to feel far....
all alone out here, only Lazlow's friends keep me company...Laz coming tomorrow with mom's cookies!!!
Goodnight TT

Happy Easter!!

T:1:03:am: Happy Easter 3omre
I dunno what's wrong with TT
No misscall last night when he slept and he was weird talking to me
TTTT WHAT"S UP!!!
I have work today
C:7:37:Ok I know there is something wrong,when my man 4get 2 miscall me goodnite.Shou fe Antoun?Happy Easter to all.
T has 6 kids running around his home!!!that's why he couldn't call cause he was busy with all his neices...smalllah
T:10:09:rito yeslamle baydatek sasoun nothing to do right now just thinking of you love be care pussycat
C:10:18:TT dont laugh but my jeans tear between my legs!I put pin,but I hope noone sees it!go fish if bored baby.luvu
Ok so I was having tea with someone at work, and I look down and realise my jeans tore between my legs!!!!AHHHHH and my sewing kit at home!!fuck that!!so I put a few pins to keep it in place till I got back to the hotel : ( sucks
have a medical exam today....blood test and chest scan...ughhhh!!!!!!!
C:1:58:Love I just went and had a medical exam!Ibri kbiri mitl il amboura.Miss u.what u doing?Fakis bayd?heheheh
T wen running with Matta and Lea at Tabarja...I was feeling lonely today....and worried of T being far...I called him up a few times....he had not much to do
He went over at Ceasar's and Chady's....
T:sasoun missed u much i hear ur best song ur always in my heart im at chady place kises
T Massoud:Hey cc hi from all ya 3omre
T at Massoud's ....no work tomorrow...T calls me about 2:00...he had arrived home...sweet talked me before sleeping...I love that...wish he was here

Breakfast and bed

Yep..out of bed and out for breakfast and back to bed.
C:8:10: Morning love.still sleeping?Jim called me his mom in hospital.How was last nght?Happy easter or not yet?hehe.i’m very bored here.wwish u with me.kisses
T:12:13:Hey love im just beginnng to run at marina with matta be care 3omre love you
C:12:21;Hey love im washing my clothes and going out later to eat somewhere but first to sleep then go.im happy ur working out.good legs more mouda3abit.hehe

I stayed in hotel all day, except at night I went with Lazlows friends to have dinner at a nice place...then to thr rooftop of Rotana for narghileh...not me...I just had orange juice....night was light and fun
TT:1:30:Happy Easter 3omre
no miscall from him....I wonder why he's so strange today
He seems really weird, and he says everything is ok
I"m worried

Oh no!

C:Morning love.I miss u.did u go hunting?my dad called me today.What a surprise.Laz left to Beirut.im going to the market+mall for fun.Happy Easter and mother’s day
I woke up to shower, and Laz smss me that he’s going to Beirut….that wa a good sign…but I remembered that yesterday I hadn’t given him the letters to take with him…..I was sad…I thought he wasn’t going back to Beirut….oh man.
T:Hey Love im still home im think to go to the beach I called ur mom but nobody answering miss u love
So I decided to go out today on my own….went to the emirates Mall, looked around…see what there is and not…founf RipCurl…Baby Phat….saw a lot of nice things I wanna buy…once I get paid. Tried to contact Dolly’s daughters…no reply….called TT…he was still home…then left to see the Span Group….then going to beach with Dany the look-alike….he tried calling my mom at home, but shw was with dad….DAD called today…so weird…and wissam also called and dad had called him too!hehehe…..Tried calling D….she was busy…..
So I bought a few vegetables…bread…water and washing detergent!!!I never washed anything much in my life…let alone cook! Oh man!!
So I washed my undies..hehehe
T:Hey love I miss u much im at cezar place nothing do don’t forget to call me coz tt missed u too
Sat in my tudio room all night…T was asleep in late afternoon, then woke up to head to Ceasar….he spoke to me before I slept….he stayed up I think late cause I feel asleep at 1:30-2…and his miscall alerted me when I was half asleep.
Stephan had asked me if I would like to go out with him and his friends to a club…but no way! Not without Laz and not alone.Sorry dude…I’m all for T.
C:Tt I miss ur touch ur smell ur angry face and ur ghanouge me.i really feel away baby.can u pray for me tonight plz so I stay safe

Disastour

T:8:30:Beep beep love love you youo yow yow bep beep kiss u
C:8:35:You know when I go back to Beirut I want us to buy a house.I don’t habe a lot of mony but if I don’t wake up with you by my sisde I will jump over burj il 3arab!luv u
T:11:08:Hey Cc im sad cause all here laughing and lost time today, saw me I talk with samy he gave me a remarque I don’t know what happens by the way love u cc thx for mcall me miss u love
I spent day at the hotel waiting for Lazlow to finish his meetings….he’s fighting with DD…oh yah
I started my freelance work and slept…then got up finished some more work….mad some tea….slept and got up to a phone call from D…she’s fighting with Laz….and well Laz asked me to go out with him for a meeting…I left the hotel in cab…met him Marina Walk and we went to Inferno this Indian restaurant…where we met all those millionaire guys, the president and one guys wife and this guys niece…..had Indian food…then we left to a Lebanese restaurant called Times of Arabia and ate a light dinner…Laz pissed at D, and me trying to calm them all down….ugh!!! Feels like I wont have a place to stay…oh God!!!I called T in worry!!!

YACHHHT

WOke up very tired....had a very heavy breakfast...bacon, chicken sausages...omlette...tea, savory toast tea and milk with branflakes too!!!!
C:10:12:TT I saw those ugly birds-very funny looking.no food 2feed them.Bonjournne amboura.watch 4 army!!
YACHHHHT
Work….I hate how everyone arrives to work real late…I like getting up early.And that’s what I do – have a heavy weight breakfast and jet to work.Couldn’t call up TT, cause my phone still uncharged.
C:11:20:Hey love how’s work?People don’t work much here.It’s more fun. I miss you soooo much.How’s the beamer?heheheh….keep my gum.
Saw those ugly birds that TT talked about, but they were so ugle to the point of being somewhat cute!
T:Hey love I miss u much beep beep miss ur celi too don’t watch the bird hbhefefefe
C:1:00:Apples taste weird here.Plus food not like Touza&mom.Sahtein ya albi.I’m going to have dinner with Laz again today.
T:7ayete albi 3am sakhen foul 3omre love u my angel sa7tein albe be care atouch b7ebik
Work….ok today…it’s boring, not much organized….I’m waiting till the department is really set up ….left work in a hurry to shower and dress…Laz and his friends were going on a yacht!Stephan Laz’s millionaire friend was coming to pick me up…Laz had to go directly to the boat…..I was very scared and shy cause I didn’t know this man, and he spoke really funny German English.And we got lost on the roads to reach the boat ….Laz and Mohammed had to meet us half way…..I was very hungry and so was Stephan….and there were about 7 millionaires on this yacht…and me. It was sooo funny…they talked business and I just enjoyed the ride. Had chips and white wine…food looked bad. We d drove around the whole coast….it was great. Everyone talking about billion dollar businesses….how weird…I was busy trying to make only hundreds.
So we left the yahcht to fo to this restaurant called FUDO …it was supposedly the best around…but it sucked soooooo bad…no service…food horrible….looked like some cheap midtown place….ugh!!! but I ordered my Virgin colada and Grilled shrimp…and ate and talked to Laz and Stephan…..I missed TT.
Lazlow was fantastic enough to charge my phome with 100AED…oh God what a sweetheart : ) Now I can call my TT.I spoke to T about 3:00 Beirut time….he got up in the middle of the night to tell me goodnight cause he fell asleep and forgot to….I love TT….he’s such a sweetheart sometimes….I miss him.

Ohhhhh-mlettte

Brekafast at restaurant is always eggs cause nothing else is edible
SO usually I have toast, tea, butter, omlette, and raw vegtables...sometimes bacon and cornflakes...but like Isadi, it's not all fresh like one would like it
NO money to call T : (
C:8:19:Parappapapaaa..touttt touuttt beirut...Bonjourne ya 7ayeti inti.sorry I can't call...no money : ( i love ya
TT:Ta tou ta tou toutou ta bonjour abouta kifik ya aghla sansoun have a nice day love
T:Hey love hope to eat well 3omre love you beaucoups right nowim ok but i dont know how can i llive withouit u god bless u my angel
C:10:18:Love we can still send emails maybe we can chat that way.Let's decide how 2night.Where's my 10:00 misscall?!
C:12:17: I had noodles(suck) and told everyone about my love in Beirut.KBIR KTIR.I cant sleep at night thinking ur far : (
C:2:45: Hey love seems I"m going to a high class party tonight.Thursday holiday and I'm angry from life here:(kissesmissu
T:Love im still at work then going to ur mom call u at night love.cc taztouz min bel dene?smile kaskous

T disappears for 4 hours...no replies no calls...I felt something wrong, but not another woman
NO dinner tonight....just nibbled on mom & DOlly brownies, and water...can't sleep
I dint go party...waited a reply from TT....T:12:06:Cc im coming home wait to call u theya re pb solved......turns out army put him under arrest next to my dad's shop cause they thought he had fake identity parers!!!hahaha....funnyy haram TT...his parents must have been very worried....I watchedTV till 3:30 Dubai time...felt lonely

Royal treatment

So got up early as usual…had an hour long breakfast grabbed a cab and went to work….better today….but kind of disorganized….I worked and worked and hop time would pass….spoke to T early, around 7:45…he was till at home, just finished shower and ready to leave…promised me to honk at the bridge….
T…8:30:bip bip tout tout hey love good morning kisses in ur lips love u always be care kiss mom hehehehe
C:8:33: Beep Beep!!wainak tantoun mich 3al jisir?heheh have a sweet daylove,I wish I had ur perfume on me
T:10:17: kis mom ,bayb missed u ktir and hope to e fine don’t forget to eat well.to much work today but im always thinking of you my angel
C:1:19:Hey love did u eat?I only have dinner cause breakfast always at 10:00 and not hungry coz miss you much.sahtein
T:1:59:Misse u too 7ayete I ate fasoulia not bad and im stll hungry of you love
C:2:26: TT,I still have your Bounty in my purse.I’m going to eat it : ) it’s better than fasoulia…salimli 3a touza
SO left work today and headed to Kasr hotel…to meet with Laz, Geneva and Diaby….the place was fantastic…..I walked around, got a boat ride and a buggy ride around...we went to a vegetarian restaurant…had a 5 course light Vegan menu…it was good….the next president to be by my side and his daughter in front of me….having a quiet light dinner….T called and I spoke a bit to Touza…I couldn’t say much cause the president spoke Arabic…and his daughter knew English welll…so I asked him to call me later….
I can’t charge my phone…and I need to go to the market….10AED left!!!!

Almost cried today cause I hate going cabs….it’s so degrading,but I have to wait to move to Lazlow’s place to learn the roads : (

Ok pics sucks...and I couldn't take photos of next president and daughter : (
But we really enjoyed the night

Day one at work

T:10:45:hey love hope you slept well miss to kiss u sansoun love u cc be happy there tantoun soon bside u love u
T:11:39:CC cha3nine mbarke hey c where r u
I woke up early hoping driver would come early to the hotel….turns out no one works before 10-11 here…so I went down for breakfast…then back p to sleep and waited.

Got to the grand office….took a grand tour….nice….it took forever though and I couldn’t talk to TT or shoot any pics to show him…
Eventually I called…he was taking his parents out and going to Massoud’s.

T:2:40:hehelove still early to easter don’t be sad coz ur always in my heart

T got his home line international calls working….thank God.
I was a little disappointed at work…no Macs….hours are late….no office yet for me….they are moving many things around….it seemed a little diorganised….I settled a car rental for 1950 AEd but needed my passport copy, bank account and international license…..so instead I pay 1000AED for insurance, since I havew no bank account and …I had the agency talk to the hotel to give me my passport back….I had no lunch….
But by 7:30…I left by cab to Le Meridien hotel Sea Food market…..met Laz’s friends Prince Albert and his wife, Tiiny, and her Fiance….and the next president of the Ivory coast…..was sooo weird….but I enjoyed the seafood meal…although I never eat fish…but TT taught me how to eat them right….so…bon appetite…then we drove to Marriot for coffee, tea and dates…and back to hotel
Goodnight TT

bye my love

Woke up early, showered, dressed, woke up TT and said my goodbyes to everyone.
Dan and Dave came along with the Celi. T and I went with the Beamer….stopped by Misk for a knefeh and croissant breakfast….we had a few laughs at sleepy David and pouting lipped girl in front of us. I started missing them already.
Then since we decided we still had time on our hands, we walked over to Dunkins for coffee and a few more laughs, and talk about Dubai…which kind of freaked me out.
I wish I could stay or take them all with me : (
T and I drove to the airport….halfway quiet…..holding my tears back….I didn’t want to be emotional….not now….We got there…I said my goodbyes to my brothers….T stayed till I left the luggage check area….I wanted to see him more, but that was the splitting point…..when will I see him again?
Getting my ticket, my bags were 9 kilos extra….hostess kindly asked me to emty the bags of 7 kilos….and I had no where to carry them…my laptop was packed as welll as my purse…..a young gentleman was kind enough to give me an empty bag he was carrying, I thanked hime, and emptied bags, shoes and belts into the little bag….paid 99$, for the baggage weight….ugh!!!!
Paid the luggage carrier 2$.
Had a body check up cause I was beeping….I dunno why.
I miss T….I had tears watering my eyes all the way.I was sad I didn’t give him anything before I left.TC was with me….I wrote him all my contact info and passwords for website and stuff.I wish he could come with me : (
TT I MISS YOU MY LOVE ALREADY….I wonder if things will work out or not…..if they don’t I know I’ll be by your side again : )
I love you
So I arrived safely…but I lost the driver for a while then found him, charged my phone, and exchanged money…but realized by the time I got to the hotel that that damn fucking exchange guy paid me 270AED instead of 720 AED and I mistook the 500 for 50!!!!!UGHHHH there goes 140$ : O
I got to the hotel and cried my eyes out…thank God Lazlow came ½ hour later to calm me down and take me out.
We went to the Emirates Mall….shopeed around for Laz….he bought a suit, shoes, underpants, and socks….he loved D’s present from Fiordelli…I wanted to buy TT so many things but I ad to watch out cause I was holding just enough cash for emergency
I called TT several times…I missed him
Me and Laz grabbed a wheat grass juice and watched 10000BC.

T:Love u cc I talked ur family relax b7ebik sassoun
T:cc 3omre don’t cry u made me crasy love tt love u much kisses in ur attouch
T:ya 3omre missed u ktir be care sweety
T:taztouz what you doing 3omre

Cried the night with TT’s Mary in my hand.
T at Massoud’s with the boys.

Last day

got up early to cash a check...had cofffee alone while D finished from her bank and wedding dress fitting...then me d dan and Nin met up for coffeee.....and jetted to the second fittting which wasn't all that great.....then left to take D to buy some make up and I got a manicure and pedicure....and waited at my dad's shop to say goodbyes...but dad wouldn't come over...and Dan was too late getting his hair cut....sooo I waited and waited then left to Join D and Nin for chinese...then cofffeee.....an got tired and to\ired and waited for T to come over to fall asleeep together....and we did...then T left home, dad came over....T came back and I prepared a nice dinner and we sat ate and watched the gift : )
I love tt
T slept over .69.feet head feet head, I think he was a bit uncomfortable but his presence by my side was comforting.

Beep beep

C:8:46:BEEP BEEP 3al JISIR!I BEEEP BEEP TANTOUN... thanks for making things better yesterday....mwah
C:8:57:YOu know I shouldn't be sending you an sms...you promised to send first : P
C:9:25:Istaz I am waiting for an sms today like you promised,plus a new # when I fly away....heheheh...kisses
T:10:19: Cc all what i feel im so sad and i wish to be always my angel c love u sansoun still pretty like yesterday,miss u
T:3:51: Miss you 3omre hope u too i feel crying

so me D mom and nino went out today for coffee as usual...then went for the wedding dress fitting...I chose 2 dresses but one me and nin really loved....D wanted me to wear gold.....then we went to meet the wedding planner....plus took photos for passport and ....had lunch together...ran home changed to go meet a client...finished some work and jetted off to T's place to hang out and tell his parents goodbye....but before I went over I bought T 2 cocktails in replacment for the 2 I spread over his car last weeekend....just a little joke....but he liked it
Cuddled together then he drove me a little distance before I drove back home : )
But I heard a lot of good words from my little wise man, likr not losing me to a stupid bitch...and loving me...and meaning the world to him, and being like no other....secure words, that's rest my heart for a while

T:6:29: Love u cc

C:11:39:goodnite sweety...keep ur eyes dry.I dont want touza and boudi to worry about their only son.cause ...he means a lot to me as to them.sweet dreams...mwahhhhhhhhhhh

T calls

T calls at 9:00
Lifeless as I am
Asked me where I was, when I was travelling, and what I was upto this afternoon
Asked me why I hadn't called him...why would I, I wasn't the one doing wrong
rim sends me an sms:
Look Syrine am not going after ur bf ok just understand that nd stop bothering me.U dont have to leave him ok i dont even c him i dont care about him.I have a fiance nd i dont like when u say that am going after him ok.so stop it ok i have more imp things to think about than u 2.Leave me alone.

Yeah so I guess she cleared matters up finally....fucking bitch.God rid us from such people. T seems to have had a word with her.

Anyways me and T met at his lunch break...went to grab BK Whooper...and argued like crazy, then calmed down...then more argueing....then calmness...then the same thing again and agin till midnight.
I left his place and headed to the gym for a bosy pump class and and hour of Jacuzzi and sauna...then called up jim and met him, Dan, for a dinner. T came over to pick me up in my mini skirt, and we went for salad bar and club sandwiches....gave jim a goodbye hug and me and T left off back home. Dropped me off and fell asleep in the calm night.

look at me

No calls from T
Was he really having an affair?
What else could have made him forget me in 3 days : (
I thought in this relationship I would be more careful, not to repeat my first mistakes.....I was wrong....men are good liars

I look forward to my new life

SO many guys hit on me today...can they see I'm single through my face...all hot cars and hot shots...ouuufff.....I'm been too busy looking at TT , didn't see others looking at me : )

I got commented at least 5 times today on being beautiful and sexy...heheheh

:( on the list

Tony Aad said he loved me like noone before....yet he failed to tell Rim so.

He just put me on his list of women : (

Calm winds

Nothing from both parties.....silence and heartbreak
I went out to relieve myself
Shopping,eating and hanging around family and friends

Bag packing and spring cleaning

The Last WEAK-End

Well what can I say about today, what started out all right...turned to the end

Just whenI thought me and T were worlds, and soon countries apart...now I was sure hearts apart.
We left early to go to our banks and meet up for breakfast....I beat t to a dunkins coffee cause I was dizzy from turning around from bank to bank, and got a check rejected from a client.....T got mad at me having breakfast before him,I've never done that before
He was dressed casual today with bracelet I bought him at xmas...looked very nice....I hate when he wears sports wear

We left to get my international drivers licence done, and headed later to get a piercing but Jean Pierre wasn't available..then got TT a "knefeh" to eat...then we headed to the dentist.....welll through all this Ms. Rim, starts calling T and tell him to either pick up the call or telll the damn persistent bitch to stop calling.....and well....from talk this talk that....and finishing from the dentist...I told T he had to do something about it today before I left back home.....we went for cocktails....but by that time...my nerves were popping at the fucking bitch who sent me 2 smss that made my pressure rise.....I asked TT to end it here and now....he said "leish fawti il dib 3a karmik" and I told him, il dib b karmak ya kalb!!!"...And I knew that would drive him mad, which he did...but he couldn't drive off cause we were having the cocktails done, and his car was at the car wash, next to my dad. so we headed ther, and I told him time was short and he had to do something about it...I can't travel worried....
Well we got to the car wash....he had nothing to say....I asked him if he ever planned to finish it off now...the fucking Rim situation and he said like ROy...No.....
So, I spread the 2 cocktails all over his squeaky clean car, and he said I was behaving like a bitch...and I told him I was a bitch
And we both drove off.....
I couldnt't beleive the things he said and how he refused to do something normal to bring peace to my heart and mind
He was obviously intrested in continuing with the bitch
Ugh!!!!Not again....why me.
Told him not to contact me ever....

Last day

Last day meeting at the bridge...and at work : (
Will miss that much
Had an argument with T cause he always seems not to know how to argue with me...it drives me nuts
C:U dont know how to argue with me...it drives me mad....u run away when things go bad.Be a logical man
Ok that sms made me mad...but TT can be so frustrating sometimes
Sorry Tantoun
C:T I know ur upset fromCC...I can feel you all the way here...
T wouldn't answer me till 2:30...think he really y got mad
C:Fine.I'm not going to push your buttons no more.I wont call.I leave in a week.DO what you wish.love you...C
T answers...he was very sweet...apparently very busy

I GOT AN IPOD SHUFFLE goodbye gift from my friends at work...very sweet of them....they were the funniest team I've been with

I headed home afterwork, to my gyno for checkup..alll is good
T left to see Elias Karam, then called me up that he was going to work out with TM at the gym....gym was closed so they left to walk at the Marina...weird....2 boys running all the way in the Marina,I'm sure they are up to something
T comes back home, we discuss our last weekend plans and fall asleep

transport?

C:9:00: IIIIIIIILLLLOOOOVVVVEEEYYYYUOOUUUUUU!!!
Saw TT at the bridge...
agency called today....seems they are only gonna pay for accomodation not transport!!!!WHAT!!!
Got to get things straight...I panicked...I need transort for the 2 weeks that I'm there...Oh man....I sent an email instantly to Brian
T busy today it seems
C:2:16:ok CC is mad.I cant believe this tantounI need things to be right to go safely : ( pray things work 4 me
C:4:41:hey love..I miss u today..u busy?I'm gonna go see dad&mom,then go to doctor.will u meet me there?

Went to my dads shop...waited for T there...called him at the office he was just moving from work
he arrives and already bumping into old-time married buddies...all seem to have 2 kids!!!

Parked the car and left with T to the dentist - hungry tired but finished 2 teeth fillings and took appointment Saturday and tuesday.
T dropped me off and headed for ping pong...I left home with mom, passed by ate yummy sandwiches....then home....to rest
Waited for T to get home at 11:00
C:I cant see you on the hidden camera....waino tantoun...waino?

Lost--ouch

C:9:16:kitty prints going up& sliding down the car...maybe evidence : )Goodluck with the search. Ok wrong sms to T...it was meant for my sis but T is running in my blood that everything seems to be for him....oops!
We lost Saki yesterday night around 11:30 - 12...no one knows where he left : ( family spent till 2:00 looking for him
Met T at bridge today: "SAAANNNSOUN""" whizzes by

C:9:19:the right sms:u know I realised when ur happy...truly happy...ur such a cool guy,i wanna spend my life with u
I left to the mall to by the bras I wanted ...then jetted home....no one there....not even Saki...house a mess...damn...I cleaned it up as much as possible, till TT arrived...we tried putting in the nose stud....OUCH!!! hurt...so stopped that and went over the Geography homework.....very cute of TT.....he left later to meet up with LEa for $$$ and to the gym for pingpong
I sat home....waited for everyone to arrive....waxed all over...
Turns out they found Saki, stuck in side neighbors balcony and coulldn't go out cause he was in pain...he must have hit the balcony bars...OUCH!!!...5pm foun and sent to Doc

Spent the night with a cup of tea and watching "Deja Vu"....beautiful

Ouch

TT waited till I arrived at our meeting point....he got up early
Love when he calls me ya mara...sounds funny
C:ya rijal..ana bhibak mot mot mot and I wanna ride your boat boat boat so we can float float float 2gether in the sea


Ok so boring day,but the night was great.I jetted home to change my attire to more sportive wear...T came to pick me up, met up with Jim and layla, and we headed to George's club to work out....stomach, buttocks, biceps triceps and back...and ouch ouch ouch ya Coach!! Maybe the first time a man is in cramps from Jim, and not from sex.....he gave me some personal training...T went home to change his clothes, hand something in Elie and back in time to catch the end of the tummy work out and play ping pong with Caesar and the boys...then we went up to his place....saw Annette and the baby...very adorable....we had a lot of fun at dinner...T T was amazingly funny and entertaining....We left around 11:00...Jim & Layla took me home

boring day

T and I meet at the bridge : )
I love seeing him in the morning

We didn't miscall each other much today, cause packed with work on a monday....nothing much and bored all day
Met a client for $ugar pickup...T left to get his beard trimmed and hair cut...then gym and football practice...
I left for waxing and a fantastic facial and back neck massage, with facial and eye treatment.....ohhhh I felt fantastic!!
Left back home to finish some unfinished work...then got into an arguement with dan....invited by Jimmy for barbeque, and friends wanna go out to pub ttomorrow
Hanady calls T...say her once...when I first met T...nothing between them, but thought of ladies calling my man, after months and years, drives me crazy!! I panicked a bit...I know I lack trust...big issue

Calm winds

Woke up late....T later...he had swollen tonsils, I think he's coming down with a cold....I spent the morning with 5 cups of tea, and finishing some freelance work....T slept and woke several times....getting his physical rest.....so I decided we go out at 5:00 shop or watxh movies...Rambo like TT promised at 4:00 am.
Went out with D....we had a light dinner t Spuntino, listening to sade and having light, enjoyable conversation...it was relaxing and food great...TT was kind enought to pay the bill, and we continued shopping....bought myself a tiger necklace and a free nose stud....my hole is blocked though!!! it's not opening
We shopped around for pjs and purse, found nothing interesting but eventually I bought 2 purses I needed..then T dropped me off home, he passed by Ceasar...then back home

Long day

Woke up early, pissed at T why he hadn't called me for the "goodnite" last night..so I left to bank and dentist, and didn't even call him...then he eventually called and met me at the dentist....trying to lighten matters up....I fixed 2 teeth fillings and the braces..then we skipped breakfast and left to the beauty salon, got myself a manicure, pedicure, eybrows done, and bought makeup..cost 100$...then we left to have lunch...chicken at TT's place...got to see Taztouz!!!! cute little critter...eating lettuce...
we napped a while, then left to see my father and mother by the shop , bought T and mom medicine and headed to watch the game....then out shopping, ...started buying my things to fly...bought a diamond nose ring finally!!! for cheaper price...and passed by market for shampoo and goods...bought T tea, think he's coming down with a cold....he left to Massoud, called me all night and around 3:30 am....we are starting to feel the misses : (