HAPPY Fun Cry Anniversary!!!!!

Stressful day at work so TT decided to take me out to dinner to celebrate our anniversary...Dan, Carl and Dan's friend Tony came to pick me up from work. We picked up my car from the parking and headed to Carl's to get his stuff from home, then left direstly home.
Had no time to sleep cause I got there at 7:00 and TT wanted to leave at 8:30. So shaved, creamed, and dressed all pretty in black although I wanted to wear all white. Hid T's gift in my purse,and waited for him to come. He was late...didn't arrive till 9:30. Didn't get mad much but I was nervous caus eI didn't want my parents to arrive at the same time. T was dressed in brown and shoes!!! no flipflops!!!heheheh....we drove off and he handed me a small gift box with Bee earrings!!!hahahaha the ones he saw for me last month....cute...funny, I had a laugh.
We headed to Buffalo's, and had a great time...fantastic....although TT opened up the subject of us not having a future together cause I'm just so different from him....: (....we had to decide what to do with the relationship...but not tonight....later in the week....we were enjoying the night.I handed him his gift and he cried from love...actually we both did...I"ll write all about it sometime...btw the food was excellent!!!yummy

12:40 CC i want to thx u about u being my lovely woman i like how u think coy I felt before u r real woman I knew her in my life cc im cryed of love today happy anniversary my pussy

HAPPY 1st Dating Year Anniversary!!!!!

Wow!I love u!I can't believe it's been a year today.luv ya luv ya luv ya...my attouch
Hi.It's C.I'm missing u.Yesterday u looked so handsome in white by the pool.I'm going 2leave my BF 4 u:)
Wanted to spend some time with my bro before he travelled , but ended up going up with Jimmy and Dan to Crepeaway, Makhlouf and watching Death Proof...we had some fun. T was at home....sad for some reason

Men don’t listen!!

Dave and Sebastein dropped me off this morning at Tab. T met me at the mini-football court. I was pissed off from his stupid phone!!!! Please TT change the damn ring tone, and ur #!!!! Your driving me insane. Anyway spent the day not paying much attention to TT. I wasn’t in the mood. I had different plans today since it’s the day before the actual anniversary…I was wearing the exact clothes I met T in…I don’t know if he noticed…he disappeared in the morning after we ordered breakfast, to get his glasses from the pool and he appeared 25 minutes later with invitation cards….hmmmm….thought there was something fishy going on….…anyway…spent the day finishing off our freelance work and sleeping, then we headed to the pool to swim….met T’s ex Layal on the way…she thanked him for the invitation card…so ithought and still think he was lying to me, cause he told me Naji gave her the cards last week, and fed me fucking bullshit….I hated him….wanted to dump his ass. He told me to calm down, took me for a swim in the ocean water and sat by the pool for 10 minutes to head back up to shower and prepare to leave, Packed our things, saw my ex’s car in the parking and left home. We ate nothing all day but I promised T to make him our special salad and fries mid week. We discussed going out on our anniversary sometime this week.
I’m starting to hate men….the damn suck….told T he was a fucking asshole today…..and I think he was lying even thought he tried to prove he wasn’t…
Smss of the dead day.
U know something.I don’t trust u,and cause of that I don’t trust myself. Don’t lie to me plz
If u really think u know me u know what to do.
What I want is something SPICY!!
You know what I really wish: To have fun and do different things ever time we go out…I’m sick of..come over baby let’s swim…I hate Tabarja…I want to go on a safari, road trip, a picnic, a love boat, a cruise, paintball, maybe a different beach, learn to swim, buy a new phone, botox, buy another car….I don’t care ….just spice my life!!!!!!!!

Woooahhhhhh!!!!!!!!!

Sent T an sms early in the morning: Good morning sweety.I’ve been awak since 7.I might go around to internet to email client. He called me up about 9:30…just woke, and Iwas leaving to the internet cafÈ. He was going down to the pool. Went for a hair oil bath, then came home to freelance a bit. T’s laptop not there yet : ( Called T to come over for the surprise I was preparing for him at 3:30 – 4. I was supposed to meet him next to Spinneys, but the Celi’s battery ran out and me and Dan had to wait for T to come pick us up, cause D, Nino, and the gang had already beat us to the surprise zone. Wissam was late too…we left the Celi with no battery, parked T’s car and we left in Wisso’s mini van and headed to our destination. We were taking the boys out for a joy-ride. But Dan blurted out half way where we were heading which surprised T, at least…hehehe. And well the rest of the story….well only the pics can tell. TT and I had so much fun….but it was fucking hot, and I almost fainted twice, especially after the Collusum ride, cause it smacked me hard in the chest I damn suffocated and felt my soul fly away….haram my TT stood by my side, throwing water o my face and blowing in my face. I was totally fucked….worn out…we headed home for Mom’s Loubieh Wa Ruz. Had a feasty dinner and napped a bit. T left to Tab to rest and start with his freelance. We were supposed to go clubbing all out, but we were worn out. T called me once he got to Tab. He wanted to start with his freelance work.
I smsed T:
Hey baby I feel like going out .It's like I dont want the day to end,can u dance?
I think my bitch fell asleep!
So u don’t want to answer ur queen.
CC I just want to tell you, you are my real angel

Both off

Yah we were both on a holiday Friday. I woke up waxed, manicured, and headed to T’s to finish my freelance work, and T was out swimming. Met me at the gate, I set up the work station, finished my work by 3 and headed to the pool for a quick game of cards with Tante Susu and #amou Gaby. SO fucking hot today. I had a meeting at 6:00. So we went to shower and headed to the meeting point, got paid, and left to the movies. Watched Die Hard 4. The cruised around, went for a walk on the beach and left home. It was a good night. Saw my ex from far. Ugh!!!!! God forbid I ever bump into him . Bumped into my friends Rana and Joseph at the movies, and Nada & Cynthia at the pool. Dany picked up Caroline’s Laptop for T from work, but he didn’t drop by us all day. 2 thumbs up for T’s rotating act today!!! : )

No work tomorrow.

Saw T’s friend Roland driving alongside of me this morning. T called me half way on the road worried why I left at 8:30….weird, cause I started leaving that time since Monday. Sick and tired of the security walking me to the office everyday. I gave him no face today, and kept myself busy with T on the phone. T busy today at the office. We decided to celebrate our anniversary next weekend, since we were both broke. Told him to prepare for a surprise Saturday noon. He had some freelance work to do, borrowed Caroline’s laptop for it. He’s friends will pick it up for him tomorrow. Hr finished work by 6:30, I had showered anddd was going to bed to rest my restless body, so he decided to just head to Tabarja for the weekend. Called me up he was going for a swim. The thing is, he’s been weird lately, and very moody, and non romantic……I feel so disconnected to him. I sent him an sms today to tell him to cool it off, cause he hides his problems, and never discusses them with me.

Pain

Woke up in pain and came back in pain. Yep. Cause I didn’t take any medicine. Left work at 3:00. Nothing special today besides that. T had to pay the mechanic after work, and see his physiotherapist and fix his toe. I slept to rest and got up to finish my freelance work. T smsed me that he was at Naji’s bookshop (7:05) : CC ana 3end najie bel maktabe wnchalla tkoune sorte a7san 30mre…then he called me back from the bookshop to tell me he might be going to Joe’s to play cards with the boys, and smsed me when he got there: (9:51): CC im at joe home. He stayed there all night. He called me later at night to tel me he was still hanging around there. I feel asleep at 12:00, and he miscalled me twice after that.

Rib fracture

Yep. Fell to the door edge after tripping in the dark, and was a big thud to the chest, I felt my heart skip a abeat……UGH!!!It hurt a lot at first, but this morning there was pain. T was still home at 8:30 had to go fix his car and go to work. I went to work, but got there late as usual. Pain all day, told T I wanted to go for an xray this afternoon. Finished work, and left to T’s office….Waited for him till 6:00, me and Dan….Dan was repairing some part to the car..cost me 40$. T placed 140$ yesterday on his car. Anyway, T left with us to the hospital, got me an x-ray…no fracture thank God, but it was a big contusion to the chest. Prescribed medicine for inflammatory reasons. T wanted to go to the beautician to fix his toe, but it was late and I didn’t feel like going there. I think he got mad. So today, I’m an angel…flipped inside out….been a bitch to T lately, but he never complains. And T I just wanna tell you…..you freakin’ NAG like a woman. Smile and stop it with the I can’t be a player with you. I want to have fun in my life….not here what I can’t or you can’t do.

Sleepy baby

Monday morning, all the same. T was late to get to the office, he was having car trouble. I had a boring day at work. T had to drop off his car at the mechanics…Elie Helou dropped him off….T called me a few times, but he was very busy at work today. Ihad a meeting after work, and so did T. He went to pick up his hair, and get a haircut at Christopher’s. Then passed by his Freelance client Imad, we left to the village, and by Elias to recharge his phone. HE called me once he got home. We chatted a bit, and I finished my freelance work. Called him late to tell him I loved him...mwahh...he was sleeping already...bebe
Smss:
Sorry la meen hal #379348.ba3rfak?Hafza lown wa shakil il amboura,wil seeyare w #il chalet.Bas meen inta?
The beamer is not the only thing running low on battery life...so is TT...hehehe...latchi #3.luv ya 3akrout

Killo byekol

Got up early to met T at Tab. He called me up at 8:30, and I got there at 9:30. T wasn’t in the chalet, but I could see him swimming to place the fishing nets. I made some T and watched him from above, talk tio Sherbal and the Coach. He then came to pick me up so we would head down to have breakfast at the snack house. Had a chesse vegetable mankoushi, and T had a meat pie…yummy. We headed to the pool, and guys were checking me out before I even got to the pool. T was right, it was a sexy swimsuit…heheheh. We met up with Riad, and his family. Hung out…sun was scorching so me and T kept spitting water at each other, and swimming in the ocean water’s pool. We had so much fun. We left at 2:00 to have lunch…tabbouleh, hommos, chicken, fries, coke and stuff…watched a movie and slept, till 5:00. Then went back to the pool to discovery some guy called Ali, stole _ of TT’s fish!!! T then left to get the remaining bunch….I was stuck with Tante sousou and 3amou Gaby and there kids…45 years of age and their children…all had there eye on me.Oufff shou hal maillot. T came back to clean out the fish for my mom. Then he took me for a special swimming lesson in the ocean water. We had so much fun and I could actually swim in the salty water. Then we headed to the football match, watched the boys play. After that we left to shower and pack our things up. Left to find my ex’s car had gone..but my windshield wipers had been all up…hmmmmm? Wonder if he did it. Besides I got a mysterious cal from an unknown # which T answered to to find my ex talking…when will he ever stop calling me…the bastard. T’s car wouldn’t turn on, so we had to push it. But it worked out and we drove side by side on the highway till I got to my turning point. Bye TT. I got home to get a manicure, and T left to sleep. Ohhhhh yah and the most important part of the day. Raja, T’s aquaintance…..dating T’s ex Chantal came over to find out if T screwed her….guy wanted us to open her file. sO I told him…”kilo byekoul” and told him where she lived and what she works, and what she looks like…then guy left dumbfounded, while me and T spit water at each other…hehehehe. SO much fun today.

Round and Round

Hey Sweety.I finished my work. But I need to fix some things at home before i go to u.Sahtein 3al sadaf!
kisses amboura….
I didn’t leave to Tab till 6:00 cause I fell asleep…pooped from work. And did all that woman stuff….haram T thought I left at 2:00 when I missed called him and he wited for me in the scorching sun next to the gate. Called me back at 2:45, asking where Iwas….fuck!!! Iwas in bed. Got up got dressed and left to a 6:30 meeting at Crepeaway. Passed by T before the meeting to pick him up, but he was still stinking of fish…so told him to shower so I could pick him up after the meeting to go to the movies. Finished my meeting, got 200$ down-payment, picked T up and we headed to Burger King for a bite to eat. We had the offer of 2 whoppers, fries and coke with onion rings. It was 8:00 by the time we finished…late to go to the movies and catch up with his friends graduation party. SO we decided to cruise around, bought some lingerie with 60$, and went shopping at ABC mall…met Ceasar and Carla there. Bought myself a black sexy swimsuit from Diamony for 70$, and we ran off to catch up with T’s friend’s party. Met up with the rest of his colleagues from work and headed to the party. Sat, had a few or’derves…we were still full from BK. Left there by 12:00 to head to Zamin where Wisso and the gang were hanging out….T didn’t want to go, and we had an argument, but then he came along, we hung out for a while then T got tired and I dropped him off at Tab…left to met with my siblings, and we headed to Gemayze to have a drink, but the pub we went to sucked so we left after 10 minutes to eat crepe at the University Crepes. Got home at 3:30.

anger sadness and misunderstandings

Quiet morning. T called I wasn’t much In the mood since yesterday. Told him we’d talk later. Had a normal day at work, T was out of the office on some mission from work….Wisso was coming from Kuwait today. Dan, Wiss, Laylow, and mom all came to pick me up from work today. Mom got me a carrot juice to sip up on our ride. Missed Wisso and Laylow…been a while I haven’t seen them. T finished work at 5:30 and was heading home to get his stuff for Tab. I got into a fight with TT for not wanting to come with us to have dinner out. I got so mad and angry and sad..I didn’t understand TT….even though him and Wiss had an issue of T being at my home…I felt sad and I shut the phone in T’s face and told him he was zero to me..I just didn’t want this in the relationship….I called T back to apologize, but I just didn’t want this thing between him and my family. T did come over later on to my place and we had dinner together….I feel like he’s never comfortable at my house…and that bugs me….I feel sad. T went to Tab. Lea was there cleaning the chalet. Goodnight T.
Tipsy in heat. Always running away and rolling on her back legs open
T I'm sorry for closing the phone in ur face.But I'm pissed off.I feel u don't love my family and home : (
I think that's a problem.no?I don't know why everything makes me mad these days.I'm not stressed...just mad.
I'm going to try to finish work early to see you.If you want.If u don't want.I'll stay home.Who cares.
ANywyas....goodnight Anton...maybe tomorrow will be a better day.sweet dreams

Oh yah and a truck almost hit T's car when he was coming to my place, and his car isn't running properly.

Fight

almost had 2 accident in the morning. Had Pizza for lunch at the office with my buddies. T called a few times but he was busy at work. T wanted to go see his physiotherapist today.I left to my dad’s shop, took my friend with me to drop her off on the way. Saw Lea and her BF George at my dad’s shop. Then called up T, to find out that Lea had already called him up to tell him she saw me….spies!!! T was 5 minutes away. I met up a few minutes next to BK. He said something that got me angry, and Ispent my ride baack home calling him to tell him I wanted to break up. He was going to Christopher’s to cut his hair. Didn’t call me till 8:30. Lots of firework in the city….festive night. He was at Christopher’s trying to ease his troubles away. I still wanted to breakup. Who cares about T: The ladies never stop calling him, he’s doesn’t understand me, and he never changed his cell # to ease my troubles away. I HATE T!!!! HE slept at 9:30. Sent me this sms: 7ayeto la T I missed u much kaskous
Sms of the day:
C:I wanna know something.Tell me 1 of your fantasies.I want 2 play ur Genie this weekend.mwah..
Sweety I'm leaving soon.I miss u.This genie is still waiting for your wish my master.Love ya amboura
Jack called me today, he was in town for a few hours. Mandy called T, she’s traveling next week.

T MCs me at 3:30 I don’t hear it. Gets to work at 8:30. I got worried, thought something was up, but just traffic, and waking up at 3:00 to drink water.
Producer faints in meeting today, and things still disrupted in the office. T called me up a few times..we always have a crack up on the phone. I mss the guy more often now. I had a meeting after work 6:00. T had one too with Lea’s bro for a Ghosn Tower project. Lea#2 calls him up to see if he’s going still to Tab, and nelly calls him up to check if he’s in the office, he told her he was on vacation. And calls keep coming…wonder why these ladies don’t give up. Guy I was meeting up thought he was going to get it on with me….silly idiot….I dragged my bro along for protection. Meeting went well by the end of the day….we became friends…he liked my bro and I. He changed his mind about me and placed me on the 5% of respectable women left on the planet….heheheheh….Oh well what can I say. T came home late, cause his meeting was next door to my client’s office, and then they moved to another place, to have coffee. He finished work at 6:30. I left home to finish some freelance. Burger king has offer today!!! Fantastic…T was planning we go to the movies Saturday, and Burger King…mmmmm. Guy I met invited us to go clubbing with him Saturday, but I had to ask T first. And he didn’t like the idea. So movies it is.
Smss of the day: Hey Sweety.How's my business man today?I'm having wild dreams about u,I dunno why!!so hot!!!
Sahtein ya albi.I'm eating fasoula wa ruz...ma3 salad.Mwahhhhh
we are going to the movies bokra wa Burger king bokra wa bouza wa 3ranees bokra..na na na na na na
T having tabbouleh with his father.

T and his Toe

Work…felt great today. I dunno why I just missed T much. He called me up the minute I stepped to the office, cause I was calling him to make myself busy so the security guy wouldn’t follow me…ughhh what a bug. He calle me up a few times to work, planning what to do after work.
Smsed him: shou albi...shou 7ayeti wa kayeni..u signed out quickly
Sweety....um.....um...mmmmm...ummmm...I kind of .....ummm...misssss u : )
We had to go to Merielle’s to fix his toe and meeting at 7:00 for mini soccer matches.
I went to pay Ahlam 200$ from 500$. Then went to T’s office…waited til he finished his 5:00 meeting then we went with the Celi to the beautician…heard T scream from pain…ahhhhhh!!! But it’s for his own good. Ladies were laughing…got him a prescription for his toe, and headed to our meeting at starbucks. Met with roland and Fadi. Talked and talked, the me and T excused ourselves…we got somewhat bored…and headed for a quick bite at Burger kings!!!!Yummy….The dropped T off and went home. T had to get his medicine and buy Tipsy food….Tipsy ran away at night, came back home in the morning.
Hey sweety....I wish I could have tasted ur burger instead today.mmmmmmmmm
T called me up once he got home. We had so much fun today. T coming up with plans for buying a house and stuff…or opening his own business…nchallah it works out. Goodnight sweety.

Surprise!!!! flowers

Woke up early to pass by a flower shop to buy T a bouquet of flowers – being sarcastic about being romantic – to be dropped off at 12:00. I had a meeting at 12, so Icouldn’t pick up his calls, but I found out a handicapped man and son dropped the flowers off and it scared the shit out of T….plus it was a yellow bouquet…jealousy….ugh!!!1 that sucked but it was a fun joke. T’s toe was worse today. He was going to the beautician again today, if he finishes early. I told him I’d meet him there, and that’s what I did. Oh and did I forget to mention while I was driving to work this morning I drive by my ex driving by me in the opposite direction…he twisted his neck to look at me, but I don’t think he knew me…he was just checking a hot chick in a car!!!! Hahahahaha….so funny. My bro said he tried calling him a week ago. And Jack calls me up early in the morning, to say hi what’s up…I couldn’t talk much cause there was no connxn inside the elevators.
Beautician was closed. T just went to buy medicine and pills, and we sat and chatted for a short bit before going back home. I had work to finish
Smss of the day:
Bonjour albi.bonjour habibi .bonjour ya ajmal sabah bil kon.SHtatilik ktir ad il bahr wa mawjito
ANTOUN HABIBI!!!
hey my bitch,if I suck ur toes maybe they get better.u need no medicine but my sweet tongue on ur body.
T: Cc my body im just thinking of u and u send me a msg love my shadow oh sorry my altico
ur soooooo unromantic I'm going to kill myself
T:fuck u
Anytime habibi anytime u like..my body is urs whichever way u wanna fuck it....hehe...15days 2 go.can we last?

Relax take it easy

Tab tab tab…went at 7:30 to find T sleeping like a baby on the bed. Woke him with a kiss, and fell asleep by his side for few hours. T’s toe was hurting him again, the beauticians job didn’t work well.Woke up and T made us tea, eggs, cheese and vegetables…yummy.Then we got dressed and headed to the pool. T was telling me how last night Diana called him at night, some old friend of his Dania El Zein who was with her boyfriend at a party in Bungalow 12. He went with Naji and Massoud to say hi, met her boyfriend and left, to take Caline, Massoud’s GF to her home in Hamra. They got back at 3:30 and placed the beach mats on the long chairs early in the morning. Told T I wanted to live my life more than this, and he said I could as long as I’m respectable and not being naughty. He said I could even go out with Gilbert on a friendship basis…hmmmmm…made me wonder why he said that….he’s up to something. Anyways, sat by the pool, I had my period, I couldn’t do much but tan. The waves were high in the sea, and were splashing monstrously on the peer. We sat on the side to get splashed head to toe. Riad, T’s friend sat by us with his family…they handed us Whisky, nuts and more nuts to eat. And we played cards with his kids, Joe and Julian…sweet kids but naughty boys when they grow…running after Russians…I won a game vs T and me and T won over a game with the boys. T said I can get a new swimsuit if I win!!!! Yipppy!!! We went back up to the chalet to prepare a light lunch and nap till early evening to go for a walk by the beach and eating icecream and chocolate, and hung with riad and his kids again. Then we packed our things and T dropped me off home. Today was very relaxing and stress free. Work will definitely be good Monday.

































Tab tab tab…went at 7:30 to find T sleeping like a baby on the bed. Woke him with a kiss, and fell asleep by his side for few hours. T’s toe was hurting him again, the beauticians job didn’t work well.Woke up and T made us tea, eggs, cheese and vegetables…yummy.Then we got dressed and headed to the pool. T was telling me how last night Diana called him at night, some old friend of his Dania El Zein who was with her boyfriend at a party in Bungalow 12. He went with Naji and Massoud to say hi, met her boyfriend and left, to take Caline, Massoud’s GF to her home in Hamra. They got back at 3:30 and placed the beach mats on the long chairs early in the morning. Told T I wanted to live my life more than this, and he said I could as long as I’m respectable and not being naughty. He said Icould even go out with Gilbert on a friendship basis…hmmmmm…made me wonder why he said that….he’s up to something. Anyways, sat by the pool, I had my period, I couldn’t do much but tan. The waves were high in the sea, and were splashing monstrously on the peer. We sat on the side to get splashed head to toe. Riad, T’s friend sat by us with his family…they handed us Whisky, nuts and more nuts to eat. And we played cards with his kids, Joe and Julian…sweet kids but naughty boys when they grow…running after Russians…I won a game vs T and me and T won over a game with the boys. T said I can get a new swimsuit if I win!!!! Yipppy!!! We went back up to the chalet to prepare a light lunch and nap till early evening to go for a walk by the beach and eating icecream and chocolate, and hung with riad and his kids again. Then we packed our things and T dropped me off home. Today was very relaxing and stress free. Work will definitely be good Monday.

Home again

Woke up about 7:30. T called me up at about 8:00. Ceasar and Carla, had been there since 4:00 am…Carla was celebrating her graduation. T feeling lonely. Told me how everyone keeps asking about me, they thought he was single…but I’m working. Told him I’d probably pass by in the afternoon but he didn’t want to trouble me, he said he’d come over instead. At 12:26 he sms me:my love love u!kif? ya 3omre missed u
I calle dhim at around 3:50 no answer so I smsed him: I hate tabarja and I hate when u don't answer!!!
He calls me back, when he comes out of the water. I sms him: I love tabarja...sometimes, especially when u answer
Not much today. Can't go see T cause Igave my bro the car, and was just too tired to do anything
Just went for a walk in the evening to see some wild rabbits and cats....then came home to make salad and fries....grabbed a potatoe in the shape of a heart...so cute.

T off

T at Tab. Called me at the office before I actually got there, but then called me on my cell phone. Good day at work, but I’m getting so fucking tired with double shifts. Just need to rest. I got a little angry at work, with talk about men cheating and being not loyal with their women…that always pisses me off. T was with Aline and her girlfriend on the pool. Then went fishing, he didn’t have lunch, but him and Naji decided to have the catch they made for dinner….Naji asked T to get potatoes with him!! What a cheap prick…ugh!!! Anyways, I got my car today. So sweet. I miss it. Spent the night freelancing.
T sms: 12:45: Love u amboura
1:26: Cc kifik ya bisse love u or kiss u aw lick u I think maybe I sick u much
1:33: Elilo la hal walad khali ykoun rjal abel ma ye7ke kiss u 7ayeti
C smsed T:
Bonjour ya albi wa hayeti wa rouhi.I just got to the office.They told me Tony called to talk 2 me.Who's Tony
U wanna know a secret:The "furn" is on fire.Get ur chicken and fish ready this weekend for a big meal.
Za3lani laino wahad kalb hon alli in kil rjeil bi khounou sahbetoun.Kil rjeil woskheen.I hate hearing that
Ana kamin tali3 3abil sahib 3.Mish mabsouta iloum.Bada rouh 3ala she koukh wa khabi hali.
T I'm not happy at all.I'm changing my mind about a lot of things in life.Things will be different from now on.
I went to bed at 11:30. T was still at Naji’s. He called me up to listen to the song “Jamalik Jamal”…funny. He was playing cards with Carine, Massoud, Joe, Naji, andCarine’s Friend. T went for a walk, saw my ex and a fat girl….made fun of them…two cows on the beach…ugh!!!!!...I hate hearing anything about him, but T wants me to become strong enough to face this issue.T feel asleep about 2:00 am.

Late

Normal day at work.
T lleft the office to get a pedicure, and wash his car. He passed by my house about 10:30 to take the stuff for the chalet and his mother’s tupperwares, before going to Tab. We couldn’t have dinner together cause I was too tired to cook and he was late to get here. We argued a bit about that on the phone, but it’s always cool when we see each other.
T smsed me: 1:36 Oule la hal walad yel3ab ghayra love ya
7:06 pm: CC ana 3am a3moul pedicure love ya

Mafia

T was late to call me in the morning, cause he arrived same time as his boss. I went to work, normal day, very hot cause the AC cut off. Left work with Imad, colleague from work, who dropped me off next to my dad’s shop. Took my dad’s car and headed to the 6:00 meeting. T finished work and I met him at christopher’s place. We sat a bit with Christpher then fooled around outside cause my dad’s car looked like a gangsatar’s roll, so we pretended to be the Italian mafia. Talked a bit, checked the car’s oil level, laughed and acted silly…oh and Nelly called him during the day, he told her his GF was coming today from abroad, and he was busy…so she would lay off….and Sarah called to ask him if he would teach her some Math for her national exams….told her he forget everything from school days…wonder what’s her story?...Anywyas T hates it when I joke about the calls that call him, but I don’t care….if by the end of the month we don’t have a fucking good Anniversary, and he changes his phone # I’m leaving him on 30 July.
He left to Ceasar’s and to get chicken food, and I left home.He left to Ceasar’s and to get chicken food, and I left home. Called me once he got back.
2 the sweetest and worst man I"ve ever dated I luv ya 3akrout! ....Goodnite sweety

Wash those troubles away

T woke me up at 7:30. He missed my miscalls when he awakes. So he miss called me. I left to work in the Mini, Dan dropped me off and just sat at work till 5:00. Called T twice during the day, obviously he was having troubles, but he tried not to complain all that much. I left work and went home to nap. T had to go to get his clothes from the seamstress, and go to the gym, give Rony the oversized shoe, and pass by Elie to pay for the clothes. He called me once he got back, I didn’t get any sleep cause Jimmy came over with present for D. We sat and talked. Told T about the old Fag from Futsal calling me today. T was staying home. He was tired, he passed by Ceasar for a while and bought Tipsy food too. His mom prepared him some eggs and “mezza” for dinner.. He called me back to say goodnight. And we fell asleep at 11:30.
T smssed me :
11:14 Missed u too 3omre wkayene love ya
2:02:7ebik bjnoun rou7i ana albi al ma7rou2 ya djajti ana….hehehehe

24/7

Non-stop work – 24/7, that’s my life. Woke up exhausted like I never rested Sunday. T called me up once he got to work, and obviously he was not in a good mood cause as usual he just gets angry whenever I say something, that to him seems just out of place, or inappropriate. And all I said was that his mom would follow me to the grave for the Tupper wares I forgot to give him. I said that cause last time she gave me a red bag in Christmas, and she wanted it back, kept being sarcastic about it, and the time I threw one of his Tupper wares away because it was a cheap plastic bowl, which I thought it was for throwing. Anyways, I got mad the moment he did, cause he’s always in a fucking bad mood from work, and always has an excuse or some attitude issue – so I yelled at him, that if he didn’t get over his stupid problems and put them on the side when he talks to me, I didn’t want to talk to him, and said byebye rapidly to shut the phone in his face. He calls back in 6 minutes, in a better mood. I went to work...Dan dropped me off to fix the cr at the insurance’s mechanic. Talked to T only twice during the day cause obviously he was having issues at work. Dan and my coz came to pick me up with the rented Mini Cooper, which was hilarious from the inside. Passed by my dad for 5 minutes, then they dropped me off home. T called me once he finished work. He was heading to see some freelance work and register in the gym. Nino came over with cake, a rose and gift for D…surprise for her birthday. T calls me up at 10:00. He didn’t register in the gym…busy talking to Sherbal (didn’t know him – some guy who came from abroad)….and he wasted time talking…exercising his tongue….Also went to check out freelance work which was unpaid…so he dropped it. He missed me so. Smsed me at 8:23: CC 3youne habibie love u lick u sick of u habibi yalla khalse cheghlik bakir hata hebik aktar. I sms him at about 11:0.
Oooooouuu ouuuu ouuu ahhhhh ahhhhh ahhhh-this little monkey wants2 wish u a big goodnite as big as ur banana4a.
T smsed c 8:23: CC 3ouyne habibe love lick u sick of u habibe yalla khalse cheglik bakir hata hebik aktar

Foul wa Farouj!!!

SO much food!!! I’m sick of food. Went to Tab in a mini red dress, picked up to T to buy stuff for breakast….foul wa hommous!!! Yummy, but we got so bloated we couldn’t even walk!! UGH!!!! So my ex’s car in the parking, so I was very alert all day. Sitting in my zebra swimsuit stuck to T. We didn’t do much, just sat by the pool talked and walked. Ceasar was there today…no sign of Lea#2. Bumped into Ruba in the morning elevator and she charged out, with her guy when she saw me and T….so day at the pool waves strong, no fishing….headed up about 5:00 back to the chalet for chicken or “Farouj in the Furn”….so fucking good, it made me feel like the first day I met T…so romatic. We slept for 1 1/2hr. Got up for chicken, and garlic. Went for a walk after we packed our things, and drove off together back home. T was going to pass by Ceasar for icecream, then home. I went to finish some freelance work.

777

Had freelance work all day. So fucking exhausted. I was wiped out to the soul. Slept like a log. Called T a few times, he was at the pool. We figured out who Sarah was, and Joelle called him, he told her he was in Tab with me to get her off his back. T spent the day, lonely, I guess, not much going on. I got ready to go out with him at 8:00. Headed to get the cake….lost the place, then found it after a few calls. Then headed to have KFC dinner. T had already eaten at Tab, so I ate a Zinger Supreme alone. Then headed to Music Hall. Met up with Nino and prepared the surprise for D. It was a fun night but I was wiped out so not much dancing. Lea #2 called T around 10:30 to ask if he was going to Tab tomorrow. He told her yes. Had an argument with him about that. I always feel something fishy is going on with these calls. Anyways I got home around 3:30, T about 4. He went to the pool to reserve a place for us early.

Surprise or not surprise

Got early to work. No traffic Fridays. Had some work to do. T got to work about 8:30 and called me up. He was going to leave between hours to cut his toe nail. Adrien was over his ass all day, so we didn’t call much. I called him twice, once Caroline, then Garo answered. Second time, he was in a meeting. His phone battery died early, but he managed to call me from the office before he left. We were to meet at Christopher’s. I had a meeting next to Chris’s place. Finished, and met up with T who arrived 1 minute later. He got me a KitKat bar with him, which we shared. Checked over the car hit. Talked a while, Dan was with me so I couldn’t stay much with T, and D had lost the house key so we had to meet her. Left from there, went to Spinneys, to meet up with D and Nino, ordered a pizza and left home. I was ultra exhausted. T called me once he got home. I told him I was sleeping early, and he started with the cheating suspicion again….ughhhh! I must have done something to trigger such thoughts, but was too tired to figure it out. We discuss our plans, T wanted me to have dinner at his parents place in the evening, but Dan was with me, he never brought the subject up…told him he sucked at surprises anyways. However, when I fell asleep on the sofa, around 8:30, all I hear was my bro calling me to wake up cause T came over!!!! He had gotten his mom’s tabbouleh and fish to eat with me!!!1 Ohhhhh helou!!!, but I panicked cause the house was so dirty and disorganized. We ate, T stayed for a while, lots of love then left to Tab. Goodnight everyone.

Crash

Hey baby I love ya.I can't wait for the weekend!!!!! Toummm wa foul wa houmous..yummmy!!!!
Didn’t talk much to T during the day. He had his boss over his head. Ifinished work and was supposed to be heading to his office, but Dan called me up for car emergency “rim catch”, so we met up to see if they work, which unfortunately didn’t. T called me up a few times, I guess he was suspicious why Inever came to his office, though I told him, Jim’s bro had something to give us for the car. Anyways, he was still at work by the time I finished at 7:00, busy talking to Nabil. I went to sleep then he calls me up when I wake at 8:00 to tell him he’s out going shopping for shoes and clothes, and passes by Ceasar. I had work to finish. Got a call from my bro around 10:00 some hoe ran into my parked car! But I had my full insurance running, so Ididn't worry much.
T bought new shoes and clothes!!! Mabrouk babe

cheat?

work work work…didn’t talk much to T. He was pissed cause his boss moved his office to a disliked area. I was too busy to. Didn’t even get online. Had a meeting after work. T was supposed to meet me to go shopping at Zara, but he was late. We met up anyways, ate watermelons, checked out Zara, then T left about 8:00 to catch up with Elie’s shop before he closed. I left home to finish some freelance. Elie was closed, T came come by 9, and just went for a salt water tub rinse, and fell asleep by 10:30. Something alarming though, is that he asks me if anyone has been calling me lately, that I haven’t been saying so: I think he thinks that I’m cheating on him, so Itold him yah lots of people are calling, but why should I tell him. Joelle called on the weekend and he never told me she was calling….he said it’s been six months, and he never told me when sarah called….and we saw her on Saturday. SO why should Itell him, I donn’t even trust him all that much. But asking me got me flashing my red lights. what made think like that I wonder?

Nothing

Work. Passed by T’s office to get some cash and the USB. T stayed late at work. I left home to start some.

Chitchat

2.albi 7ahbibi 3younni ambourti, rouhi massmousti, shfaffi, kasskousi, 7ayeti wa gharami....T
Chatted:
T: cccc 7abibe / C: 1 sec sugar / T: ok 3assal /C: hehehe / T: chou 7ayeto kenet 3am e7ke lea / T: i told her enno it must to pay / T: she always said i dont have money and wait / T: she’s so disgusting / T: and she want to make a cart for her boyfreind she said hes very derious / T: serious / T: ru there 7ayeto / T: busy / C: what!! / C: ehhh bebe I was talking to producer / C: Fuck her Boyfriend / C: I don't even have a card / C: Isn't Lea Ceasar u and me with cards? / T: then she sad about cesar / C: why? / T: yep / C: shou khasa ma Ceasar 3am edfa3 3al alilill / C: Let her pay TT / C: shou hal bullshit / T: i know baybe / T: im so angry coz i dont know why she doing like that / C: Bitch TT / C: She knows you don't have / T: she sad cezar 3an yotla3 3al chalet ebass def3 400 dollars / C:so what!! / C: Officially it's ur chalet habibi cause u are responsible for it / C: They all rent from u / T: i told her ennno 7sebe ma dafa3 whowe sa7be bado yoltl3 3al chalet / C: keef? /T: i know that baybe bass hayde al siyase 7ata tedfa3 yalli 3laye wbeziade / T: anyway i know why she doing like that / C: TT she pays then we discuss her BF's card / C: why? / T: she thought enno hiye kemchetne coz i paid all the money / T: never baybe in his dream / C: Who gives the fuck / T: hahahha / C: Akhhhh / C:akhhh / C: pay then we talk / T: no baybe no carte / C: if she don't pay then she don't use the chalet / C:ok / T: she paid hiye wmabsouta / C: exactly / T: dont worry about that / T: im ur man / C: heheheh / C: of course / T: but i hate this thing / C: Leiki T / T: chou 7ayete / T:chou 3omre / T: chou albe / C: I looked for parking today / C: ma fe / C: Killo 3al seeey3a / C: fee ishtirak bil centre bas bikalif 20000 il carde wa 90000 every month / T: wait / C: everyday I have to pay 6500 parking / T: wait 3omre / C: ok / T: EH 7ABIBE / C: shou albi / C: T? / T: U KNOW THE IDEA FARE2 MA FOUT 3AL CHALET WTKOUN LEA ELA MAR7ABA HALA2 MANE TAY2A / T: WHAYK HAYET / T: YALLA KELLO MNI7 BASS ANA KTIR B7EBIK / C: I understand albi / C: I felt the same way this weeknd / C: I had a dream I was telling her to leave - Itold oyu about it / T: B7EBIKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKK / T: YA 3OMRE / T: YA AMBOURA YA TAZTOUZ / T: TAZTOUZZZZZZ WAYNEK 7AYETO / T: 7AYETO / C: hon / C: TT / C: I was telling you my issue with the parking / C: it costs too much / T: YES 7AYETO KTIR GHALE / T: CCC WAYN BI SOFO AS7ABIK / T: MA32OUL HAL2AD BYRKHDO MASARE / T: GHARIB / C: ehhh TT / C: Too much / T: CCCC WHY U DINT ANSWERING FAST / C: wa hon ma hadan byiji b seyarto / T: RU BUSY 7ABIBE / T: MISSED U KTIR 3OMRE / C: What do u mean babe / C: I'm typing to u / T: AH OK C: No one
…more talk about car parking...and sex, and money and life…
Spent Day on chat and T calls. Had a meeting afterwork…took me an hour to get there. T called Sholl, they told him to dip his toes in salt water for 3 days, so he cancelled going there. Adrien wasn’t around today, but he satyed a while to learn 3D max. Then left to Cut his hair at Christopher’s and went to elias to pay for his phone charge. Called me up a few times. Then spoke to him when he got home.

Spotted away

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Went to Tab, was feeling so ill and the bites on my legs were gorrible so I preffered to stay away from the water. t made me egg and halloum breakfast. I slept most of the day, and played with the aww aww.then slept all day. T spotted my ex and his bro and wife from above. I preferred not to be anywhere next to the pool. We went down about 5:00 played cards with tante Susu, got our stuff and headed back up for dinner. Visited NAji’s chalet and packed our things and took Naji’s mom back home with us.