moods

Forgot my phone home....T came over to pick me up to go to Tab....ummm he wasn't in the mood at all, I dunno why....Layal called him yesterday at 6:30, she was going to start uni Monday...and she saw our paty pics in some magazine, and thought we looked good togeteher....great!...we pass by to get some goods for the day.
And we just hung out by the pool..tanned....swam.....fished...only 3 fish....TT stood by my side while teaching me to swim...my legs just dont paddle well.....but I did better e than before....we hung out next to the regular gang, with coffee beer ....then went up to prepare lunch..fries and salad rokka!! mmmmm...slept, then got up to play baby foot and watch the boys play more cards.....TT drove me back home, and left to Baabda...he had some stuff to do in the morning, like car oil change, wash, bank, garage, and so and so. Goodnight sweety....I wasn't much of in the mood by the end of the day

home work

woke up at 7:00...started working...called T at 9:30...worried he was still truck struck from yesterday, which he was.....had to get up to go to the administration to finish some accounts....then headed to the pool and get his fish
C: Hey sweety.How's the weather?Cause the taiss hon is fantastic...kisses
I stayed home, cause D didnt wanna go to Tab, so I stayed home, played with the cat, had soup and spent the day alone....car wont finish today!!! ughhhhhh.....I guess I'll just sit and finish work
Cooked some dinner for my mom and bro, we ate together....T had boys over for game of cards
No ride to Tab tomorrow, T might have to come pick me up : )

Mad,sad, happy, relaxed, pain, gain,stress,pissed

what a day....started ended negatively
Wake up t early for passpors....mom comes along so we could drop her off....passports finish in 5 min, but clothes picking takes 2 hours....stressed T and mom out, and then me and T got into an arguement, and thinks just went down, but we managed to get to Tab, have brekfast and pretend things were better...learnt how to swim, T caught clams, played cards, tanned amd just total relax....no one on the pool but weather was great...hung around till 7:00 then we went up to shower and prepare dinner and fel asleep in to a daydream, until Lea came banging in and ruined the mood. SO I got up got dressed, ready to move. T's leg hurting all day, cause of the bed, he was a little stressed out, and upset stomach...so he wasn't much of himself. We drove out for cocktails, and said our goodnites. MWAHHHHHH

expensive

SO today I had a meeting not so far in town. Dan and I grabbed a cab, Dan accompanied me to the location, and left back with the cab. I had the meeting in a not so interesting production house.....think their budget is low. And upon leaving the place I catch 2 cabs, who both want 10000 to get me to the other side of the highway....oufff...so I called Allo Taxi, grabbed a bite to eat and some for T and left home.....but the whole ride took 20$, with lunch....I miss yhe celica. Wont finish anytime soon.
I left home worked on some stuff. T last daay work today, he seemed happy at first but by the end of the day full of sorrow, but he got a new offer and promotion in the same firm, and was wondering if he should take it up..he might have to travel soon for 2 days to find out : ) They cut him the cake and said their goodbyes. However the new firm too, told him to start a week later till the big guy came to town....so he's got himself a whole week hoilday : )
He went to Baabda, cut his hair packed his things and came over my place for an hour, we ate talked about ur future plans, tomorrow and just sat figured things out.
And he left To Tab. Early wake tomoorrow for passports.

Depresseddd

Yep I am. No work.No calls.no replies.
There is definetly something wrong.Dont know what to do...debts starting to rise...yikes!!!
T finished work at 4:00, came over, and brought lunch with him..some strogonoff, mjadra, salad, fries and stuff...yummy.
and double yummy...so much love and passion. smells so good, feels so good....we just slept side by side and laughed and chatted....long time we havent done so...usually friends all over the place.
I'm in nlove, and so is he : )
Now find a job to support family : )
T left home at about 8:00...went to buy some lightbulbs...his nephews were home.
They spoke to me before they slept...cuties.

depressed and not

Well I went for coffeee with D and Nin, then cruised with Nin till the agency called for a meeting.
Meetig very cool very fun...just hopig I can get the job done A+ style.
I got super worried after the meeting cause I thought that maybeI had a lacking element in me....worried all day.stayed at dad's shop,then went to pick up d with nin and left home to sleep. t wanted to go trim his hair, charge his phone, and pick up his stuff for the football match. Called me up and tried being supportive....I like that but I was feeling hopeless. sent him a hugs kisses licks and misses sms. He had 2 days left in the old office....then new adventure to start next week. My car not done yet : (

SURPRIZZZZE

Normal day at the home office.
Normal day at T's work.
He left home slept...and poped from under my supper table after my shower!!!!!! Fucking scared the hell out of me!!! I didn't even here him come over?!??!!!?!? Weren't you sleeping...well he damn surprised the shit out of me...but I was happy : )
So sweet..like sugar and chocolate, and candy.
Oh and he had this incident when he came over...some womans gas pedal got stuck and her car climbed a tree ...flipped and landed on the car meters away from him....he went to help her out and handed her our cinema water bottle : )
My hero
c:9:03:am: I had so much love dosage yesterday I feel like a truck of love ran over my body......morning my love
C:11:06:SURPRIZEEEE!!! and you came from between my legs...helou ktir...habayit ya albi.....shou b7ebik
C: 11:08: Love you...bon oui babe..."avou paremon 3a jeego"(french)

SIck T

C:10:03: TTT I"m lonely without u!!!!!!!
T hadn't called yet...it was 11:00, I got worried cause in the time I"ve known him, I've never known him to sleep that long...so I call him up and he closes the phone in my face....calls me back to say: CCC....dont call me anymore!!....A moment of shock...lasted 1 sec though...."How'd you know I was coming over?!!!!! U got some kinda detector on me..radar!!!...hehehehe, he scared the shit out of me.....instead he was surprising me by coming over with breakfast!!!! Mnakish from my favorite baker...ummmy....no one home but me and Dan, but I made some tea, and D later came and we all had a good early morning talk...then T left...he was coming back this afternoon....He was sick from yesterday...vomit all night and nausea...I think from seafood they ate...haram Antoun...so he went to rest....and Ifinished some work
c:3:24: T u got me hypnotized with love....so dangerous....oh and thx for breakfast...hope dessert is sweeter ; )
T is so perfect these past couple of days he's like a different man, a better man, a sxier man...yummy!!

Went to the movies watched "Fracture" for Anthony Hopkins...then had cocktails!!!!!

I miss u much

C;9:18: am:Bonjour albi ...boom boom boom...ya albi
Woke up spoke to T...he woke up late..at 10:15...going clam diving today ...since we'de be comin this afternoon.
waited for D to finish work and Nino to pick us up. Everyone felt like having fish...so the went over to Beoueri's to get some fried fish....T cleaning clams....and what can I say...a lot of love...more than ever...and a feasty lunch-dinner...soooooo goood and lots of romance...I'm loving T.
C:9:05: pm: U know I luvya like crazy boy.ur so perfect these days-u make me melt like chocolate.I wanna romance u all day
We never went to Mar Sharbel....so I went home, and Jo invited T over for dinner and cards....I went to my office to finish some work

To tab or no to Tab

T at Tab...we both awoke at 8:00
Me working at my home office
T: Cc im watching football so cool love u
C: 10:49: sweety ur so cool ....ur soo hot..... soo in love with u amboura
T:6:03:cc love u my woman

I left to storyboard 2 commericals at this new production house....stayed for 5 hours...came back home, talked to T
T:Cc taztouz missed u ktir when u finish pls call me love u much
C:10:10Love ya
C:10:16: Bon Oui TT

Dad - boys out

home all day....t at work...trouble a bit with the both and project to finish
Called me up before he left....he was going to henri's for a hair cut and to pack his things for Tab
I got a call for freelance work tomorrow so no Tab : (
T's sisters husband came over to their place so he didn't move till 7:10...and anyways my dad came over to our place, so it was better T lost time somwhere else...
SO he came over got me a Lion bar and juice, while he waited in the neighborhood for my pops to leave....Nino was stuck out too....by 9:00 dad had gone, and the boys were in....made T fries and salad...with Soujouk sandwiches...so fulfilling..d was baking a cake...we never ate....we enjoyed the night and the boys left at 11:00...t headed to Tab to clean up after Lea and Nassif

Boooooooom!!! T?

Heading to work this morning with Dan and D....had coffee at dunkins and went to the 9:00 meeting which was pathetic.
Then I really didn't feel like going to that company...it sucked so bad to work there...so I went there talked to the guy, told him when things get better I''ll come back..and left....had another meeting at 2:00 which was also somewhat bad....then ran errands arounds, getting parts for my car and Ziads....paid phone bill and hung at my parents shop....then left home.....about 5:11..T calls me he was leaving work, and BOOOOMMMM 5 minutes later....on the road T takes home!!!!AHHHHHHH
I went crazy!!!!
I tried calling, smsing, and running around in circles to find him...coonection not available.....nothing on tv that indicated his licence plate, look, apple, car color...I couldn't even call his parents, but thank god he called me 1/2 hour later from his place.....THANK GOD!!! He didn't even go cut hs hair...he stayed home for a while then went for ice cream at Cesar's...henri was closed....we talked at night....nino came over...after getting back with D....
Jack called me to see about the bomb...everyting was ok...he was still abroad
T:9:47: CC love u kisses

Pizza surprise

Went to work and wated to run away. I hate it. I complained, and whined , and the guy said things will change in a week, then convinced me to stick around another 2 weeks.
C: 11:16: i made a decision sweetheart.how's ur work?
Went to Dunkins with D in the morning, she lent me her car to go to work, I left work around 4:00 to pick her up, and left home. Then went o my meeting at 6:00.T hadn't called me when he left work, so I called him after the meeting, only to discover that he had been preparing a pizza surprise for me!!!! Yippy Pizza!!!!

C: 9:46: I think I'll get married once i can trust a man..which is never.cause u lie,and u lie that u lie,no?
C: 9:50: ANywyas sweety thx for the Pizza, it'ss very kind of u...hpe things change for better and not worse : )
got 2 interviews for work this week..hope things work out!!!
T has changed for better this week, I've noticed the change...so much better I like....but the trust thing is killing me : (
T: 9:53: I want to care of u then any days in my life marte
C: 9:55; luv u u crazy bitch...I see u better now
C: 9:57: goodnite sweety..drive safe...and kiss ur mom for me,cause she is more honest than u...heheheh...joking

Moan-day

first day at Tv station and I hate it!!!! wana kill myself...and it turns out the work 6 days a week : (
I just wnna finish 2 weeks of this month and get paid to pay my debts : (
T:10:41: CC i forgot to tell u i miss u much
T:2:53:3omrd dont worry we find a better job luve u wife
C:T sweety i hate it here
C:5:10: i hate this job! tell the mechanic to start with the car please t.i'll mc u when i get home.
bad day...T went home and I waited for Dan to pick me up, he was 1/2 hour late
T sleeps 7:00 - 9:00 for the first time in 4 years!!!! Then left to Ceasar

Sunny sunday

Went to Tab with d...since she fought with Nin, and had no where to go...we passed by the market, got meat and beer and headed to T...who met us at the gate....we just laid back in the sun and hung out...no dinghy today cause waves were tough....but we had a nice barbeque at the end of the day. Carla by herself today without Ceasar...since they left one another...so t was being very friendly with her....he fished out clams for all of us to eat
We left at 9:00, T stayed at Tab to clean up...and me and D went home....Later at night while he was going home, his neighbor attcked him cause he thought T was following his girl, who's T's neighbor....while T was just driving to his place...so they fought verbally, which got T mad...can't believe the stupidity.
Stupid guy

Evil creeps

C;4:44 am: The devil has been sitting at my door all night.i'm afraid we need another solution to drive him out
I couldn't sleep all night...damn that bitch nd damn T for not controlling his issues....sometimes I just want to be alone....I hate relationships for this reason....It's 10:00 and T not awak...he misscalls me at 1:30 am...playing cards with Massoud at Aqua.
C: 10:04:Good morning!!Wake up wake up wake up!!!!sun is beautiful...beach is amazing and I'm hme : )
T:10:25: Cc habibi i found a solution i want to be the big devil of the world to protect u ya hayete
T calls me up once he wakes....going fishing today for fish : )
I stay home finish some work
At 10:00, T comes over to pick me up to go to Jim's goodbye party. Me dressed in black and gold...t in black....he was upset when he came for some reason and he said he hated my hair....I had gone to the hairdresser earlier to fix it up for the night...and he hated it :(...he didn't say why he was sad...but we had a great night!!!!! Super fun....dancing drinking...came back home 3:00...cause we grew tired

Dingy dingy diiingy diiiiiiiinnnnnghhhhhhhhyyy

woke up waited for T to get up...he was out olive picking al night...about 2 pots!!!...got dressed and my tings ready for the big awaited day....told T to come alone, but he gets Johnny with him, no problem...they drop me by the bank to cash in a check and we leave to Tab....on the way T buys 7 "knefehs" for the gang...Noha, Johnny, suzzane, Naseer, T&C, and the husband...I forgot the name.....T stops also for beer and lemon....yummmmy!!!!...reach Tab and munch up at Nohas chalet....then run up to unpack our thoings and blow the dinghy....Nasir and T went under the buiding to blow the dinghy while I blew my clothes off X and got into my swimsuit....we head down, and dinghy away!!!! but I got so sick half wa, Nasir didn't know how to paddle and I went around in a million circles...while T, Jhonny and Ralph, Nasir's bro, went down to get clams.....then suzanne swam along towards us and we went next to the "rado" to drop our ancors and drink our beer!!!!.....so nauseous....T accidently hits John on his back with the pringles can, and things go all wrong....lots of people on the dighy and me sick...T managed to paddle us back on shore and went to rest on the long chairs...we hung by the pool, and suntanned...waiting for the clams to open their mouths....cleaned them around 4:00.....there were about 22...and all huge!!!!...but Iwas nauseous still so I told T I'd go o the chalet , shower and rest....I got there...T's phone was buzzing...03 361 013...I pick up and some girl says she's Joelle....wanted to talk to T. TOld her he ain't here, and if there's anything she wanted I could tell him....then I realised T has made phone calls to this # before and to Rim......I think it's the same girl....playing around....so I wait till T gets back...I shower and sleep...T eats alone, and I get up crying cause he still talks to the bitch when I told hime not to....he promises to change his #....but in a month, and I agree but not atisfied......we kiss and make up,T makes me tea and a sandwich and walk down to the pool..meet up with NAsir and Noha..play cards for 10 minutes then run away from all the mosquitos...We decide to play up in our chalet....SO we set up the table....Nasir gets coffeee, Suzanne gets Custard and chocolates, and they play...lose the game....suzanne stays, and I play along with her, against T NAsir...t was fun, my first time in a real game...funny, and fun....They leave and Johnny and Jad, come after a long day....Jad imitating his teachers, at first day in school, they plan out tomorrow morning and dinghy again.....I decide to leave....T was getting tired and I too, and nothing seems to going to happen after that....soooooo T drops me off, we chat a while and he leaves.....calls me back to tell me Massoud had invited him for a game of cards in Aqua...have fun and goodnite....I couldn't sleep all night....bed bugs in my head

Hair cuts

Calm day..went walking with my mom to the pharmacy, hairdresser and market, then came back home in time to meet Dave with the new washing machine….yippy!!! Throw the oldsmobile away!!
T called me he was worried I vanished, but I was walking slow and checking things out with my mom.I cut my hair at the hair dresser..it's short!!!!HHHHHHHH
Came back home to finish some stuff, manicure, pedicure, hair removal and stuff : )
Finished some freelance work, and smsed T:
C:1:21: Rakiz Antoun…if you can’t ..EAT!!...he was busy working …forgot to eat…talking to Carollne about U-shaped steel….
T might pick me up today for my afternoon meeting, but nothing confirmed yet
Meeting was confirmed at 6:00, then at 8:00 then cancelled....but T came over to pick me up
First we had lunch of T's mama's peas...and moughadara...then we left to recharge the "Wise" ....got a new phone N73...T packed his stuff...Said hi to his parents, who I think hate me...and left to get his split crack hair cut....very CUTE!!!!
Then we blew way on the highway, to reach home....dropped me off and went to get goods for tomorrow : )
Called me up when he got back...he was going to hang by Naseer..who tells tales of girl fuckin....hmmmmm...pervert : )
C: 9:53: Sahtein Antoun!! Hi Naseer....stop telling my man how u fuck ur girl.cause we r virgins
Well T doesn't find Naseer, eats alone, and ends up picking 4 kilos of olives!!!! ouffff...Goodite sweety : )

Run around

C: 10:30: This weather reminds me of the time I fell in love with u.I hope friday is like this... hehehe
c:4:37:Oh baby Iforgot to tell u some good news!!!!I'll call u when u get home...luv ya!!!
running around with Carl Dan and Ziad...finishing some errands...picking up check and goin g for a meeting...GOT A JOB!!!Start Monday...at a local Tv station
T busy at work and left to his sisters dentist place...to clean his teeth and pretty much forgot about me till I called him at 4:00 he was about ot leave...saying he was callling me at home...when I was out????
Well he offered to drop me off home since I was at carl's place but I was using the internet there and hadn't had lunch yet...he was heading home and by the garage :)
SO out all day with my 3 body gaurds…Dan Carl and Ziad….Waited for T to go home, take a quick nap, eat and meet me up at Carl’s place……He was there around 7:30…we left to ABC to shop for his shoes….found nothing excitine…went to Zara and GS…but the closed down by 8:00..oh well…so we grabbed some pasteries from Wooden Bakery with coke and headed home for dinner….Mom had Mougadra prepared, and Nino and D were there…we had eggs, pastries and a lite meal to eat….T suffering from a lack of mind focusing…or something like that…I talk to him and he’s a ghost….I don’t think he even hears me most of the time….hmmmm? Fe she? So much on his mind I think or a bunch of nothings. He stayed till 10:00 at my place, then left home….but took another road back that he got stuck in a traffic jam and military check point….caled me once he got home…chitchatted some love and fell asleep : 0

ignore

So much love this morning..I woke up late and t called me about 10:000 he was busy at work, but so much love in the air….I went walking to the market and internet café..was relaxing…emailed some work stuff…finished some freelance….the day was pretty good..T was taking Friday off for a romantic time for the both of us…Oh I had a bad dream with T’s ex again…this time Cookie!!! I was in a huge pool with Jaws, and she was there checking me out….it’s freaking me out…first Layal, and now Cookie Carla….who’s next?!!! Welll T says I should dream of Reem cause the bitch hasn’t stopped calling, and was calling from many #s today…the hoe! When will she lay off?!! T was coming over tonight…He had to go to Issam first then to check me car out….we talked about Tab cause Lea wasn’t paying her share, and T was thinking of taking it all year long…I thought it was a great idea cause It’s close to his new work and he can still swim till Nov…he was thinking of going back to the gym…we’ll talk about it later anyways…T passed by Riger’s garage to check out my car…called me once he got back…he was still having stomach aches from the mjadra, and he was hungry…he felt like having eggs but they ran out at home…I dunno what he ate later, but he called me up later to tell me he was going out to buy stuff from the supermarket and pass by Naji…I thought he was coming to my place. SO fight again…damn it…things were ok…he shouted and I yelled….oh man. Then about an hour later he was at my place…ignoring me, talking to my bros and mother…I cried cause he was being so insensitive and misunderstanding….then things cooled off…we ate spaghetti and “kaake jebne” and he had gotten us ice cream, so we ate that too…he wasn’t able to go to the market to buy toothpaste, and it turns out he uses the same one I do, so I gave him the one I bought 2 days ago, which I hadn’t used…and things just cooled off back to love….I think the devil in my mind is driving me mad…goodnite TT.

BAD LUCK – Carsed

SO cursed this morning nothing wa working out….my car leaking water….driver’s license and car registration papers disappear…brothers get stuck with “darak”…stck at mechanics alone….Cesar comes to pick me up, drove me to my brothers…Everything was just going so badly fucked up….even the internet café was shut down….and my WAP wasn’t working…and the clients to busy to talk about $$$...so I just went home to sleep it off….watched 1408…finished some freelance work…T called up to check up on me several times…I like that…he was having a little trouble with Adrian…He left to Issam’s for work and Christophers, then to see my car at his friend’s garage…He called me once he got home….he was having moujadra for dinner….but by 9:30 he was having tummy aches from it…so I told him ggodnite and smsed him: Salimit batoonik Antoun. I forgot to kiss u good nite.So kissis to ur tummy I hope u get better before the weekend or else I will have to play doctor ; )
T calls me up at 12:30…and I’m dead asleep : o

SUN:9: CRASH BOOM BANG:

Get a call 6:30 am…Dan had crashed the car…skidding…oh man…cried my eyes out…fell asleep then woke up when he got home to dry some more….my baby is gone : ) I can’t believe it….I hate my life…bad luck in the morning…so I stayed hom till about 1:00…T decided to pick me up at 2:00 to take me out to Tab, then lunch or dinner….but D was bored and wanted to go out…so I asked her to come along ….T:11:51: My pussycat min bado ghango ktir wbouso ktir ktir cc im finish I need to talk to naji about tonight kisses bel attouch al sakhoun….Naji planning on having dinner in Faraya…sounds fun….so we drove to T’s place…introduced everyone of our friends who were in Tab to D…Guys hovering around….ugh!!! so me and T decided to take her back to the chalet….Jad and Johnny were getting horny too…poor little boys…hehehe….we had lunch by the pool restaurant…it was fun….weather very bad but I liked being by T. He was angry though why I hadn’t gotten our swimsuits and gear…but I was really in pain, had my period and was really to ill to do much….we hung around the chalet…drank beer and had nuts then decided to leave by 6:00 back home to sleep…T had a match at 6:30, anywyas, and was following me afterwards…SO by 8:00 after our siesta t came over and Nino, and we sat…T ate homemade Custard and coke..then we decided to go out eat fish, so we got up to get dressed all pretty…me in hot red and D in black….boys all sporty…..we went out and decided to eat Mexican instead…so to El Minino we went ….Jbeil….Bumped into T’s ex but she didn’t spot us ….Ruba…whatever…we had so much fun and T was so great today….I love him all loving like that…now that’s the T I know and want ….so I told him to keep the box, and we’ll see how things go next week because this week I was so stressed, and we talked about making things a little cooler between us …so I hope it works out...

Foul After Effect

Work starts at 10:00 today so I woke up a little later than usual...talked to TT...we were all sufferrring the "Foul After Effect!!!

T:10:25: Kaskous take care plz abut ur back missed u 3omre
C: 10:35:Thx sweety...very kind of u...u take care too...ur turning into frankenstein with all those sexy cuts : )
T: 10:40: AMboura kam c 3ende? Kello we7de bade 7eba ktir
Went out on my lunch break to buy shoes...D wouldn't let me this sweet fushia ones : (
T:2:34: Waynek attouch wmabrouk 3al shoes plz take care and send me sms what u doing
C: 2:36: 7ayeti thx.. I'm in the office again....dont worry..D wouldn't let me buy one more shoe : (
C:3:45: Babe I finished work...going to my dad's shop for a while then home : ) kisses to the amboura
I feel asleep from pain…T out playing with the boys
T:9:58:Cc my love im playing card with naji….played totill 4:30…over cocktail and “mou3lak”…ewwww
T:1:00 am: Cc I don’t know what can I do to let you happy u pushed me to care of u and I do coz u deserve but don’t hurt me plz kiss u 3omre and I mean it…oh oh….I think I pushed TT tooo hard….I have to play it safe from now on

lost in foul

T called me up early...he was heading to the water and I was going to work :(
Breakfast with JAd and Johnny....Boys day out : )
C:9:32: Mwahhhhhh......swim safe today..."wa intibih min il houriyat"...hehehehe
C:3:50:I miss u....tired from work...my eyes are dancing like Tabarja's water : )

T loses her swimming gear in water...doesn't find them all : (
Me still at work, and had to jet to a meeting during lunch
T:4:20: Miss u fouleye
t came over with 6 cans of foul, coke and stuff!!! FOUL!!!! for everyone...it was sooooo damn good, but I was so tired and my back hurt like crazy....I didn't help out but enjoyed dinner

Better

better this morning
don't regret yesterday....just wishing for the best : )

C:10:45: Today I got the:DO u have a BF question!!!!hehehe...so I was like:Yah ofcourse...and he's a hot soccer player
C:1:39: I'm going to eat Kafta and Batata,although I'd rather be having Foul with you 7abibi : )

T going to Issams to finish something freelance...he left work 5:20....I still had a lot to do...but he's coming over tonight on his way to Tabarja : )

T arrives around 9:00 with Nino....and ICE CREAM...yummy my favorite!!! I love chocolate cone ice cream..it's the best!!
My mom goes crazy cause my uncle might come over soooo she kicks the boys out....say bye bye to TT....he left to shop goods for Tab. JAd Johnny call me up to coe over tomorrow, but I have work. But T coming over tomorrow for FOUL!!!!

Normal ....fight!

Normal Day to work....kinda tired but happy when I talk to TT....not much going on today...T has football match this afternoon and asked me to join him : )...that's cool...although I have work...he might take friday off : )
My car hits the lucky 77777!!!!
Anywyas....T decided to pick me up later to go together to the game...so he miscalls me at 7:30...and guess what time he arrives at my plac....9:00!! 1 hour and a half later....I fuckin went mad!!! I wanted to leave his ass..so I packed his stuff in a box, and threw it in his car and told him to get lost cause I aint taking this from him anymore!!! I hate being with him now..I'm only happy in certain momets...so now he's got till the end of this week and he's out of my life for good...no more bla bla excuses....he says he lost time at Ceasar's and Shady...like he hadn't seen them in ages...when he was out yesterday with them...fucking stupid...he didn't even call to excuse himself for being late....anywyas..TT is known for his silly excuse...traffic, or traffic, or he forgot something, or batttery dead, or someone died....so damn frustrating....I just wanted to relax in a relationship, not live constant stress...Oh man
Anywyas...T ended up dragging me to the match....although Ididn't wanna go...bought me some chocolate on the way...nd tried being nice...but I have built a wall around the pearly gates....let's see how he's going to make it up

T's team lost something like 12 : 3...other team toob good, and T's leg wasn't well today : (

SO when he dropped me off he asked me if I had forgotten anything...he meant the box of his things - so I said no, keep it til Sunday : )

going out or not

Work again...so damn tired...I wanna die : (
Left work and headed for more work...smss T all day...
He left home, we got into an arguement caus ehe wanted to go shoe shopping by himself...then I let him go...anywyas...there were celebrating the army winning all over the country, so he might as well go, shop and whatever....but he ended up going to Naji's to hang out and Ceasar...We were ok by the end of the day...I need a massage and sleep please..T promises hot bath and oils the weekend : )
I'm having emotional trouble cause I feel T is cheating and I trust him )%...he calls it love...but I'm not the type of woman that askes too many questions : )

Monday ...work work and work again

Well today was different .....T called me up like he promised at 7:00, but I was in the shower Icouldn't answer, but he called again at 7:30...Wished me a wonderful day...tehn called me on my way to work, then at work...again again and agin....heheheh

Sms: today were dirty...I can't post them all
C:2:58:Today much better...when ur nice I'm nice : ) and when ur good I can be very very good ; ) heheheheh
C: Bye bye my moon...see u soon
T leaves work at 6:00 says he's heading to Christopher to cut his hair or fix it cause he already cut it Friday, and to the mechanic to check his car is fine...I call him at 7:00 - 7:40 ....phone closed...hmmmmmmmm so I sms him:
C: 7:40:I am out shopping....not going home yet : ) How's the hair?
T surprised me coming over with 2 cans of foul with coke...we sat and prepared it for 10 min....waited for my mom to arrive from work, and melted into the yummy chummy taste of the foul.....yeslam edak ya TT, shou hal foul....dawibni doub......What I night...I enjoyed it much.

Work work and alone

T still at Tab...I woke up 7:00 to finish work, and finished at 6:00 pm!!! So tired....T at Tab having lunch woth Jad and Hemo and on the dinghy with Coach and Coach's mommy....I'm starting to hate T.
I told him I wanted to break up. I can't take his attitude no longer. So Isms him:
I hate our relatinship , i want out please. If there's anythin g for me at Tab get it for me.
SO he smss me back: Eza bade jeblek chi howe...
SO I sms back: Even that you can't get....my hands do a better job....heheheh
He wanted to come over but I refused...I didn't want to talk to him....so careless so "mouhmil"...so not my style anymore...but he came over around 12:30...hugs and kisses, and pretending things are ok...put me to bed and left......I wil give him 1 week or so to shape up or ship out...he wants to take me out to dinner tomorrow for steak, butI have work to finish :(
I'd go for a message though...and where's the ice cream he promised!!!!

Sat Work

Not my day today...no one told me work is 10:00 today so I eaded to my dad's shop for foul and hoomus, then looked for ceramic for boys room...T called me up ...complaing about last night how Christopher made him feel sick...whatever...I left to twork, and work work work
T at pool
Jack calls me up from Kuwait
I'm at work till 7:00 then go home to finish some more work...T at Tab..not coming over : ( I'm starting to get sick of this man : ( He doesn't know how to treat a working woman..especially his lady