STOP SHOUTING!!

I HATE it when T SHOUTS!!! It drives me away.
SO there was a little misunderstanding at the bridge today, cause I thought TT didn't misscall me when he reached the crospoint as usual..but he was calling after he spotted me drive off...ahhhh...stupid me. But I made things ok quick before he reached the office, and hope he can start the day in a good mood..love ya TT
C:9:07:Mornning love : ) Of I understood the what happened,but let's stop screaming it makes me mad!kisss
Misscalls as usual at 10:00....I love that
C:12:55:sugar I ordered burger King.gonna eat here then go to my dad's shop.Did I tell u I love you today?heheh
Left work at lunch to get my mammogram...booby check...hehehe....picked up mom...got into a fight with parking security...ran back to work to get paid.....50$ short...thank God I counted it right....
Met T after work to pick up his sunglasses...perfect fit...got into small fight....discussed few matters together at a light dinner at shtroumph...salad bar and light drinks (ice tea and lemon)..mmmmm
He had to jet to meet up with elie to play cards with Mirelle and her husband...work collegues.....I left home
]C:9:49:T give the boys a chance to win today...heheheheh

Quirky day

T didn't spot me this morning!! I got a bit upset...plan to have cheese for breakfast this morning

C:9:20:I'm having a cheese croissant!Plz send me an sms to make my day better.I dont know why things are going bad
T:9:20: cc ur falling in love llie me heheheheh love u my pussy lussy cat
C:9:27:Pussy lussy cat...MEOOOWWWW ...I like dat berry much.u were so sweet last night love.kisses

Went out for walk after lunch...office blues....I need to feel the life outside
T going to call for my manicur epedicure session...I'm going to miss him sooo much...last night he was great
C:3:58:It's like I'm wishin I could spend more time with u but that will only make me miss u more.luvz u amboura

Decided not to meet T after work, and just go home o finish off some work...we'll have the whole weekend together
Got home to find Dan, Steph, D and Carl watching "Awake"...so I joined in while I finished y freelance work...T headed to Michel to cut his hair...Na3eeeman Tantoun : ) Then off to the gym till 11:00, as usual....Got home ate tabbouleh, and fell asleep..I stayed up a while to finish off the work

TT's Tummy

TT late today...discovered later that he woke up with a tummy ache...and spent 1/2 hour in toilet from pain...poor sweety
I woke much earlier to pass by to grab my passport...finally!!! ANd by the pharmacy.
We are going to movies today to watch "Vanity Point"

C:12:15:Popcorn,pepsi and CC next to me, hand in hand,kissing hugging...at seven,we'll be in heaven....hehehe
C:1:55:AH!the boss walked in when I was talking.I'm in troube no more phone for me..heheh..I luv ya...

Overtimed at work till T left the office on his way to the theaters...so much traffic on the way - carrying chocolate for CC, and no where to park...thank God I met TT on the way and parked right behing him infront of the bank : )
Dan and Lana met us later....popcorn coke and water...and Vantage Point..very interesting and amazing to watch....really enjoyed, then we left home
T went to see Andrea to give him the swim gear, came back home around 11:30, I freelance a bit till he got home then we fell asleep together

Ill

Feeling like shit this morning ...maybe from the workout....sick all day...coughs vomit..ugh!!!!!
No burns today thank God.
Couldnt meet aafter work cause I was feeling very ill and I had work to finish...plus TT had to go to Issam to finish the lat bits of the project then he headed home called me after I woke from my nap, and he left for pingpong at the gym with Dany and the boys

Monday

woke up okay...sickness killing me
Normal day kind of day
Except for burning sensation in toilet from medicine I guess
Was able to workout at gym...T left for his workout too and watch a match with the boys
T being all sweet about my illness : )
T called Andrea to see where he was so he could cash me in...but Andrea still in Syria

Home treatment

T calls me once he wakes...I was exhasuted form the cold...my body very weak
Took my 3 medicines
t decided to go to church and see friends today, asked him not to come over....I slept about 4 times to rest...work slow
C:10:46:Hey Love when u go to church lite me a candle, and wish me a safe trip : ) Mwahhh..
C:11:37:hey luv.what did u decide to do?I'm thinking of just resting at home.It's my only chance to get better.luv ya
T leaves to basketba;; game at 6:00 then play of cards with friends
C:7:10: I love yo sooo sooo much tanton ya 3oyouni...have fun sweety
Mom makes me soup and lots of food to get healthier

what's up Doc

Woke up to cash in a check, and wash the car, before heading to the hospital.
Car overheated for some reason so I had to make a pit stop and fill it up with water
then headed to my papa's place, to drop the car off for wash.
T met up with me and we had a "Zaatar in the car" Fight..I can't believe this guy...HE is sooooo paranoid about his stuff!!!! It kills me, anyway...we left to see the Respiratory Doc...and had a check up....I had mild case of bronchitis and needs rest and some medicine....sucks.....plus had to get a mammogram done sometime this coming week for the lump.....then we left to see the dentist..had 8 cavities to finish off.....Next week my appointment....plus took an appointment with Gyno...on 7th.
then we left to get find a Western Union around...most didn't have the cash or machine broken down....met up with D and Nin accidently, then left to get TT's friend Andrea a scuba diving suit....all this and no food in our tummies...so we decided to go to T's place and have fries and salad....ICEBERG.....yummmy....t left to buy me medicine ....took my medicine and fell asleep next to TT....for about 3 hours...then woke up ....he made me some aniseed tea...and we watchedthe island then he dropped me off at my dad's place to pick up my car...and head home to work lightly and fall asleep
TT was suppossed to hang out with his friends but they were no where around, and he wasn't much in the mod ...so he left back home to end the night with a movie and light dinner.
T:CC its hard to live without u i love u

Doc

home today....croaking like a frog and playing dead in bed : )
T kept miscalling me...and calling to check up on me ....got me appointment with doc tomorrow

flew flu flou flow

Work..t woke late again...he's always late when he showers in the morning..
I left to see the "moukhtar" to finish my passport papers...damn he's so slow!!!! took half hour to do one lousey paper!!
Then left to :amin il 3am" to submit the passport for renewal...it'l take one week to receive it...so till next Wed
I was kinda mad this orning and late for work...coming down with flu again
T was so busy today but I loved it when he said he's working for us...what a sweetheart

I left work a litle late ...went straight home...was feeling weak and sick
I slept early...T saw went to see his doc for a leg check up...turns out he shouldn't play on it for 2 weeks, so he left to Massoud's and played cards with the boys till 12:00
I fell asleep...knowing I wasn't making it to work tomorrow...damn

Not much

Ok I dont remember what happened much today...but I remember going to buy bras...and T left to the gym for an arms workout

Fixation...on bunnies, carrrots or sunglasses

After work we left to exchange T's sunglasses...I think we will visit Josiane at least 3 more times before TT gets rid of his sunglass fixation...we left home for carrots and bunny hopping : )

My train has come

My train has come fro me to go....I got the call today to email my passport and details
Deep shock struck me and TT
For the last coupe of days we have been sharing a lot of deep emotions...reviving the lost feelings long lost with our arguements
T:U are the first who make me cry every second love you sansoun
C;9:51:That's the sweetest thing anyone has ever told me. I feel so in love with you.
C: 10:03: Love, MBC just called to confirm.We have to start getting ready physically and nafseeyan...I'm gonna cry

Briefly spotted TT this morning...he was dropping his parents at hihs aunt's place
We were suppossed to meet after work but I was tired and had to get ready for gym
I had a slight arguement with him cause he wanted to exchange his sunglasses cause someone thought they were big...I can't believe it he hates everything I buy him...and just when I thought I got him something he likes...something he chose...he wants to return it!!!
But he made it up by saying that he doesn't like anyhting but me : ) heheheheheh luv u tantoun

Buffalo Soldier

SO today...I woke up, not much to do...no feedback from clients...so I just layed back....TT called me up and invited me for lunch...so I got up got dressed in yellow and brown and heade off to T's with my laptop by my side.....his mom had tabboulleh prepared with fries...we ate quickly cause we had to jet to TT's soccer game...T stopped to get me chips and red bull, with gum...and drove to the soccer field
boys all already there...
And who do you think places the first goal.....TT!!!! Goal!! my hero....and then..cramps in his thighs...so we just sat and watched the game, then left to eat moughrabieh at TT's place, but we weren't vry hungry....T showered and we sat down to watch "Casino Royale"...nice movie...but we didn't get to finish it cause we had to jet to Buffalo's for a romatic dinner with D and Laz...but instead we get Dan. Caroline and her family, and LAz and D...although we got upset they were late and all...we had very romantic moments...and cried and laughed...and just enjoyed the romantic night....then drove home around 1:00

Red Love

Woke up early...really early to head to hairdresser ...get my hair done, and a manicure...it's been forever I haven't pampered myself...damn work it sucks so much from one's life....
I was all pretty in Red today and TT wore red too.....the Love couple
SO I finished all dat and left to TT's place...he was already up and showering...and his parents were all perplexed what to do with me....funny....we left after T's shower and headed to the bank, pay phone bill ask about roaming line to Dubai...and bla bla bla....passed by my dad's shop to tell him the news of DUbai....he was expression-lesss......and the we left to see the jeweler for the nose ring....not ready yet.....and the ring fixed so I placed it in my finger.....then we faxed the contract to Dubai...all went well....then BREAKFAST!!! Foul wa hommous and falafel....yummmy. yummmy...yummmy....we left then for a $ugar pickup from a client, then meeting with a client...then TT got a call from Issam about some freelance work to finish...so he had to go do that and I was tired...but instead of staying over at his place to rest I left to meet D and Laz at Cafe White.....stayed for a brief moment then left home with Dan to Nap till 7:00...TT called and came over after work for tea and light dinner...and stayed over all night...it was so sweet of him...we enjoyed the night...Oh and today I gave him his Val gift....POLICE sunglasses : )
I think he liked them although his mom thought they were big...mmmmm....well I love them and T

Caroline's Kid was over...they all left to party and I babysitted till 7 in the morning..watched "Redemption" DVD..while he slept

earthquaaaakeee

Fight Fight fight....I fought with T so early in the morning cause he didn't ring me when he got on the bridge....Oh boy

Earthquake today...shock us on the 16th floor office....4 on richter scale
But we were ok

I tried to calm things down with T and they did...he passed by after work and we had the heart cake together....he wasn't in a good mood a lot...he left home...weather bad for soccer practice and he was tired....I'd see him tomorrow

VALENTINE

Called TT up early in da morning...he was still asleep although he had work....he left to work around 12:00...there was the million man strike today...so he was troubled about getting to work.
I think he was kind of upset about going to work...but I tried calling him time to time to make him feel good.
C:10:18: T I'M CRAZY FOR U....UR MY TRUE LOVE ....TOUBRRINE SHOU B7EBIK YA ZA3RA....ktir ktir..ad il bahr wa mawjato
Jordan calls me with new job proposition...oh my God!!!! I am so excited!!!!!

He passed by after work to surprise me with a heart cake...it was beautiful...but he didn't stick around for long for us to cut it...he ran off home and to the gym to meet Tony M for a ping pong game
I called him up around 8...no answer
c:8:09:WHY DONT U ANSWER!!! Ur so weird today...u make me feel so insecure : (
but he called back instantly...he didnt hear the cell ring....
C:8:18:I LOVE U TANTOUN ktir ktir ktir ya albi

Countdown begins

2 seconds and I almost missed T on the bridge.....it was funny right at our seperaton point....we were both upset ...t mentions tearing at work cause of my travel issue...I'm going to miss him so much
C:9:00:I luv ya....and dont ask how much!!!!
Nothing much at work today...I was so overtaken by thoughts of Dubai

I sent my approval to the contract today...just have to sign it

LEft to gym....cried on the way...I'm gonna miss a lot of things even though I don't have much here but my family....
T had gym and football practice...oh and Joseph from Futsal tried calling today, but I didn't pick up...what is wrong with losers!!!
T stayed out all night playing at Chouefeit
C:11:28: GOALLLLL!!!!!hhehehehe...bon oui mon cheri

and I was going to sleep about 12:00...when all of a sudden....HONK HONK!!!! TT arrived..runing up to my house with a jewlery box...awwwww....it was a white gold cross with a diamond center......awwwwww.....I'm in love....prrrrr !!!!

TT is crazy.....and I love that this valentine's....it was beautiful...so unexpected....Danny "the twin" was with him and they honked their way away : )

THE CONTRACT

Ok all I wanna say today is that the contract was sent..and I said tomorrow I would reply tomorrow
TT came over to talk things over, and we were both just dumbstruck for a while....what are we going to do away from one another....TT!!!! The countdown will begin : (

TT Tummy ache

TT suffering from drowsiness and tummy aches...haram 7ayeti
didn't spot him on the bridge cause he had to pass by pick up the office PC screen

Dan arriving today : )

C:9:19:I woke up this morning feeling so so so in love.THx for the fantastic weekend my luv...kisses Mr. adorable
C:49:hey love.I'm EATING SO MUCH!!Mon Dieu!I'm going home after work.going 2gym class..call me when u leave!mwah

Foul

T came over t around 12:00 after washing his car....got some foul and chick peas...coke...and we prepared an awesome lunch!!!
Yummy...it was soo amazing
Then my dad arrived by surprise and had to hide TT...heheheh...then papa left we had some tea with TT and he left home...then he started shouting agian....one of his bad habits
C:1:02:I miss my sweetheart
C:9:00: Love I get cold when ur next to me.....brrrrr brrrr brrrrrrr toubbrrrrrinnniii
C:9:50:if u wake up before 12:00 call me cause cc misssssss u ya tantoun

4 hours, 4 seconds, 4 and more

What a day...4 used to be my bad luck #..but no more
T came over took after cutting his hair to take me to the hairdresser to cut and fix my hair....he was very very very moody, and wouldn't tell me why
he didn't even wash his car....so I sent him a romantic sms too cool him off which kind of did....left to my place and prepared him breakfast while he left to pump his tires....we had breakfast and hung almost 4 - 6 hours at home, nappping eating, talking...it was so relaxing...he cooled off and things were great...D and Dave were with us...we decided to go out for a while in the late afternoon...so went shopping for a pair of jeans...bought some nice ones...then we met up with T and headed for a dinner of shawrma and "nkha3it" sandwiches....yummy...then to have fruit cocktails, at T's favorite place...then ABC...found a diamond nose ring for me for 115$...and tried on T's Police sunglasses again...had a small arguement with TT from a slight misunderstanding...then met up with Nino and Dave, and headed home for some tea...with mom....had a long but wonderful day
t left by 11

friday finally

well it was a good day at work...I couldnt wait to leave and meet up with T
Dan travelling today....I wished him goodbye 3 times....he had forgotten his passport in the Celi.
Left work in a hurry to my parent's shop...dan passed by before he left on his flight...kissed him goodbye
Went shopping on my own...T was late to meet up with me...I went from one place to another, while T finished from the Rita girl meeting in BH...got so bored I left to the mall....hung around Dave's girl...chit chatted while everyone arrived
D had picked up mom from the shop and were heading my way...so was Dave and T
Found these wonderful Police sunglasses for TT
Didn't feel like going home, especially since I was dressed in this wonderful purple suit...so we dropped off mom and me D and T left to have dinner...it was fun...we had so much to eat!!! 2 servings of salad bar, and club sanwich with fries...sooo fulll!!!
Then we left home to have tea..but TT too tired from full day..so me and D had tea...T left, and we watched 8 femmes...some french movie at midnight...nice

marriage around

Woke up with my eyes closed....I couldn't keep them open...had to wake up Dan to drive me to work...they shut while I walk!!!!
I must be so damn exhausted my body is putting me to sleep
Carely caught T on the highway...but we managed.....stopped for some turbo coffee on the way...today dressed like a wild woman....zebra pants, cow like belt, zebra necklace, high - heeled high length boots : )
T wants us to get married !!!


Oh God how do I stop my eyes form closing....Sweety I miss u much much.wish I could fall asleep on u

Dizzy

Still feeling dizzy and nauseous in the morning.....didn't get to see TT, cause he moved late....Dan dropped me off .....had 2 whole pitas for linch...I must have been hungry from not eating for a week..
Lots of love over the phone
Left work to go buy some sports gloves and bag...but couldn't find any bags...and gloves....well I only found one cheap brand that had my size...Reebok, Addidas, Puma, and all didn't have small...and even if they did their small was loose....so I bought nice white gloves...and left home to pack for gym....T had football practice.
I really sucked at body pump class...no energy what so ever and kept feeling dizzy and nauseous....and even when I got home I was feeling not so well, spoke to T and fell asleep

Airport drive

left tto work....couldn'tt catch T on the highway cause he couldn't leave the site on time to spot me : (
However during the day we planned on going out in the afternoon....I'd go over to his parent's place, he'd pick me up, go for Bk burgers, then hit the mini football game at 7:00...BUT things didn't go as planned...cause his boss wanted him to drop off a package at the airport..so I went to the market and waited for him to pick me up from my father's shop...he didn't know how to get to the airport...so I showed him the way....we got there on time, but we had no time to get to the minifoot match....I didn't want to jet there...it wasn't worth itt.....so we just went back to my car, and I left hoe to rest...and he left to Lea's to get some Sugar....she din't give him the eamount promised : ( Then TT left to gym....and I waited for him to get home before we both fell asleep :: )

Back

Well, I finally had the nerve to open the phone line.....my first received call from Jordan seconds later...they want me to work for them...heheheh....I had a brief talk with T...we were both down, and in love, and just missin....We kinda said what was on our mind, but in friendly way...cooled things off and just gently flirted with another through the day...
T had overtime work till 9:00...so I left to gym , and he came over to my place at 9:30 till 10:00 cuddling loving, and just being sweet : )
T left home to rest, and we both fell asleep early...he had to get up early to go to one of the work sites

time off

Off….Time off from TT.
Phone off all day…neither one of us tried contacting the other. : ( Sucks
How can we be so in love and out of it in seconds.

Another arguement

Sarturday…got up to teach. T had already packed his bags and heading to Faryaa with Massoud and his cousin. I went to give the last course for the season…felt sad for many reasons…enjoyed the class…handed them their certificates, and left with short kisses and goodbyes….then called up TT he was at the “Peest”hehehh….I called up D and Dan to have lunch with them….so we went for Chinese….Laz appeared by surprise….he came for surprise visit to DD with roses and teddy bear…we enjoyed are time, then headed shopping…didn’t find much…just bought a belt and necklace. Then home….I was very sad…..T gone for the weekend….I was alone….and sad….for some reason, no diamond, not much money makes me happy anymore.
Got into another argument with T…I CANT believe he just left me alone this weekend..he didn’t even leave his car, so if I wanted to go he’d be here for me.
After a few hot blooded phone calls…I just shut my phone down….this man is never going to understand me, and he’s always going to prefer his friends over me….plus he still doesn’t know how to make up for things.

Hospital call

Didn't see T at bridge...he was late, but he called me up early to see if I was going to hospital....had no one to go with, plus didn't get salary paid yet...so thought maybe T and I can go in the afternoon

Parking guy wants me to pay monthly fee of 66000 or 4000 a day...bastard

Left to my parents place…waited for T to arrive to take me to hospital….got a pink rug for my room…chatted up with dad and mom a bit…T arrived and we left to the “Doctor”….but I wasn’t very convinced with his analysis of a normal cold…I istill vomit, and don’t eat much…..anyways I got my medicine..cougg syrup, then we went to cut TT’s hair, and organic tea at my dad’s shop…had one of those arguments with T about going tomorrow to Faraya….he left home, packed his things for tomorrow and I slept early too. Teaching tomorrow.