Pneumonia

Dan dropped me off at dunkins this morning....had an episode with the new guy there, who didn't know what tissue meant, and who loaded my coffee with cream...ugh!!!!!!
Dan drops me off at work today...T late to wake up
started getting sick again...think it's pneumoniaa or bronchitis...sucks...I can't breathe, rapid breathing, coughs, fever, vomiting, nausea...can't sleep at night...very hard

C:3:06:Ok I'm better again.Today is khamis il sakar,wnna get drunk together : ) I didn't eat yet.not hungry
C:4:00:Yesterday my family was surprised...the first time they hear me say I love u to a man..hehehe luv ya

Went home napped a while...spoke to T when I woke..he had to go see Issam and Joe for house renovation thingie
Called me when he got back at 10:00...apparently the boys rent a chalet this weekend although the weather sucks...and T told them yeah but for next week, not this weekend, and they misunderstood so thy rent it this week, and I got into a little argument with TT cause I was ill and didn't want to go this weekend....and they wanted him to pay 80$ for it...ughh!!! Stupid.

Fucking sickiness

Went to work really fucked up...I felt horrible ...looked horrible...red nose and teary eyes....I wish I could go home...
T cllled me several times to check up on me, bu tI felt really really sick....
Went home, slept for a while, and left to gym, to sweat off thee cold...couldn't get any sleep....woke 5 times at night
T had gym as well

Sick again

Sick again I dont' damn believe it...my body feels soooo weak!!
Couldn't sleep last night...felt like shit....and arrived to work 20 min late
Barely spoke to TT today...was very busy and feeling so sick...wish I could go home
Drove home afer work...TT was coming over...Bought fresh hot bread, labneh and chees, and we had a light dinner...and he was sooo sweet he played with my hair, and just cuddled me while I was sick....and he helped me with the Geography book illustrations...I luv him...prrrr
Ceasar called him up to go to gym....and they played ping pong

Had a hard tim sleeping at night...I felt I was going to die

Mondaaa

Work....no one on roads after riots.....schools and unis off....I missed TT on bridge....
Think I"m coming down with a cold....Jordan loved my character designs....thank God it was a success
I overtimed at work, so did T
HAd gym today, but couldn't complete the class....my body very week
T had gym as well

Riot against T

Ok to cut Sunday down....T was sick but Masoud asked him out for lunch and TT couldn't refuse....they went out anyway, and TT stayed over at Massoud's till 11pm...I got mad, and dumped him supposedly....he drives me crazy...riots on roads, tires burning and TT can be an asshole sometimes....I can hate him

Popping

Woke up ear;y to go to bank cash in check, and get my MasterCard...then drove over to T's to wake him up from bed cause I felt he was upset from me, I hadn't wished his mom "salemtik" after bombing yesterday ...everyone was napping at his place, except his mom who was at the chickens coop....she left the door open and I walked right in to wake TT...he was so surprised when I kissed him...still sick haram. SO he got up to shower, cause I had to jet to Naji's to email a file, and class starts 11:30...we got ther 10 min late...but we enjoyed class alot cause we were making balloon animals...and balloons kept popping....it was fun...then we shopped in few places, headed home to email my work cause email didn't send....T rested on the sofa while I finished some work, then we headed to my parents place to hang out till my car wash finished...we walked to BK, had onion rings, chicken sticks and Whopper...we had a lot of fun, then we shopped in his area, bought myself a purple top, and then dropped TT off home, and I left home to finish my work....slept about 3:00.....so sleepy

bomb

T had a drop off to make this morning so we couldn't see each other....arrived a bit early to work
Big Bomb this morning...T's mom and my parents missing....calling still to find out where everyone is
T still ill

TT ill

TT sick....haram aantoun....got a good glimpse of each other on the bridge....I was driving fast, but managed to catch T
MBC calls today, and several other clients, for work...I'm so packed with things tto work on....ugh!!!! I can't seem to turn down a job!!!!

T on pills, and me sleepy. I had to run back home to finish some work..T went home to nap...he was too tired to go to gym

Goals

well this morning it took me 1 1/2 hrs to get to work...my new goal in life is to get to work on time....T arrrived at 10
Busy day kind of
Had a meeting after work...went great, then had a fantastic phone call from Jordan for freelance work.....got paid a huge check, and went to the gym....t ovetimed at work and hit the gym later

Tuesday

Welll I saw TT on time today, thought he was 20 min late to move....day went by nomally, except for the extra special loving TT gave me...
I had a meeting after work that was cancelled, so I just met up TT for tea and biscuits....lots of kissy kissy...romance back...then..he left at 8:30.....I went out with Nino D and Dan to celebrate Nino's BD.....sad TT didn't come

My ex calling my sis like crazy God knows why

Came home late and fell asleep on the coach

Normal Day

Met T at the bridge...normal day at work nothing special
C:10:07:hey love,I kinda miss ya body....wine all over
C:403:sweetheart I feel like having chocolate.Not much work today.Miss you much much.mwahhhhhh ..
Normal day...we both had gym, and things were ok

Dead roses

feeeling like a dead rose this morning....didn't know what to send TT in the sms I promised.
I got up had breakfast, finished some work..Caroline and her kid slept over...so the house was a little chaotic
We all had breakfast, and Dude's girl was there too
T woke at about 12:00...he wanted to come over but my dad was coming over and I had things to finish....waited and waited and waited but dad didn't come, so I just asked T to come over, and he did...we had a wonderful time....we prepared a light dinner, some wine, chesnuts, and snuggles....Dolly was over too...we had fun, it was romance again...warm

Broken Roses

Got up early, had to drop off my mom somewhere and meet up with T....things were a bit calm...T bought us cheesse mankoushi for breakfast.....then we went to teach....had a good time.....then we decided to go to the restaurant we were at a few weeks ago...had tabbouleh, baked potatoes, hommos, and stuff. We spoke a little, then on our way down, we spoke a lot and cried a lot....I felt he was very vulgar, and in total attack mode....he hurt me with everyword and I just didn't have much to say....the things he spoke about just didn't get through my head...I hated him so bad...just wanted to get out.....eventually things calmed down and we decided to have cofeee...it turned out to be my mom's BD tomorrow so we decided to take her out today.....we picked up Dolly too, and took them to Sanyour....had dinner, and left back home...apparently, TT hates my family, and maybe doesn't even love me enough anymore...he wanted to leave....I dropped him off at his car...we spoke a bit, and he left to Massoud's...stayed there till 1:00. I fell asleep, just sad : (

Broken rose

Well....we did do our usuall morning miscalls... I thought he had reached the bridge and didn't call me...well he didn't call me but he did spot me, as I briefly behind the bushes...no calls, and no miscalls that he reached work...mmmm
Oh and the ring he bought me...well the flower broke off, but I found it after I thought it was lost...so I guess that's a sign of bad news : (

Bad

O what seemed a normal day wasn't...Dan dropped me off at work....seemed T was ok in the morning...I didn't see him on the bridge but he spotted me....
IT was Mar Antonious today, and T's colleagues at work got him cake and stuff....I had no clue it was St.Antonious Day, so I told him to come over for dessert afterwork, and he got all moody saying things like why I hasn't told him Dan was with me in the morning and for me not to do anything cause it's St.Antonius day just cause he reminded me........I mean how wa I to know!!! I was packed with work...so I got mad at him...and told him it's better he said what was in his head for the past coupe of days instead of driving me mad.....so after work I left home, he had work till 7:00, called me up if he should come over...told him not to...I had work....so he left home. Called me once he got there..he was staying home, but then decided to go out with Tony M and Ceasar.....Called him up twice....second time I didn't know where he was...but he was very vulgar when he spoke to me and started saying thins like I was talking things to my family and shit...I didn't understand anything....he said he'll explain it all when he sees me...but it all seemed bad news : (
I just cried myself to sleep and forgot to miscall him

Something wrong

Back to work, still feeling bit sick...lots of coughing....T seemed ok this morning, but very moody throughout the day...I stil don't get what's wrong with him...he doesn't speak much.
T passed by early to check up on my car. Dan pickd it up in the afternoon...it smelled like paint badly!!!!
Dan late to pick me up and I had to hurry to gym....T also had gym today...footbal practice..was cramping again..

I feel something is wrong and T won't talk... : (

Flu Flew

so at home blowing away the cold...soooo cold...I sat home all day...t at work, called me up every time he could...he was very moody today.dont know why...
Big Bomb today...
T came over after work I had prepared him fries and salad
We scanned his passport, gave Norma my playboy keychain as gift
He left Moody....no answer why...left to gym.....guess it was that issue with Jim and Nino again
Emailed T's scans to client

FLu flu

Ok I was fine when I woke up...my Dad dropped me off at dunkins...and I waited for Henri to pick me up to go to work
Went to work..and all of a sudden..drip....drip...drip drip drip...my nose was running, my eyes were watery...and the first sneeze!!!
I got the FLU #%&*(!!!!!!
AHHHHHH...so I called evryone to take me home, but only Dude came with the Merc to take me...D was busy and Dan too
SO I went home and slept...drank tea...took medicine and tried to sleep...T had soccer practice and he was cramping...lack of salt, potassium or water....I watched ALi for Will Smith and fell asleep
Oh and T got offer to Kuwait today!!! Yippy...hope something good

ICE ICE BABY

Woke up late, waited for water to heat....it was amazingly COOOOOLD!!!
Got dressed and headed to T's place, his mom had lunch prepared....pizza, peas and rice, tabbouleh with fries...yummmy...Tabbouleh very goood
Once we ate..T took a quick shower....and we went to drop off the car at the Mechanics.
Then we left to Joseph's place and it was soooooo cold...we lost the keys...and got cold...so we decided to meet up with Massoud and Joe, then to Naji's where the boys played cards.....Outside there was an icy breeze...the stairs had inches of ice on them and icicles everywhere...BRRRRRRRRRRRRRR
Everything cold...we had chimney, heater, and radiators on and jackets....-2 degrees....how do they live in Canada
Then we left to my place...prepared TT a light dinner, had some tea...Jimmy came over...TT stayed for a while...we were supposed to go clubbing but I was tired and we had work early....
Turns out that Jim's club had a electric shortcut and they had to shut the show down..so he came later with Dan..we had tea again and I feel asleep on the sofa

fun

SO I had some errends to run...finish accident decleration, pay bills and run to a shooting at the agency...met T at my dad's shop after picking breakfast at Dunkins with my sis....we headed to teach, then sandwichs he promised me from Jounieh....and picking Dan, checking out cars....then heading for shoe shopping....TT got me a fantsatic discount of 2 shoes for 100$$!!!! AWESOME
And then we went to the mall to have coffee.....we met up with an aquaintance from Tabarja...Michlen, Shady's exgirlfriend......who apperently dumped Shady after 11 years...we had a good time together.....Mintonade....English Breakfast....cheesecake..yummy....we had a lot of fun...the we left for some Pizza hut Pizza....went home had it with tea...then he left to Massouds' for....card game
C:Wla antoun...iza ma btirbah bil warak, fa fee sandwich bokra!!!hehehehe
C:Wlak T....leih ma akhadit il CC ma3ak til3ab warak...khalayita hon...(rated)
C:Tayib T..iza 3am da2ak bil messages illi ta wakif...bas ana bihibak.Wa yaraytak hon tsa3idni
T:B7hibik Jnoun
C:Wlak Jnoun Fnoun Kamoun Chamoun ...bla bla bla...wlak ana b7ebak ya 3akrout!!!!!
C:TT babe if I misscall I will be going to bed...I have a LONG HARD DAY tomorrow...heheheh

AHHHHHHH CLUMSY FLIMSY

GOING MAD!!!!
Couldn't find anything in the closet to wear, almost late to work...no breakfast...had to run, I dressed like shit, I looked like shit and things were negative all around me...
Ended up having Haloum in markouk for breakfast at work with Hardees at lunch...T had asbi ...mmmm...promised me to eat this weekend
T left to cut his hair and to gym, .....stayed at the gym till 11:00....I went mad again...the we fought, and I couldn't sleep...I know I was wrong to shout at him with Ceasar around...
C:I'M SORRRY IT'S MY BAD.I'M SO STRESSED THINGS ARE GOING SO BAD.MAYBE WE NEED SOME SPACE.HOW ABOUT IT?THAT WAY U CAN BE FREE
C:Ur a smart man.I was hoping to get an answer tongiht.goodnight.luv ya
TBde dal mad7ouch bi tizik sory no space pusycat sweet dreams cowgirl

out and about

Work,traffic,... T late didn't see him on the bridge.
Had a shooting for toys and baby accessories in Khaldieh...it was fun but tiring.
Had a lot to do at work...barely spoke to T...but managed to do so. Left home to finish freelance work.
t went to wash his car...couldn't vut his hair.
My muscles hurt from gym...awwww.

Half day

Thought we had a full day at work today but to my surprise it was half day!!!! Yippy!!!
T had work all day. I finished work....passed by my favorite shops to shop, bought a few things....then went home napped, then got up to finish some freelance work. Had gym today....T had football practice....but what can I tell you...I suck at body pump now....I just couldn't lift the weights today...5 kilos was like 100. AHHHHHH...after 6 months what did I expect

quiet

One of those quiet days....caught TT on the bridge...headed to work, finished work and headed to mechanic to see when I can put my car in the garage...said Monday would be good, and I'd get it Wednesday.
T met up with me and my dad's place

Mondays

mmm...saw TT on the bridge...
Normal day at work
C:3:50: hey love : )
T3:40: Hey Sweetheart
C:3:40:hahahaah...ur cute : )...makes me wanna...

T came over to my place after work...we made T had a lot of laughs,lost an earring, cried, got depressed, then picked up my sis from hairdresser, and he left to football practice
C:9:49:My neighbor found my earring in the parking...heheheh how sweet

finishing things off

Home today...finishing off my freelance work....T woke at 12:00...he was going to Massoud's village...for lunch
Yesterday he had a good cards game
T left with Massoud to see the foul they planed....and had lunch at 3rzal with Massoud's cousin and fiance....I stayed home, lumped on the sofa...my dad came over at night for building meeting..
not much happenning

Must be stress...old friends

yeah I must be stressed!!! My nerves our dancing...I'm late again to tutoring, so I excused myself today...but I had chance to have breakfast with TT at Moulin D'or.....we visited his father's sister - Aunt LOR...very sweet...looks like his dad....he hasn't seen her in 2 years....then we went shopping, in city Mall and bought nothing cause everything was crap...we met D , Laz, and Coco there, but din't mingle much...we met T's old schoold friend ALain....deals with Sushi and saki trade.....left to my place for dinner (burgers, and lebanese mezza)

Daisy still calling T, she's called yesterday, and today...T didn't answer her

T's car's hood damaged ...his neighbors must have done something to it...wiped it with something...too bad

T left my place headed to Massoud's for cards, with the boys...I slept by 12:00

back to Work again

Work...yeah....ummm seems like forever I haven't been there...normal day
Afetr work I headed to ABC to do a litle shopping, D and Lazlow happened to be there..apparently Laz cancelled his flight again
SO TT met me there..Dan was there...we sat in Cafe Blanc and had a fantastic meal all evening