Party#2

Home all day working. Lea, Nancy and Nelly were at T’s. He was with Ceasar and Dany. RUba passed by him to be all sarcastic why he never says hi tio her in front of her mom. My mattress arrived. Finished my freelance work and slept like a log for 3 hours. Then got up to eat and get dressed. D and Nino had gotten Pizza Hut’s pizza. T came early to surprise me and hung around my home till I finished dressing. I had sent Dan to get Jim a gift. We bought him Zegna perfume. Headed to the party and had a great time, but I was physically exhausted. I couldn’t dance much but it was better than yesterday.

Home vs Tab

SMSs:
Suga suga how u get so fly...I miss my sweety. He's in the sea without his CC. love ya
el habibi mlazak bil cellular mitl ma ana blazik fee..shou mahdoum...mwahhhh
T in Tab all day. Lea there. But he spent the day with his friend Tony Matta and had barbequed chicken. We called each other all day. I finished work and headed home to nap, then dressed to head to Jimmy’s party. We had 2 fights. One over spitting water on my face and the other over the girls dancing on the bar. Wasn’t a great night. I was depressed and ran out to leave. T followed me to find me crying with George trying to ease me. Then we left and had a talk on the way back. He hates his friends seeing me like that, and knowing anything about us.

Off ouff ouufff

Ya ajmal bonjour ya masssmousss il hayyouuuuj.
AAD!!! I 'm online 7abibi...crying...booohooohooobooo hoooo
If u be a good boy &learn well, maybe we can Max it out in 3D style at the piscine this weekend...hehehe
Chatted with T online…not much going on today. Jim invited us Saturday and Sunday to the club, and I had a meeting after work.
The Chat: T: ccccc ur always on line / T: why / T: why / T: :@ cccccc / T:c c c c c c c c c c c c c c c c c c ccc ccc cc c c c c c / T: hello / T: helloooo / T: ccc / T: cccc / C: ( !! / C: TT / C: BAbe I'm always online so I can chat with ur ass nigger!!! / C: 7ayeto / C: forhgive me / C: I was talking to the boss / C: trying to get a computer / C: Ya albi / C: TT!!! / C: I said sorry / C: TT / C: 7ayeti / C: TT ya albi / T: cccc / C: albi / C: booohooohooooo / T: 3omre / C: fakartak taraktini / T: seems bokra ana off / C:? / C: why? / C: who died? / T: ente bteterkine bass ana no / T: haha nobody / T: bass bi tou7ou 3laye eza ma akhadton / C:ma bitirkak albi ma inta rouhi...bmout balik / T: wgaro bado ybalesh jem3a in monday / T: maybe i cant anymore off / C: shou birouh 3alayiki? / C: why? / T: ente rou7e w7ayete / C: heheheh / T: walbe / T: w3omre / T: wtize / C: wa massmoussti / C: ouuuu ouu ouu ahhh ahhh ahh / T: masmussete kamen / C: say3dani / T: wghanougete / C: hehe / C: sorry albi bas anjad ma kint 3am bihki ma hadan / T: 7ayeto cccc / C: I'm always online to see you / T: ya 3omre ya 3youne ya mahdoume / T: yalla lyom tabarja / C:? / C: why? / C: I didn't understand / T: yiiii ma friday off / C: lei? / T:it might im not sure / C: when will u be sure / C: I dunno if I'm off / C: I have to ask boss / C: He gives us every end of month off / T: yii mazbout / C: I'll ask him / T: yallla ask him / C: later he's in meeting / C: SO sugar...candles this weekend? / C:nar nar / T: akid akid / T: bel piscine al zghire / T: nar wel3ane / C: tafeeni!! / C: ana wil3anni / T: hahaha / T: dakhilo ma atyabo / C: Leiki T / C: Future ma dakalii / C: za3lani / C: maakoul nisyouni / T: yiiii hala2 be7ki kelemtein asyin / T: no 7ayete barke badon wa2et / C: that's what dany said / C: I'm going to the Iraq meeting this afternoon / T: akid 7ayeto / T: bass ente bi dalek mesta3ejle / C: but I 'm going to tell the guy I'm not interested in Iraq / T: yes 7ayeto u told me that / C:BA3rif 7ayeti / T:u have a exam / T: hahhaah /C: always in a hurry / C: yes exam / C: maakoul / T: 7ayeto ente / C: akhhh 3al 3alam / T: w2ana 7ayeto raye7 3a tabarja / T: eza ken 3ende offf ma ba3ref / C: T / T: c / C:I hate Tabarja / T: misss c / C: sorry albi / T: me too ccc /C: it drives me mad / T: w2ana kamen / C::@ ma fee illla il piscine lizgheer bi tafeeni / T: bass kermel bathtop / C: ehhhhh / C: mahdoum / Tyiiiii ccc saba2tine / C: bathtop / C: it's bathtub / C: hehehe / T: ehhhhhhhh / C: 1=0 / T: bele / T: yalla ccc garo teah me the 3d / T: yalla go to your work / C: I am working / T: my time in gold / C: I need to learn 3D max / T: bye / C: my time is gold / C: heheheh / T:akid 7abibe / C: ok goodluck sugar / T: khaline ana khaless / T: love ya / C: ok bye luv / T: Bye albi …finished chatting with T.
Ran to my 5:00 meeting...which was….how should I put it….devastating…I nearly died form the lack of professionalism and excused myself out of the meeting out of lack of interest from the whole issue….ughhhh!! some agencies just kill me. I left home. T was still at work finishing off things. My boss wasn’t giving us off…T got a day off : )
He left home, then to the gym , and I finished my work. 1 of T’s friends had passed away..he found out later, and his good friend was badly hurt…sad news at night….tried to cheer T up…he was heading to Tab but Lea was sleeping over there. Dany was taking his Dingy to Tab, cause T had no place in his car.

FAP

Went to work chatted with T. Had a fantastic piece of cake my boss bought for celebration. Then left to pick p T whose leg was hurting him, didn’t feel like driving…so I drove us down to Fap, to pick up a mattress….got one for 152$....Softly, which wasn’t so soft, but the one I really wanted was 280$ and I din’t have the cash for it : ( Dropped T back off to his car, we didn’t have ice cream today, and he was being sarcastic about it as if I was supposed to buy it…anyways…I left home, and he went home….called me up when he got there, and MC me when he left to the gym.
TT be careful in the gym on your knee bebe...unless you want me to play nurse this weekend ; )…he had George read it at the gym….came about 10:00 and called me up home…slept at 10:39, then miscalled me about 1:30 I was still awake…he got hungry and was munching on something…bon nuit TT

Boiler boiling

Work Day 2…seems cool. Finished work went home. T was late to leave. He called me from the office and I told him I was to sleep. I woke up and didn’t see a miscall. SO I called him and his phone was busy. He called me back….I asked him who he was talking to in a scolding tone like he does to me, and he took it seriously and started yelling at me…told him to stop shouting cause I was joking. Roland was calling him cause Caesar left the boiler on in Tabarja, and T sent Roland to turn it off. Small fight on the phone. I smsed to when he left to the gym: mamnou3 it3ait bas bil farshi. Ok!!.....While working o my freelance project I saved over the file I did yesterday and I went mad!!! Had to redraw it…made me cry. T called me at 10:00 his leg was hurting him, he had played one game of ping pong, did some chest exercises and left in pain. I dunno why it seems to hurt him. We talked over the ‘yelling’ issue and settled the matter and said our goodnights.

Flourecent

Woke up 7:30…worked out., opened the phone at 8:30….T calls telling me to come and to recharge my phone battery (sarcastic)…Joe wanted him to fish with him…told him I was coming about 12:00…Got myself ready finished some emails and got dressed to take my mom to the market and drove to T’s. Lea and her male friends were at the pool already.…T helped me park, carry my stuff up, and started to calm things down between us… Owww oww meeow meow….had halloum and tomato for breakfast…with Pepsi, and then T left to fish and I stayed to finish work. He missed called me to get ready, and I got dressed in my flourecent swimsuit and dress, with high heels, looking all hot. T came to pick me up and we headed to the pool at 3. Just sat and played cards, walked and talked…I was still feeling down from yesterday…me and T talked over and they day went great. Apparently T’s ex Ruba was sitting next to us watching us all the time, and trying to behave like us towards her BF….I didn’t even notice…t told me later on….We went up to the chalet, dropped the fish at Joe’s and prepared 2 salads, artichokes, sandwiches, coke and fries….Hot tub and food is such a blessing..ahhhhhhhhhhhhhh. Massoud and Joe were waiting for us to play cards….we sat watched half a movie and went up, then it got too crowded and I had to leave….we went down to the chalet to discover that we forgot the chalet key in the chalet…called maintenance and they jammed open the door, until we discovered that the key was actually…at Joe’s chalet!!! Oh man… T told me later that he bumped into my ex and his GF in the elevator…ugh!!! Thank God I didn’t go with him to get help…I hate my ex. Anyway, I got my stuff and headed home, T had a game to watch at 10:00 and He was sleeping there tonight….I bumped into my bro on the road, picked him p and went home. Taalked to Wissam (bro) and finished some work….smsed T that I still had his playing cards and that I forgot my USB and heart with him…T called and wished me goodnight…lots of love : )

football or me?

First day at work. I MC T when I wake at . Get dressed in white and ready to go. T reached his office at , called me at to say our bonjours. Normal day at work. Getting tings adjusted. Chit Chatted withT: He asks me to marry him onlne…heheh or a joke I dunno. He wanted to go watch the game at 10:00 in tabrja……..
T: cccc habibe /T:ccc al ghanouge /T: cccc al mahdoume /T: ccc al akroute /T: cccccc marte /T: tayibbb ccccc marte/T: kamen mana zabta ccccc ayete/T: cccccccc obe /T: cccccccc al mahdoume /T: cccccccccc /T: cc /T: C /T: IM DIED /T: EKHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH /C: NOOOO /C: TT habibi /C: I'm in a meeting albi /C: can we chat later omre /C: plz /C: ana b abik /T: OK OK OMRE WE TALK LATER LOVE Y A /C: don't die on me /C: love ya!!! /T: HAHHA OK LOVE YA OMRE /C: mwahhhhh….conv ends…..then T pops back in
/C : sheikh il chabeb /C: antoun!!! /T: cccc benet al benet /T: cccc ayete /C: lady il ladit /T: omre /T: albe /C: yah bebe /C: albi wa rouh /T: laydit al laydit /C: Ktir mbasiti mbarih /T: atouch al atouchit /C: anjad /C: next week candles and roses /T: farouj al faroujet /C: and sala /T: tiz al taztouet /C: hehehe deek il deouk /T: taztouzet /C: mahdoumi /T: ente mahdoumi ya youne/C: keef il chghal? /C: ca va /T: ade ayeto /T: ktir na san /C: ana mnih ktir /T: great /T: akid a ykoun mni /C: yiiii ba do darbak il na as min mbarih?! /C: No computer yet till next week /T: kel al nhar al chat /C: lah albi /T: yalla mni /C: I don't chat with anyone but u and wissam /T: kifo lyom /T: ok ok ok /T: great /C: iloum am youjaynii.laino ken ktir KBEER Mbarih /T: mni mbere li nsite al mefe /C: leh? /T: akid bado youja ek /T: walaw ma na tttt /C: heheh...Ya KBEER /C: Leiki t /T: kena tlo na kelna bel lift /C: Didi u remove my maillot /C: Yiiii ma tzakirni/T: akid ayete dont worry /T: hahahha chou kenet mahdoume ya cccc /C: Bas baddo yiji nhar farji iddi ana bhibak, wa iddi ana mabsouta ma ak /T: w yet alla kenet ktir helwe /C: Iza bchouf Mirna byouafou cha ratii /T: ma tchoufe chaklo ccc like masaaoud /C: I can't believe he wanted her over me...still /C: Even if Iwasn't marriage material /T: hahhahaa /C: Ba rouf chaklo / C: Kint iiraf ktir /T: ccccc /C: bas ilt kirmil il wlid /T: ma te ke ano /T: hayda sa be
/C: Mnih allah ba alti yeek/C: Bhibak /C: chou?!!!
/C: Sahbak!! /C: Bek CHi?!! /T: hahhaa /T: yes and he told me to care of u /C: ehhh ktir helou!! /C: Lah itjanini TT /T: montana/C: Bokra bodroub sahbit Ruba wa Layal , mich ahla/T: yiii elo ktir
/C: chou badna bi hal haki ya albi /C: change gear yalla /T: hayk bi siro yejo beghtyabek and asked about u /T: hahaha ok /C: keef? /C: Yeejo la andak ya nni? /T: premiere deuzieme troizieme qutrieme cinquieme /C: hehehe /T: r /T: cccc b ebik ktir /C: R hala
/T: aktar min krcho la bobie /C: AHHH!!!!!
/C: LAH MOUT!! /T: wtiza la mimi/T: aw aw aw aw meaw meaw /T: meaw /T: meaw /C: Tsawar kilo ala kilo /T: lick lick lick /T: hahahhaha/T: tsaware ambourte 100000000000000000 milion killlo dolar 3 a attouch 45g /C: min attouchou g wlah!!!??? /T: yallla lyom lick u /C: min? /T: ente /C: lah habibi /T: attouchik g /C: ana akbar min hek ya albi /C: shou zgheer /T: sorry g /C: shou attouch scorpion?!! /C: Tc akbar mini /T: nooo 1g /T: nnnnoooo sefer/C: Bas /T: ok/C: habayit attouch TC awCC /T: hahhahaha akid ccccc /T: attoucha bel kon /T: lick dick sick fik /C: akalti /T: eh fik an /C: hehehe /T: yes ayeto salad marte /C: bas TT /C: chou hal haki /T: love ya /C: hehehe...ana mannni jou anni /T: ccccc yimkin rou tabarja today /C: bas ma i kafta ilioum,/T: watch football /C: No
/C: ma feek / T: sa tein albe /T: why /C: Because bas ilak trouh la andi, mabtiji/T: walaw /C: like ur so cheap /T: yiiiiii /T: cccc sayra majnoune /C: u don't see ur wife but u go for football /C: ehhh /C: sirt crazy /C: I hate u /C: antoun /C: Why /T: ccc abibe /T: cccc waynek /C: ehhh albi /T: attouch /T: yalla omre back to work /C: No
/C: No/C: No /C: If u go to watch football/T: tok obe talk later /C: I'm leaving ur ass /T: ok whay u want /C: fuck /C: I hate u /T: what cc /C: really /C: u always cheap on me /C: Bye /T: who u fucking bitch /T: cccc /T: tt /C: ehhhh TT /T: tc /T: tipsy /T: chou bekkkkkeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee
/C: ehhh albi /C: Hek /T: sayra majnounnnnnnnnnnnnnnneeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee /C: lah TT /T: aaaaaaaaaaakkkkkkkktttttarrrrrrrrrrrrrrr mmmeeeeeennnnnnnnnnneeeeeeee /C: sirt ifhamak /C: bas badak chi FOR U , U DO IT /C: FOR ME NO /C: Go to ur football /C: ahsanlak /T: ccccc charmouta /C: ehhh Bitch T /T: tayib mane raye /T: ok /C: ehhh bta rif chou /C: rouh /T: chou /T: no m BADE /C: rouhi /T: BADE ROU JIB FARCHE /C: ehhh shifit /T: OK /C: hala sirt tifhamni /T: I TOLD U BJIB FARCHE LA MARTE BERJA RIU /C: bas mich lah rouh iliom
/T: YIIIIIIII /T: WHY /T: WHY AYETO /C: what time do u finish? /T: MAYBE OCLOCK /C: Ok...fine...maybe I will go /T: OK OK /C: BAck to work TT /T: WE TALK OK OMRE /C: It sucks fighting with u /T: OK ABIBE /C: bye albi /T: montana /C: mwahhhh /T: montana /C: Montana /T: A BI AWSE BI AMBOURTE /C: hehehe mitlak /T: K LOVE YA /C: Love ya /C: bye bye /T: bye /C: bye TT /T: byeBYE C…time passes by, then T pops up again /T: cccc abibe /C: yah albi /C: chou bebe /T: yaaaaa cccc ta e nedjawaz wnjib wled wma tkoune ananiye wbet ebe al masare/T chou r yek /C: I do /C: bed /T: really /C: yes /T: ccccc /C: I want u /T: really /C: yes /C: Money comes and goes bebe /C: u don't /T: yiiiiii ale sawtek mane sema /T: ale /T: sawtek /C: I DO U BITCH I DO DO DO DO /T: ale ba ed /T: love uuuuuuuuuuu ya akbar bitccccchhhhhhhhhhhhh bel kon /C: HEHEHEH I will marry u /C: if /T: if what /C: u accept the B I T C H in C /C: or the C in B I T C H /T: hahahh ok the c in bitch /T: a la al sama /C: EHHH SHIFIT /C: Brains I have /C: so smart /T: akid so smart /C: Leiki t /C: more thing /T: attouch eza ana ma khalasit bakir chou badik ta emle bitch /T: chou ayeto /T: oulile chou beke /T: youne ccc /T: oule /T: chou badik ayeto /T: abibe /T: ewwww /C: Inno I will marry u if u actually put an effort to make money...mich bas stay in Tabaraja all ur life waiting for money to float in a box /T: cccc i dont have time to find another job actually C: Freelance or find a better job / C: I always have time, why not u / T: im trying my best / C: U see I always work / C: Ok / C: I don't see that / C: B u told me u sold phone accessorize / T: tayib setna tawle belek nouse / C: and carsC: edde? / C: nousse / C: sarli year / T: cccc nousse ya ne noussseeee / T: cccccccccccccccccccccc / C: ehhh another year? / C: heheheh / C: nousse nousse / T: chou sarlek sene bet hare fiye wbadik yshare wbetne e al masare / T: hayde hiye al sene / T: basssssssssssss b ebikkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkk / C: fa himit / C: in english? / T: hahahaha / C: anjad albi / T: bel french can i / C: I didn't understand / C: no / T: cccc love y a / T: cc yes / T: cc no / C: What did u say sugar? / T: cc yes / C: YES!!! / T: ur my suggar my life / C: Oui Oui Oui / C: Maman / T: hahaha / T: love ya ya amboura / T: chou abibe / C: me / T: chou omre chou habibe / C: / T: hahha / C: I'm hungry / C: Thinking of going to eat / T: sttouch kbir ama zghit ente ya youne / T: yall a ayete sa tein / C: Merci T / Tsa tein / T: sa tein / C: If u finish late / T: sa tein / C: Go to ur game / T: sa tein / C: what time? / C: is the game / T: hahha ok / T: Montana / C: what time is it? / T: bb / T: yalla ayeto go eat ya albe / T: sa tein / T: omre / C: T what time is ur game/ T: at oclock /C: ahhhh oufff / C: u really wanna go / T: i dont know / C: ok / C: Do as u wish / C: Just keep me happy / T: hahhaha / T: ok ok / C: ok deal / T: ok ya asfoura / C: We go get my farshi this week / T: ente ameme wala asfoura / T: akid ccc / C: ok fine sweety / C: No gym today? /T: ma ba ref ayet e i feel tired / C: from what / C: we were relaxing all weekend / C: rabbits / T: i dont know / T: yimkin / C: dogs / C: ur old / C: keef bokra al / C: ya allah / T: akid no coz bkoun ktir mabsout / C: hehehhehe / C: Tayib / T: { love ya bye for now / C: ok / C: I'm going to BH after work / C: to get my stuff / C: ok bebe / C: going to eat now / C: bye albi / C: okk / T: C: bye bye albi / T: byeT
T: pussy 3youno / T: yalla ayeto sa tein / C: ok merci / T: ken am ya kine cesar / C: ehh chou alak / T: : bi salem layke / C: ohhh shou mnih /C: hi Ceasar /T: hi c / T: ana cesar sahbo lal kbir /C: Keefa Carla? C: Ohh iddi Kbeer? /T:mnia / T: bad ekhale lkbir yalema kam position / T: hahhahaa /T: love y ayalla go eat / C: hehhehhe C: Ok albi / C: I am going / C: mwwwwwwaHHHHHHHH
T: cccc / C: chou hal zalam / iC: shou shatour / T: habibe/ T: youne C: ya ammi / C: anna shou ba moul / C: Ma hek rijeil / T: cccc an jad ma badik tkhaline rou a tabarja / T:C: T Do what u like / T: its ok / C: but if I feel like ur not paying any attention to my needs..I'm gonna be bad / T: tekrame ya marra / T: yaaaa ccc ente el dene kella/ C: do u understand / T: ente rou e w youne w albe / T: wghanougte / C: Merci albi / T: ccc / C: eh TT / T: love ya / C: hehe / T: ayeto shou badik ta emle bass tkhalse / C: rouh a BH / C: Bourj Hammoud / C: jeeb my shoes and pants/ C: I'm fixing / C: cause my man didn't do it for me / T: aha ccc ask there if u find farshi ya marte / C: No in BH/ C: Ma fe / T: u told me about ur shoes enno ba den btekhedon / T: bass ente tere najaste /C: ehhh cause Ilike things done instantly / C: not month later / C: u always put things off / C: another day / C: bokra bokra bokra/ T: ccc im asking carole about farshe / T: wait / C: ok / T: fi ktir ma alet / C: mitl wayne?/ T: khaline obromlik ana ata chouf kif bada tnem marte/ C: btA rif chou / T: bade chouf end gallerie matta / T: aw fap al dawra / C: khalina nchouf il mijwiz / T: chou abibe / T: hahahhaha fared marra / C: we see a big bed instead / C: hehehe / C: eh fard mara / C: I plan on leaving home soon / T: hahahha love ya ya akroute / C: hehehe / T: ccccc yalla C: chou albi / T: yalla nedjawaz / C: izza lah titloub iddi hek al internet...eh la!! / T: yiiiii ya cccc ma ahlek manon fadyin / T: be dallo bel cheghel / C: min bad il ya akrout!!! / C: hehehe mahdoum / C: ktir tayib / T: hahaa ok / T: ya cccc wbarke ma ebel al bobi / T: ahahhhaa / C: ya T fee ktir kleb,....lizim nisaloun kiloun?! / C: Mam nickhlas / T: yiiiii afeke bass ana ba ref wa ad / C: wahad kirsgou kbeer? / C: kirshou /C: heheheh / C: akrout!!! / T: hahahhaa yimin / T: ente abibe / C: mich makoul / C: hadami Kaman / T: ayeto ana bade khaless cheghel / C: ok albi / T: choufe my plan / C: yalla /T: bade khaliss cheghel then go home to kiss my mon and my dad , then eat , and think if i can go to the gym , and see ur farshtik w eza fi wa et a rou ohdar foot bi tabarja wnem honik / C: ahhh ok...khod tabekh maa ak / T: wattouchik ktir kbir / C: hata take to work tomorrow / T: akid ya 3omre / C: ok bebe / T: ccccc mla za cheghle / C: chou albi/ T: fi ktir hobw ente bet oule ma fi /T: fi beaucoup / T: amour wnamour wzabour / C: TT laino mna rif nit imal ma ba ad / C: HEHEH AMOUR AMOUR BEAUCOUP / T: wkarkour / C: WA HASHOUSH / T: love ya ya lwet el helwin / C: merci albi / T: ambourik bel kon / C: T I get my stuff then going home / T: cccc / C: na am albi / T: ok ok 3omre / T: missed call me ok / C: OF COURSe / C: I never forget only when my phone need recharge / C: I'm packing to leave now / C: ok / C: I misscall u when I leave / T: ok ok be care omre / C: U too bebe / T: K / C: Love YA / T: bye / C: bye bye / C: k
My ping pong superman.U can only shout in the farshi.OK?!!Awww awww : )

SOOOO ANGRY - Battery out

Called T up, he was already at the pool. Hmmm…ok, asked him why he hadn’t called me before he left down. He said he thought I was still sleeping, but there was no connection for me to miscall him. C smss T : Sweety sorry 4 not being there 2day....if u miss me go to the baby pool or pass by our first kiss.mwahhhhh
SO he was by the pool, I tried calling him 3 times, no answer….hecalled me later when he was next to Caline, Masoud’s girl and Carlaa/Ceasar…all say hi to me…he was at the pool. Didn’t hear the phone ring. But I harassed him a bit.
At 12:32 T smss: Cc habibe albe 3youne tabarja fadue they asked me wayn al saroukh lyom
C smss back: Ya albi ya habibi ana chtatlik ktir,bas lizim khalis cheghli.Iloun lah yiji il saroukh bokra yefa2ik 3alam!
Babe sorry I keep asking u things and pressuring u but I just feel so alone at home.And have to work: ) Bisou
My ex calls…had my bro answer the private # cause I thought it was either him or the Virginia interview….which went well : ) They loved my Cv and work
T smss C (2:49): cc habibe ana 3am ekol lahem bi 3ajin. Love you 3omre
C smss back: TT I had same breakfast as yesterday...but not as salty..and I put it all in my mouth.Yummmy.guess what it is
Well at 5 T miscalls me….I tried calling T once twice three times, directly after that and no answer….I got mad….why the fuck wasn’t he answering, and he said he would call me once he got him…7:00 he tried calling me, I never picked up….5 miscalls, then I picked up on the 6th to find out he had gone home to shower and was at the court watching his friends play….ugh!!!!! Felt like Why the fuck am I going thru this idiocracy!!!! Is he an idiot. Couldn’t he call my home!! Whatever…I just got evil thoughts, and closed my phone. Fuck T!! And I’m kinda sorry for myself for saying that…it’s too bad.
I had my phone all night…and I couldn’t sleep till 4:00. Dolly came over crying cause her kids were late…calmed her down, called the girls and settled the matter, then fell asleep.

My day or whose?

I thought today we’d be my day with T….my special time with him, since we never get a chance to be together…but that was not the case. I t was enough that I got to Tabarja, T had already ate with Naji, foul for breakfast…I had gotten him knefeh. This is the last time I get anyone breakfast. I didn’t even have breakfast….just drank banana and strawberry juice.
Oh and I went early to get the swimsuit I was dying for and guess what….they only had size 40 left….fantastic. so I got mad, beside the fact that my bro wanted to take the car…and bla bla bla, little things building up…I just felt that it wasn’t my day. And that’s the way it went. Got to T’s had a fight then made out, then to discover that Ceasar and Carla got there….SURPRISE!!!! Oh and Mandy knocking at the door, and her stupid remarks….then we headed to the pool….and sat…HOORAY!!!! More normal behavior…nothing special…although T mentioned something about wanting to get me cake and candles and having some sweet time…but at the end of it all…it’s just talk…I need action. Naji met Rania, she was his card game mate for this day, chalet # 139....nice girl but Naji felt no attraction after an hour.....Oh andT Promised me octopus, and we couldn’t find any…and he took me to my 4:00 meeting. Went great…got paid. But getting to Dunkin Donuts, just got T mad and angry cause we lost the way….so I tried to calm him but I saw a bad side to him….and I saw another side to him when we fought earlier whne he said that it would have been better if we had broken up : ( Maybe he’s right…we are so different….I dunno why I try to make things normal. I’m comfortable with him, and not. Happy and not. Stuck between equal values I guess. Anyways, I learnt how to swim today…better than last time….Oh and T caught a load of fish….the first time I see so many….and we headed to the chalet for hot tub, artichokes, nuts, and beer….total relaxation…Dude came to pick me up….little boys around the night club waiting for thr Russians to arrive to the club. I went home to get work done. T went with Joe to watch a match then called me home when I arrived to tell me he’s going to sleep. He'd stay up till I slept. Sweet heart

Errands

Had errands to run, shoes to fix, and pants to send to the seamstress for adjustments….and recharge my internet, pick up my bro and get my hair done. Met T on my way back home…he was dressed in rouge and looked handsome….forgot to take pics!!! He smsed me earlier (11:31): B7ebik maghroum bi dbadibik……ahhhhh made me tingle inside when I read it and I laughed so hard. He wanted to head to Tabarja from tonight, and cut his hair and go to the gym and try to catch the 8:00 match. I had some freelance to catch up to.
I went home, had lunch and worked out…..oh and I went mad when I realized I had lost my 50$ internet recharge card….fuck I went mad!!!! Imade a few calls to the places I was in and no one saw it, then I thought I might have dropped it in the parking…so I called up Dude to get the car back home so I can drive back down there…and asked hm to search the car…but he found nothing….then when he got her a did a double search and saw it’s tip stuck at the side of the seat….THANK GOD!!!!!
T smss C(7:16): Cc habibe im at henry now I want to cut my hair then go to make nousse gym love u kaskous
T came over about 10:00, I met him in the parking we hugged fooled around, laughing and joking…so happy to see each other. He was heading to Tab, going to see the boys and Naji, plus buy things for lunch tomorrow. I picked him some gardenia to take with him….He left and I got ready to sleep.
C sms T at 11:40: Yalli ma bya3rif TT, ma bya3rif ambourtou kbeeri, wa bithibou il CC. Goodnite habibi

ufffff

Today, I finished some freelance work. Then showered and got dressed to drive around. I had some necessary shopping to do. T thought I was out cheating on him, but I didn’t want him to know I was out shopping when I was complaining about cash last week, so I went to see him at work…met him for a few minutes, handed him my USB to email some files and chatted then left to do some stuff, bought some red shoes…nice…simple…..and came home early. T was late at work, till 7:15. I stayed home to finish some work…I get more calls for freelance work. Oh boy!! SO much to juggle around. T was supposed to be heading home, but he hadn’t miscalled me for some time so I rang hm once, twice, three four times….no answer. I got pissed. The forth call he disconnected the phone call, so I turned my phone off. He called my home 5 minutes later to explain himself but Iwas to mad to hear anything so I told him bye and told him to call me when he got home. He got home 7 minutes later to tell me how the police officer took his car registration papers because he was going the wrong direction on the blocked road…so he stopped him and they argued and then he calls up his friend….wasta….to get him out of the mess. And things settled out, and he left home, then to the gym. Didn’t come back till 11:00, we talked and fell asleep.

chit chat

9:30 T smss C: Cc 7ayete 3ouyne albe 7adrille 7alek for Friday love u kasskouss
BABE!!!!
C: I just arrived at the office
T: ccccc
C: albi TT
T: amboura
T: 3youne ccc
C: sorry babe I just got here
C: I had to stop pay watwr bill
C: water
T: 140000
T: L.l
C: ehhh hek shi
C: youpaid yours?
T: wel shabeb chou 3am ya3mlo bel beit
T: bass bya3erfo ynakto
C: Dany nizil yedfah3a wa wasalni 3al chegal
C: David 3and Joziane 3am yedrous
C: Wissam bil Kuwait
T: yiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiii
T: 3an jad
T: u kidding
C: ehhh habibi 3anjad
T: love uuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuu ya mahdouje
T: madoume
C: haboi T
C: habibi
T: i gave my vacation to angelique to sign up
C: Perfect!!!!
T: in friday
C: It sounds amazing
C: I"m sooo happy
C: Last year you never used to take holidays with me, you used to spend them by yourself
T: akid ya 7ayete lezim dallek mabsouta
T: al hob ya ccc al hob
T: khwet
C: Ya allah ya T
T: jnoun
C: I feel really special
T: ya allah ya c
C: merci ktir ya albi
T: ur so specail
T: special
C: u too bebe
C: ur great to me
T: ente al 7ala ente
T: ente el dini kella
C: heheheheh
C: habibi
T: ma zada bi albi ghyrak ya habibi
C: I have to start with work
T: ok baybe
C: ohhh shou hal kalim il helou
C: Yalla let me finish work and we chat later
C: ok
C: I'll stay online
C: ok?
C: tt?
T: cccccccccccccccccccccccccccccccccccccccc
C: ,babe
C: sorry was busy
T: ok ok
T: i called u 3omre
C: ehh
T: anyway take ur time ghanougte
C: i'm in another office
C: wait let me get my phone
C:1 sec omre
T: yehhh 7ayeto i know
T: let me know ur good news
C: ok you wanna call me
T: not now 3omre
C: ahhhh but
T: if u dont have time to chat i call u
T: what u prefer
T: chou 7abibe
T: chou amboura
T: traztouz waynek
C: 1 sec on phone
T: ok
C: 1 sec with future tv
T: ok ok great
C: hey babe
C: I just call from future Tv
C: !!!!for casting June 30
T: 7abibe vcccccc
T: lla mabrouk
C: I think the guy liked me
C: my voice
C: T? u still there habibi
T: akid
T: mabsout
T: ktir la marte
C: ehhhh wanna kamin
C: hehehe ya jawzi
C: Leiki T
T: chou ccc
C: Wil boss hon kamin baddou yanni ishtighil
C: itafakna 3al ma3ash
C: wa cheghal
T: great y a7ayete
T: ccc cccc cccc how much
T: cccccc howww much
C:well bebe we start 1100$ first month training then he keeps increasing 100$every other monthtill i reach 1500
T: ma 3am t2edre t3ede
C: Maybe increase to 200$
C: keef?
T: great 7ayete mabrouk
T: mabrouk 3omre
T: mabrouk 3omre
T: finally
C:LOLOLOLLOLOLOLOLOLOL
T: cccc is happy
C: merci ya albi . Bas chou ba3moul bil future TV!!!
T:ente albi wrou7e
C:ya allah ya allah
T: akid badik tfoute eza ok
C:ehhh baddi
C: baddi fout fi
C:lal T
T:hahhahah
T: fouti 3al ekher etla3e
T: ktir helo
T: helo ktuir
T:ktir ktir ktir
C: baddi fout kou3
C: side side
C:shafit shaffatiti
T:hahahah
T:7ayeto 7ayteo ente cccc
C:ehhh ya albi
C: ma baddo il TT yessma3 sawta lal CC iliom
C: saewti ktir helou
T:hahhahaa
T:3omre ente chou mahdoume
T:bawse kbire lal taztouz
C:mervi ya taztouzi
C:keef il cheghal iloum?
T:3ade 7ayeto
T:fi teghyirat ktir nchalla khayr
C:mnih ktir
C:nchallah kheir
C:akalit?
C:ana lah ikol ba3id il cheghal
T:no baybe still im waiting to eat fish my mom ver sick
C:ohhh lei?
C:shou sarla?
T:her stomach
T:feel very sick
C:ohhh she always has that problem
C:haram touza
T:like me
T:yes
C:salamita
T:thx
C:u are like ur mom
C:my ring keeps turning around my finger
C:i need to tighten it more
T:hahhahaa bokra btensa7e dont worry
C:lahhhhh
C:dakhilik TT
C:ta seer mitl Lea aw Ruba
C:Lah mabaddi
C:inta bithib itnasih il banit
T:hahhahahahabhebbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiikkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkk
T: ssso smartttttttttttttttttttt
T:cccc
T:love u
C: khalik khafeef ndeef wa mahdoum
C:inta ktir tayib ya albi
T:love u 3omre
T:lla ccc back to work ghanougte
C:ok SIR!!!
T:friday night
T:hahaha
T:love u
C:OHHHHHHH perfect day of my life nchallah
C:back to work
C:love u
C:mwahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh
T:love u toooooo
T:kissesss
C:bye albi
T:3omre
C: mwah
I sms T: Hey sweetheart just wanted 2 say I can’t wait to be together Friday,I have a lot of good news
I love the way you are actually communicating with me today….mwwahhhh albi
So spent the day juggling job offers and dealing with D’s exes …left work, shopped a bit, and had “sanasil” sandwich for lunch…Dan dropped Redbull on my white pants….bought medicine from pharmacy and headed home to wash my clothes and finish some work for my clients. T left to the gym…he called me before leaving the office, and before leaving to the gym at 8:45. Oh yah and I was stopped at the army checkpoint!!! I had to go pick up d from the market, and took Saki with me…we were both in mini shorts, and I guess the guy had an eye for us so he stopped us at the right side to check our paperwork which I didn’t have cause I was in my PJs and cat came along…so we made a joke of the situation and he let us go. T came home about 11:00, he was playing ping pong with a girl called Lana at the gym. She won him!!! Cause he said she had certain rulews to the game…oh well. T’s mom very sick.Salimtik tante Touza. I was staying home tomorrow. Goodnite evreryone

The actual BD

9;12 t smss me: B7ebik wbmout bi taztouzik ya 3akrourt
Morning sweety,I'm online when u feel like chitchating with an 3akroutti!!!Mwaaahh ya 3ounni...hug u,lick u
We chatted a bit online:
Start Time: 12:59:23 PM; End Time: 1:06:23 PM
C: ANtoun ya 3akrout!!! / C: TT habibi / T: habibe / C: ya ALBI / T: i miss u much ya ghanougte / C SHTATILIAK ILIOUM/ T: me too ya 3ounni T: me too 7obe / C: keef il cheghal?/ T:cccc bade zabet my nail today / C: Ok no problem bebe / T:bade oformo / C: nooo cut it gently /T: my work is good /C: u are going to fix it /T: mr walid coming now and asked about my legs/ C: eh / C: and what did u tell him / T: and between / T: he’s cute C: amboura? / C: what!!!! / T:not bad / T: yesC: he's asking about ur penis? / T: asked me about my dick if he working good / C: penis C: AHAHHAHAHAH / T:yep / C: Ok / C: helou ktir / C: What did u tell him / T: ktir helo / C: hehehe illtillo 3an il attouch likbeer / T: ya cccc / T: akid c / C: Babe zakartni / T:akidT / T: bi chou 7abibi / C: baddi jeeb dawa min il pharmacy / C: I have to take them…..internet disconnected
T: cccc habibi / T: cccc 3youne / T: cccccc where r u ya 3omre /T: 3omrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrreeeeeeeeeeee / T: 7ayeteeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee / T: albeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee / T: rou7eeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee / T: ur phone is busy / T: cccccccccccccccccccccccccccccccc / C: honnn / C: soorry albi /C: I was talking to Jimmy / T: who’s in the phone / T: ok / C: Thanking him for saturday night / T: ok / T: love ya / T: ok 7abine / C: eh I told him me and TT habibi mnishkrou yalla Saturday night / T: mr walid come to my desk / C: eh I know albi /T: hahahha / T: and i cant close the msn quicly / T: hahhaha / T: (1:39:35 PM)anyway kif al cheghel hayeto / C: 1 min / T: hope good / T: ok / C: I was talking to Jimmy Again / C: he wants to marry D / C: Cheghal minh / T: aha what he want / C: mich makoul il tamballi bil maktab / C: (He wants me to ask D if she will marry him / C: crazy!!! / T: really he want to marry dddd i cant believe / C: I know bas il hob ya zalami shou awiii!!! / T: Crasy /C: crazy with a z not s bebe /T:crazy / C: and now girl next to me her man sent her big bouquet of roses to enage her / T: kif / CYAH Crazy / C: habibi inta / T: inte 7abibe /T:w2albi w2ambourty / C: TT kint 3am bilaK / C:INNO BADDI JEEB DAWA……private talk…..toooooooooooooot….T:ccc ru angry / T: coz i cant to bring ur dawa? / C: no bebe I just have to get used to it...don't worry / C: work is fun here cause no one really works...all play /T: hahahahah / C: we might move to ashrafieh to MtV old bldg / T: cccc if u never take ur dawa what it happen? / C: ……toooot private talk…… and u don't want the mommy? / T:)1=0 / C: 1:1 /C: AHAHAHHAHH!!! / C: OkOK / C: FHIMIT!!! / C: hehehehe / T: i like the mommy / C: helwi minak / C: I love the dad / T:helwe minik / C: heheh akalit ya albi? / T: yes 7ayeto /T: kebe / T: ya 3omre / T: ktir taybin / C: eh ana lah itghada bas fil min hon / T: ccccccc ana b7ebik ktir / C: sahtein albi / T:i missed u ktir ya amboura / C:Iltilak mamnou3 il hob ya taztouz / T: ya taztouz and i feel to love u ………toooooot sexual talk……C:STOP!!!!!! / T: love u 3omre / C: 4 days to go / T: talk later ya mkaskoussss / C: kisses
Start Time: 2:00:31 PM; End Time: 2:00:41 PM
T:kiss / C: mwah
C: yiii min?
T: cccccccccccccccccccccccc
T: my love
C: hey babe
T: antoun
C:CC
T: hey 7ayeto
T: tt
C: heheh shou ya albi
C: keefna ilioum?
T: ya 3omre what u want to leave
C: Dan just called me, car cost me 200$
T: ohhhhhhhhh
T: why
C: He's coming now at 5:00 to pick me up
C: I dunno He said he fixed evrything
T: why 200
C: I will ask him when I see him
T: 50 for dani and 150 to the mecanik
C: Eh Ithink so
C: Damn I will see hala2 when I see him
C: I duuno ya albi
T: ok 7abibe
T: range ma bi kalef hal2ad
C: what time do u finish?
C: eh ba3rif ya albi
T: i donno
T: 7abibe
T: ya 7ayeto chou taybe ente
C: ok ana lah fil min hin 5:00 I will MC
T: (4:24:21 PM)
akid 7ayete
C: (4:24:21 PM)
wa raiha 3and il baba ta dayifoun gateau
C: (4:24:32 PM)
to celebrate my BD
T: (4:24:48 PM)
ok 7abibe w2ana bass a3ref hale aya se3a bkhaless i call u ya kaskousi
C: (4:24:50 PM)
and pass by mechanic to pay him
C: (4:24:59 PM)
ok hebibi perfect
T: (4:25:07 PM)
coz ana b7ebik ktir wma betaghne 3anek ya zaboura
C: (4:25:10 PM)
Yemkin rouh it3asha, laino ma akalit
C: (4:25:25 PM)
HEHEHEHE ya albi inta
C: (4:25:28 PM)
ya kasskous
C: (4:25:42 PM)
shou b7ebak lama btihki
T: (4:25:45 PM)
kouskous kaskousss
C: (4:25:51 PM)
tirsoum 3a shfafak dihki
T: (4:25:58 PM)
btektob 3a chfafak de7ki
T: (4:26:06 PM)
yiiii mazbout
C: (4:26:10 PM)
ahhhh ehhhh
T: (4:26:19 PM)
ente w2ana ya rayt 3ena koukh
C: (4:26:24 PM)
hehehe shou mahdoum inta ya 3akrout
C: (4:26:40 PM)
finna nit3araf 3ala ba3ad
After work, Dan picked me up with Carl and we headed to Carl’s place to have lunch, but there was not enough cooking around so we decided to go eat out….waited for Carl to shower and headed to buy cake for my parents to celebrate my birthday…T was already meeting me up at my dad’s shop….I jumped out of the car when I saw him, cause Imissed him. We chatted a bit and decided to eat at Burger King’s…Dan left to Little Ceasar’s for pizza. We came back to dad’s shop to have cake…T left to home and to the gym, and I left home. Dolly was coming home at 8:30 to make me tabbouleh and fries…..it was tasty. T was late, he smsed me:10:21 :Cc my love I want to give lea his cell charge and go home 30 minutes.I was getting sleepy. Called him up 3 times no answer. He tried calling me back but I didn’t answer. He called me up home, I was already in bed and tired, and he excused himself how he left the phone in the car, and troubled with Lea. Said goodnight and slept.

Trying to get used to Tab

Woke up at 8:00, got dressed and ready to go to T’s…passed by the hair dresser to brush my hair lightly…then got him some breakfast, and Dave drove me there to meet up with T. Got there at 11:00, Lea opened up the door…T was still sleeping…I tried waking him but he wanted to nap so we snuggled and rubbed and tried to sleep, then the doorbell rang and Caesar and Carla arrived…they also had gotten breakfast, so T woke up and we all had our breakfast….then got ready to head to the pool…I had my period and was very feverish but decided to join TT…we went down, walked around…the weather sucked….but we played cards, read magazines and just chilled…T didn’t swim…too cold….Everyone kept staring at me with my new hair look…went to the internet café to email client some work….then we hung by the pool more…tried not to get bored…we left to the chalet about 3 out of boredom, and headed to shower. Carla had prepared Tabbouleh, so we ate, then I showered and T left T see Naji’s mom, who was there today…he came back to take me down to Naji’s chalet who was inviting us for lunch…we went down, T said I looked very sexy and when we got there, everyone was staring at me, like a was a model or something…it was weird, we had some salad, chicken and coke…Naji’s mom kept staring at me and smiling…we then left to the pool before the 6:00 match…just hung around with T’s friends who were all staring at me, and being nice…and that freaky fat man who always stares at me was eyeing me from close distance…soooo weird….T’s ex Ruba was checking us out and got more friendly with her man, cause I was being touchy with T….me and T had a chance to talk things over, and reach an agrrement of somekind….the financial issues will always be there. At 6:00 we went to the Mini Football Court, the boys played, me T watched….8:0…our team won.We left back up to the chalet, it was almost 8:00, T made me some mint tea he shoered and we talked about many things. Dan came to pick me up…didn’t wanna leave T cause he was sad and wanted us to spend more time together…but I had to go finish some work…so he helped me carry my stuff to the car and wished me goodbye…he was going to Naji’s to spend the night..called me up at about 10:00. Naji and him were going to watch a football match and just hang out…T wasn’t planning on going home, he was tired and just wanted to stay there. I had work to do. Goodnight TT.

Celebrating C's BD

Woke up sad. Missed called T at 9:00. I worked out a bit, cleaned up the house and sat to do my work. T smss me: 9:50: B7ebik ghanouge im still in bed kisses lal attouch be care 3omre…Calls me from Lea’s cell at 11:00…she came by at 3:00…bought T some bad ear buds, he was trying out. Weather bad at Tab, T not out to swim, but told him to go down anyways to exercise his knee…not much today…Naji had football match at 3:00, and I had a manicure/pedicure date….went out about 1:00 for manicure, pedicure, hair cut, highlights, and brushing..took about 3 hours. T said he’d pass by me in the afternoon. Then Jim called me inviting me to Blush tonight. So I called up T and told him I was going to nap, and we’d go out at 10:00 to Blush. I slept and woke up at 7:00. T was in the chalet with Lea and her 5 male friends….bad cell connexn and I tried talking to T…connxn so bad that I couldn’t hear anything….tried calling the chalet, and I got a man’s voice…dunno who. T called me back from the chalet, I was kinda pissed cause his phone was off or bad connxn….he said no one picked up the chalet phone to answer….told him I wanted to go out for dinner tonight, about 9:30, he said ok….all day I wasn’t very happy because of yesterday, so my tone was very dead but I wanted to go out on my birthday. SO I got ready, dressed in my golden tiger African dress, it was very nice…Jimmy complimented me very much on it later that night. T came to pick me up at 9:45….we were very quiet and dead, throwing sarcasm back and forth….I wanted to go out somewhere like L’Entrocote, Shtroumphe, Chilli’s, Chase, El Ninio, or anything in those moods. We reached Shtroumphe Ashrafieh, and sat in the non-smoking zone. Ordered salad bar, beef picata and crab salad with Lemonade…We fought got angry and were not very happy, then T said to throw things behingd us and just enjoy the night, we’d talk about it tomorrow. So we tried to make things better, more cheerful…it worked for a while…we left there and headed to Blush…not a man in sight…Jim said they were closing up cause all of Monot was shutting down, so we had a coke and 2 beers, the headed to Sky Bar…which was packed with 2000 people….whores bitches and pretty gals every where and men with $$$...made us kinda feel out of place…you couldn’t dance properly….and we were squeezed somewhere on the roof top….we tried to enjoy the night…then headed to Sanyour to meet up with Dan…had an apple narghile, and tea…Jim and Dan had dinner/breakfast…We laughed talked and just chilled..T grew tired by the end of the night and we left home, leaving Dany and Jim. Drove T to his car, and I left home…we had a little fight before that and T said we’d discuss everything tomorrow, when we are wide awake. Got home 4:30 and slept.

???What???

Trial workday. I sms T: I wish I could hold you now, touch u, or be with you somehow. It’s crazy but I miss u….Got there early. Sat and got introduced to the team and had some small task to do. Sent T an sms: Husband ur woman is online if u need 2 love talk to her....when ur free
After I while he got online, and I chatted a few minutes with TT. C: (11:22:37 AM)TT!!1T: (11:22:48 AM)(L)C: (11:22:53 AM)albi C: (11:22:55 AM)habibiT: (11:23:10 AM)love u C: (11:23:18 AM)yah albi me too C: (11:23:24 AM)I am at the office today C: (11:23:30 AM)not bad T: (11:27:13 AM)habibi 3youneC: (11:27:20 AM)yah babe C: (11:27:23 AM)Ana hon T: (11:27:46 AM)how is ur work T: (11:27:53 AM)to much guy T: (11:27:59 AM)looking at ur ass C: (11:28:01 AM)all men 2 girls C: (11:28:04 AM)yah!!!! C: (11:28:12 AM)I see them in mirror looking at me T: T: (11:28:27 AM)cc C: (11:28:30 AM)la habibi T: (11:28:37 AM)hahhahaa ok C: (11:28:41 AM)not my ass it doesn't show C: (11:28:50 AM)just my jeans they look at T: (11:28:51 AM)ok 3omreT: (11:29:09 AM)u know something I don’t have work in the same I have a lot C: (11:29:12 AM)u how's work T: (11:29:21 AM)great C: (11:29:30 AM)I didn't understand what u said C: (11:29:48 AM)"u know something I don’t have work in the same I have a lot", what u mean? T: (11:29:56 AM)I mean ma 3ende work w3ende ktir C: (11:30:10 AM)keef haydi habibiT: (11:30:10 AM)donor ask me how T: (11:30:14 AM)don’t C: (11:30:18 AM)HEHEHE ok C: (11:30:20 AM)I won't T: (11:30:20 AM)hahha I don’t know T: (11:30:26 AM)3aj2a 3al fade C: (11:30:36 AM)ahhh mitl il 3addiT: (11:30:38 AM)ccccc love u ktir I read ur msg T: (11:30:42 AM)mail C: (11:30:49 AM)ehhh habibi helou ktir T: (11:30:56 AM)u make me cry agian: C: (11:30:59 AM)My email or sms? C: (11:31:04 AM)hehehe lah anjad T: (11:31:08 AM)mail T: (11:31:10 AM)7ayetoC: (11:31:12 AM)ya albi C: (11:31:18 AM)I'm sorry T: (11:31:24 AM)tizik bel dene ya amboura C: (11:31:25 AM)I meant you to smile C: (11:31:33 AM)merci ya3ounniT: (11:31:49 AM)cccccc ma tfta7e edayke edemon C: (11:31:59 AM)HEHEHEH LOOOOOLC: (11:32:06 AM)Lah AKID La T: (11:32:10 AM)wala ejrayke T: (11:32:13 AM)hahhaha C: (11:32:16 AM)Oh NO!!! never C: (11:32:19 AM)only 4 u T: (11:32:21 AM)what time u finish C: (11:32:32 AM)I dunno babe C: (11:32:42 AM)I need to go look for a mattress for the bad C: (11:32:50 AM)and waiting for boss to come C: (11:32:57 AM)and have to buy cake for birthday T: (11:32:59 AM)my plan for today must to zabet my neck and going a little to the gym C: (11:33:02 AM)so much C: (11:33:09 AM)ok....good C: (11:33:19 AM)not going to Tabarja? T: (11:33:43 AM)yes baybe when I finish C: (11:33:51 AM)Ok ...no plans to see me? T: (11:33:51 AM)today cake T: (11:34:00 AM)hahahaah no no C: (11:34:06 AM)I dunno if we go party T: (11:34:08 AM)I don’t wont today C: (11:34:11 AM)No see me : (T: (11:34:14 AM)({)C: (11:34:17 AM)Legit: (11:34:21 AM)no see u (L)C: (11:34:25 AM)LEI!!!!C: (11:34:28 AM)Shou fe T: (11:34:29 AM)but I want to leave with u C: (11:34:34 AM)Leave? T: (11:34:36 AM) C: (11:34:36 AM)or Live T: (11:34:48 AM)(bb)C: (11:34:53 AM)ma fhimit she T: (11:34:55 AM)yiiiii live C: (11:34:57 AM)u wanna fuck? C: (11:3:02 AM)u said no yesterday T: (11:35:03 AM)live chi million sene C: (11:35:08 AM)hehehehe T: (11:35:14 AM)no T: (11:35:27 AM)no a little to much C: (11:35:28 AM)yarayit 3andi koukh T: (11:35:32 AM)(L)C: (11:35:37 AM)you'll get bored baby T: (11:35:37 AM)hahhaa C: (11:35:42 AM)10 years is good T: (11:35:46 AM)McCabe bi Fay al haw well kina C: (11:35:53 AM)loll C: (11:36:07 AM)Ok so you don't want to see CC today : (C: (11:36:17 AM)and she misses u like crazy T: (11:36:21 AM)akid 7ayeteT: (11:36:23 AM)7ayeteT: (11:36:33 AM)bestirred ma shoufa la cccccc C: (11:36:38 AM)I try to see u if I leave early C: (11:36:46 AM)heheheh eh he hibachi T: (11:36:47 AM)ok 7abibiC: (11:37:05 AM)taxi ya albi T: (11:37:17 AM)will Ana ktir b7ebik ya gangue C: (11:37:25 AM)Ana catmint: (11:37:27 AM)ccc yalla back to work call u later C: (11:37:28 AM)ad il amboura T: (11:37:30 AM)({)C: (11:37:31 AM)okT: (11:37:34 AM)bye C: (11:37:36 AM)call me: )C: (11:37:39 AM)bye albi T: (11:37:40 AM)(L)T: (11:37:43 AM)(K)C: (11:37:47 AM)(k)T: (11:37:54 AM)akid 7abibiT: (11:37:54 AM)(K)T: (11:37:54 AM)({)C: (11:37:57 AM)(})T: (11:38:00 AM)(L)C: (11:38:00 AM)see u C: (11:38:04 AM)(l)T: (11:38:07 AM)(K)kissssss u

He had emailed me this morning:
I want to be ur hero , chou kamen ehhhhhhhhhhhhh I want to be ur
superfly man , I want to be ur body ur heart ur kaskousssssssssssssssss ccccccc u make my life happy and relaxing when u coming love me , I love u ya a3joube, hahhahaha kissss u 3omre and wish u a good day in your new work or new york hahha nekte sari3a , yalla 7adrile 7alek ghanouge kisss u ktir

I finished work at 5:00, Carl and Dan came to pick me up…we left to have lunch at KFC. T was still at work…he said he’d come if he finished early…we finished our lunch but T had errands to run for his mom..so I dropped Dan and Carl off and headed home. Slept. T called me up at 8:30, cut his beard at Christopher, and wanted to go to the gym, then come over to my place. I waited, I heard his honking at 9:30 but I thought he was coming up, so I stayed in the salon, but then he missed called me and I realized he didn’t want to go up. SO I went down, I was sad cause I thought he would spend some time with me before going to Tabarja….but he is always in a hurry, he hates my home, and I was sad…but he had a long rose for me…it was beautiful….it’s been a while he hasn’t gotten me a rose. I love roses…especially velvet petals. And then we had to drive away cause my father was coming from work..so we hid at the end of the road…he made me close my eyes and open what felt like a box…at first I thought it was another ring, then realized it was a necklace…it was soooooo beautiful!!!! Looked like a diamond…..it was so amazing….but Iwas still angry why he was in a hurry to leave and not spend time with me….I cried cause he always thinks there is time for us to do things and we never do shit!!! And he didn’t even care to ask about my day…and he was so protective for his sunglasses cause I sat on them by accident, and he told my bro to get off his car cause too much weight!!!!What the hell…why is he like that? I just teared up and he kept teasing me about not loving me and that got me sad. I left home and he went to Tab. I told him I had work tomorrow and maybe couldn’t be there…he said it’s ok, cause we have a lifetime together and one day work is not bad. I loved the necklace…it was pretty….something I always wanted, never got.
T reached Tab at 10:00, and called me up at 10:30…I was crying again cause I just thought we’d go out or at least be together tonight….and T says we have a lifetime together…where’s the candlelight dinner and romantic time together? Just come 5 minutes give me a gift and leave? What is that? What does it mean?

Pizza delivery

Woke up early to get work done.showered dressed, and packed my bags to head to T’s. I smsed him early I was coming at 12:30. T sms me: 10:22: Cc good morning im fishing and waiting u tale ur time kisserp kaskous…..I drove to Kaslik to get something I couldn’t find, called T up when I was done and headed to Pizza Hut to get us a large size pepperoni for lunch. Met T at the gate, helped me park the car and get my things….beat him to the chalet to slip into my bikini..we had pizza and headed down to the pool. Not a lot of people today for some reason…but Carla and Caesar were there, and T’s neighborhood/football friends….we sat tanned, t left wit Caesar to catch fish. I sat with Carla….read my Cosmo. T then came to play cards, I just sat read and watched, showered. Played some cards with T, sat at the pool, and just chilled out. T kept eyeing this girl…later to find out she was Amanda’s friend, but he didn’t explain to me his interest. My ex tried calling me. Of course I don’t answer. At the end of the day I stayed with T to catch his fish then headed to the chalet and shower before Ieaving to my 7:00 meeting. Meeting was good. T was at Naji’s to give him some of the caught fish. I got home about 8:30..strogonoff cooking..some of my bro’s friends there…..we sat and chilled out on the balcony, discussing our future, and how to make money. T called me up…he was staying at Tab, had dinner at Naji’s.

Over?

8:24 Bonjour ya ajmal c bel kon
8:54 b7ebik 3omre
Awww aww aww-I feel like someone is squeezing my heart from all the love.akhhhh aiii.b7ebik ktir
I slept crying, woke up crying. Very sad, I couldn’t even talk to TT properly. How can I not have anymore T in my life, just like that. And I can’t be his friend..what will I call him Tony, and what would we talk about..each others relationships….NO FUCKING WAY!!
I’m so damn pissed, and angry, and nervous.
T called me up a few times and we both were barely speaking trying to hold back the tears. T’s not eating, and I barely do. I sms him.
Hey babe.I want u2 eat something 4 lunch so u can be able 2work &drive 2 c CC 2day.kisses attouch.lickylicky
I left early before we were to meet to drop my bro off at his girl and to breathe from all the pressure at home. I went to a nearby bookshop, then to the market, then waited for T next to the church. I felt bad, horrible, not happy at all. I was nervous and worried. T arrived and we left to pick up the cash from my client’s wife. We were somewhat quiet….laughed but barely….waiting waiting. As soon as we left and I asked T for us to go to Tab to get my stuff, we broke in tears…fuck it…whay er we breaking up!!! I wanted to spend my life with hi, enjoying the sea and life together, and although I really know why, I just didn’t believe it was a good enough reason to break up. I thought we could work things out.
We got to Tab, I started to reach for my stuff and we sat to talk. And talk and cry cry cry…and tears running like water. I didn’t want to leave him, and he wanted to so I could be happier with someone else!!!AKHHHH!!!! It hurts cause I didn’t want anyone else…I wanted my TT. He’s a good man and even though things haven’t been working out for him. He asked me to sms him if I wanted to stay…and I told him I do. But of course we had certain things to agree upon, like at least going out more often and me not getting bored at Tab or at least coming over in the afternoons to learn how to swim. We decided to stay together even though we were both hesitant cause we knew what problems would approach us later, and just hoped for the best.
On the way out we sat on the Love rock “blatit il hob”, ate our BIIS biscuits and drank Sprite. When we headed to the car we saw my ex pull up to the parking and I somewhat froze or panicked cause I didn’t want him to know I was back, and he’s have to say anything. And he drove in and out of the parking and turned around me and T 3 times to catch a glimpse of me…I always had my back turned. And then he went down to walk around to where we were. He was following and we were ignoring him. What an Dickhead, he had his girlfriend with him..ewwwww!!! Me and T got into our car and drove off. T was still sad, I dunno why. He was not very happy and that got me worried. He dropped me off, I went to get my bro….there was a bombing earlier and lots of army checkpoints. T got home ½ hour later, he was going to the gym, but later decided to leave to Tab cause it was a national day off because of the death of a member of the parliament.
I smsed T: I do...wanna stay with u...Cause you make my heart go BOOM BOOM BOOM BOOM!!Infijar!!
Checking my email at night, T sent me:
JUST I WANT 2 TELL U I CANT STOP CRYING.............................................................
B7EBIK U MAKE ME CRY LIKE A CHILD COZ U DESERVE TO BE MY ANGEL AND I
FEEL SAD WHEN U GO AWAY .MY DREAM TO BE UR SUPEMAN BUT IT SEEMS IM VERY WEEK AND IM A LITTLE MAN.
I emailed him back:
You make my heart grow bigger reading your words.
Let me tell you a secret: I asked God to help me find a good man, and he gave me you. And since July 31, when your warm lips kissed my wet sweaty neck, I felt a change and I exploded with happiness.Everything in my life changed. I am a different person, a better person, and I love you cause you make me love me and make me be a better me for you.
I don't know how we are going to break up. I don't understand. I believe things will change if we work on it. No one said relationships are easy. We can fix things if you come to a fair and common understanding.
And I love the little man in you..I understand that you haven't taken the chance to catch the train to make much of yourself, I do. But we can work together to make things better. We'll make your weak.... strong.Like you remove the letters from the Bitch in me I will change the man into my Superman.

B7ebik TT and stop making me cry, or you have to blow my nose again.
Bisou bisou
So T at Tab, I agreed to follow him tomorrow morning.He was still feeling uneasy, I dunno why. I hate it when he makes me uneasy, but I love the man.

AKKKHHHHH!!Waja3 waja3 - my heart hurts : )

Last night TT smss me :12:37 t sms me : Love ya
This morning he smss me again: Good morning cc good moring ya aghla c bel kon
He called me about 3 – 5 times to ask about our website – I can’t believe he hasn’t seen it all this time….Oh boy!!!I sms him the gmail and password. He seemed so depressed today, I was too but I tried to laugh smile and be normal and keep everything till the afternoon.
So I sms him: Hadirlli halak in the afternoon,fe she ktir kbeer coming to u.kiss u miss u lick u suck u ambourti
He calls me up again we chit chat a bit, but I was still playing normal. Then I sms him:
Actually 7ayeto I'm very scared.I just want this day to end.It's seems like forever.My heart is hurting : (
He calls me up again and now we are both fucked up…decided to chat at church where we used to meet after work.
Waited all day and it seemed like forever…I cancelled one metting and went to the other…..waiting for T to finish work. I shopped a bit for eyecream and foundation than ran off to meet my sweetheart TT. We left to have dinner at Burger King, we laughed a bit, but were quite to leave the talk for later. We left there and headed back to church to talk. And cry cry cry…drowning in tears. I hate CRYING!!! I don’t even wanna write what happened. I’m too damn depressed. He went to drop me off home, thought my bro would come pick up the car, but he wasn’t home so we had to go back and pick it up. We kissed hugged and cried again. He said he’d come pick me up tomorrow to get a payment from a client, I agreed. I wanted to see him again, but not be friends…I can never be his friend.I left home, miscalled him when I got there and he called me once he got there – took him 15 minutes!!!! He said he had emailed me earlier. SO I went to read the email:

C c cccccccc 7ayete ma kenet ba3ref hal2ad bhebik , kenet mfakar enno
bass b7ebik fi ktir thing ma fine a3mel ala 7ale wala fine faker la7ale , kenet 3am a3mol kel chi 7ata tkoune mabsouta tabarja kentet la wnta w2ana wma bt3nile chi eza ente ma kente . tipsy b7eba coz u who gave her to me i care of tc coz u also care , i never eat if ur not beside me , i like ur smile ur body ur hair and everything u own . ccccc 3omre i cant leave without u
and we cant leave withour our family i know that , i cant beleive one day we leave each other in the same time i cant see u not happy , u make my life happy and i do my best to make urs but maybe its not enought
ccccc my love i cant stop loving u or thinking of u , im really write this word in my heart not like the other said , i like how u talk with me and how u shut on me and when ur nervous and when u cry and when u hate me coz i know ur my love from yesterday i remember all time and second we spent and im still remember the small details and i have one wish in my life to never god let our relation going with the wind coz i need u ccccc more then any time hope to god save our love .
b7eeeeeeeeeeeeeeeebbbbiiiiiiiiiiiiiikkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkk
3ooooooooooomrrrrrrrrrreeeeeeeeeee.

SO I replied:
Ok at first I smiled then laughed but now I'm crying...I hate crying,it makes me look like a fish - a Khanzeer fish!
I still don't know what to say...I feel you love me more than I love you reading this mail.Honestly, i know I wasn't 100% happy sometimes but I really tried my best to be with you, and I wanted us to get married and have kids and be like that movie we watched - "Click" - remeber it...he had a beautiful and charming wife and great children...I wanted a peaceful life - and I thought I could have that with you - some peace. Leaving you will just kill me emotionally. You remember when I first met you how I was always worried and scared of being with a new man. I hate men. They scare me and I don't want to be hurt anymore.I'm tired of many things in my life...and starting again is just too much for me right now....I hate myself for saying: "nihna ma lah indayin sinn2a" - not to last one year. Can you believe it. Now I'm jealous of Joanna for staying 2 years with you. Lucky for her...I feel like her cause you wanted to marry her too and you guys couldn't get married for financial reasons...now it's my turn. That sucks...I told you under the church " DON"T LOVE ME!!!!" NO LOVE!!! but you never listen to me.
Honestly I wish I could disappear. POOOF!!! Out of this world and go to heaven - one way ticket, never come back. I am okay today cause I know I'll see you tomorrow, but tomorrow I won't know how I'll feel. And you know the rules I live by: NEVER EVER CALL AN EX.And I love you too much but it will kill me to talk to you when I'm not there by your side.I can't be your friend, it will never happen, believe me.
I luv ya ya 3akrout. I will pray tonight. But I'm very sad and I don't know what to ask God for. He already gives me what I want, and has been very kind to me in my life. I know he has the best choices.
I am nervous to see you tomorrow. When I first met you I felt like I've been with you for years, and even everyday I'm with you I feel the same way, but now I'm nervous cause I can't believe I'll be without you. I thought we were "wahad", and now you take the decision for us to be apart. I guess you have more experience than me about these things cause you've been with 1635 women....although I would have wished to be the last...it seems that your list will continue. I will just be another #, another name, something you might remember....better maybe if you forget it all - like it never happened.....and be Mister 32 again. Cause you'll always be my 32.true.
Shower Kisses to all your body my attouch….MWAHHH!!!!

Going to pray.

UGH!!!!!!!Breaking away

Meow meow meow.C feels like playing&being ghanougi...can u come play with me in the water?I feel sad.goodnite
T sms me 8:40: Cc good morning bonjour amboura bonjour kaskous im just woke up and my dick still sleeping kisses
Day seemed to start out good. Tried caling t a few times but connections sucked!!! He tried calling me back but neither one of us heard the other. I was shifting around the house cleaning an changing the decoration….T came over when I was almost done…HE came seemed upset somehow…Made him wait till I showered…then cooked eggs for breakfast…he wouldn’t eat or talk..nothing at all…made me nervous…I tried asking him a few questions but he wasn’t very cooperative. Nothing for 2 hours…I just fooled around with house work theen told him I’ll come along with him on his way home, he could drop me off at my parent’s shop and continue home…and that’s what he did….we took a wrong diversion to avoid traffic …then got stuck and had to turn back around…saw my exs car tuned around not to see him then he dropped me off at my parents shop….Not much talking…he was going home to sleep….he sms me after he leaves : One mcall mean love u ktir
I reply back:T babe I love u too ya attouch.Plz dont leave me in the dark.i dont like us like this.Inta hayeti inta habibi
I just helped dad in the shop….waited for dan and carl to come then left back hom…called T’s place his mom answered to let me know he was sleeping, I didn’t wanna wake him so I told her to tell him I was going.I got home,ate and napped…Called T about 5:54…he called me back home, he had just woke up…going to the gym…still not very talkative…he complained about Tipsy and her eating habit…said he’ll call me when he got back. Icalled him back about 7:00 he still hadn’t gone to the gym, but I was worried about his behaviour. He miscalls me when he gets to the gym…Jack had been talking to me for about 10 minutes…my line was busy but I called T to let him know. I asked him if he really loved me or he was just saying it hek..he said he did, and we’ll talk about it when he got home. He’ll miscall me to pick up…didn’t want to talk to my family, cuase last night my bro said I could have a better guy than T I sms T:
B4 U call me decide whether u love me or not.then decide if u want me or not.then think if u need me or not
So he smss me I need u but I hate all around u we r really in 2 differences world.bytheway I hate myself too
Oh now I understand the problem!We knew that from July 31.I thought u cheated on me.or will.Kisses amboura
I feel we are breaking up....oh man : ( worlds apart

Bored stressed and little cursed

Day started out with little fouls here and there - dropping my phone on the road gravel, running out of cash, taking the wrong turns, accidently driving into a stone, not finding parking, stressing out, running late...T sms me at 1:00 CC habibi im fishing akhtabout im waiting for you amboura....felt so bad when I got to T's...just wanted to shoot myself..and TT semed so happy I came and wanted me to go down with him to the pool, I just teared a bit, cause I was so stressed and I am running out of solutions to my problems. I just felt like being alone. T cheered me up a bit with candy, red bull and a carrot...so funny. I wore my zebra swim suit and headed to the pool....he had caught me an octopus but gave it to the guy who lent him the gun to shoot it : ( Lea, Ceasar, Carla and the rest were already there. We hung around a bit, tried to stay away from the sun as much as possible, T went on a walk with Ceasar, then we played cards, sat by the pool, walked around, got pretty bored by 2:00. Saw T's ex Ruba from far. T played with Massoud, his girlfriend and Hadi cards....then we walked some more and just hung around till we got hungry....T wasn't feeling alright much, and neither was I....People kept looking at me and checking me out and I felt like just disappearing it into the deep sea...We decided to go back up to the chalet. I went up showered.T left back down to get his fish - caught 10 which he gave to Hadi - I slept from 4-5 till T came back up...Lea and her guy were there - I was playing invisible...T came..we ordered lunch - 3 sandwiches...kabab, kafta and tawouk...plus yesterday's artichokes....yummy. I didn't eat much...tried finishing my work while T cleaned up after Lea....We decided to go for a swim at 7:00 - t wanted to teach me how - it was so funny but I was sooo fucking scared...I couldn't control my fear...I just panic and T got a little angry but Iwasn't kidding, I am worse then cats in water...so I tried for a while then we went back up to a hot romantic tub - the pool water was cold...but enjoyable. We showered got dressed..t helped me with my stuff, and he left to see Naji at the chalet and I went home....more negativity at home....called T to relax, but we can't talk much on the cell cause of bills so I just asked him to come early tomorrow afternoon. And I finished my project

Fun fun fun

Had some errands to run early then heded to T’s. Dave dropped me off. Weather was horrible in the morning, windy and cloudy. T smsed me: Cc 7ayeto weather is bed im waiting u celica don’t be late
SO I smsed him:
1.Hey 3akrout!I thought u were going to sms me at night....I waited then fell asleep...anyways Bonjour habibi
2.I just woke up,checking mail, getting dressed and doing some things..I should be there by 12:00,ok
3.Luv u, hate u,luv u...no hate u,Luv u, hate u,luv u...no hate u....oh NO!!! Luv U : )
I got there by 11:00. Lea was already there from last night, we ordered breakfast - Thyme mankoushis…we prepared tea and had a wonderful breakfast with the view below us. Then we finished watching Big Mama’s House, Lea went to shower and we sucked on lollipops till we saw the sun pop out…so we decided to go for a light tan even though. We headed to the pool, peed and hung around playing cards…I owe T ice cream….T went for a swim with Sherbal 6 rounds around the pool. I just sat and watched…no sun…by 2:00 Hallulluah!!! Sun stayed till 6:30….we played cards walked and laughed… T talked about seeing Ruba here while I was away, he never told her hi cause she was with her boyfriend and he felt bad he turned his face around…there was a girl there that looked like her…then we brought up rim, and he thought next time she calls that he would pick up and tell her to call me and say sorry for what she did…I agreed to it, since they have nothing between one another….So much fun ….T couldn’t catch fish cause the waves were high. So we planned our lunch….went up prepared the tabbouleh (already diced by T’s mom), fish from last weeks fish and artichokes!!!! We took care of the neighbours 2 dogs…then T invited Joe and Elsi, we enjoyed the lunch, and got ready for the soccer match at 8:00….Naji, Massoud, Rami, Joe, and Hadi all there…SO I showered, T cleaned the chalet and we headed to the mini football court. T’s team won 6:5!!!Yippy, but I’m afraid TT might have hurt his leg…Dan came to pick me up…I left T with Massoud…he called me up 9 minutes later top say that he missed me and that it’s lonely in the chalet…he was going to shower. He said he’d call me again when he’s done. At home we were celebrating Father’s Day with Nino…D had baked a cake and gotten him Gucci perfume. Called T back, he was in a hot tub…Naji had called him to play cards…so I wished him fun - T smss me at 12:03 B7ebik ma b7ebik noo b7ebik jnoun...SO I sms him back: 3akrout mich 3akrout,az3ar mich az3ar,3arssa mich 3arssa bas amboura kbeeri akiddi.B7ebak Jnoun... miscalls me about 2:30 when they finished there card game

Burger King

Not much all day. Finished some work, got a manicure pedicure and wax. Smsed T all day: T 7ayeto........open your hands and look..........3AKROOUT KBEER!!hehehehe
3akrrout I'm going to nap shwai zgheeri...misscall you when I wake.Luv u mwahhhhhhhh
habibi arib layyi ta doumak bayeen ijraii... ya 3akrout ya TT...bon oui ya haleebati wa samkati wa 7ayeti
Babe can u stop thinking I wanna leave u-shou3am bitkhawifni?Ba3milla ok!!Mani khayfi minak ya KBEER!Bhibak
T called a few times…he was having Mashawi “ Grilled Meat” at the office, cause his boss wasn’t around. He was going to leave the office early to head home to get his stuff before going to the chalet. Sherbal called him for freelance work, and he went to the gym to talk to George who wasn’t around, so he worked out ½ hour…Jimmy had invited us to party tonight, and T didn’t feel like going, cause long day at work….so he went and did his meeting with Sherbal and made it to my house by 9:30…I had prepared burgers for him – homemade – with fries salad and coke and more than a kilo of onions…he made fun of mer but enjoyed the food…Ziad Dany and Dave were all there…they liked the food but Dany got a plastic coating on his meat !!!heheheh it was so funny but I was cooking on candlelight cause the motor was cut off.
T stayed over and we had tea and fruits…and T had to go cause he got tired. So he drove to Tab... I wanted to call him to ask him why he was so moody today…he was late to Tab cause he went to buy artichokes and many army check-points around….He called me up about 1:30 to tell me what happened with Lea and him walking on the pool at night…and no network connection around.

Branco

Nothing special – normal day – just stayed at home – sad no money…Got a new kitten today – Branco!!! The tom cat – 1 month old -2 male cats at home - we are asking for trouble

Nottin Much

Nottin Much to do - finished a business card I had postponed for 3 weeks now...Munched on a lot of snacks - watched Cold Creek Manor - stupid movie, and slept a lot...Nottin much a do about nothing. T called a few times, he was busy but made me laugh a lot. Told me last nights sms is 110% true...hehehe. Keeps calling me shliki and 3arssai and 3akrouti..very funny.
SO I just hung out at home.
T left work at 7:00 and headed to get stuff for his parents from the market.
I wanna go to church Sunday, I feel away from the Lord. I need him I guess.

Moody

Woke up - washed - cleaned up the house, talked to T - I love the way he says his Good Mornings....bonjour 7ayeti, bojour ya albi, bonjour 7ayeto, kasskous, marti, 7abibi, rouhi, etc....and kisses
I sketched all day, was kinda sad cause can't seem to get a fulltime hob : (
My cousin Coco and Laylow came over with Nino to have spaghetti and white sauce for lunch...I chatted with T a few times...nothing special today
T came over at about 7:00 - surprised me actually - made me happy though, I was feeling down. I gave him the tiny coke bottles and he got me my phone charger...stayed a while then left to the gym ... I stayed home
Called me up when he got back from the gym...George beat him by 1 point today..they were a tie then BANG...1 point made T lose...but it's okay...everyone at the club for some reason knew about "C", me and T and our barbeque saturday, even the girl that T screwed at the gym, years ago : )
T sms at night, cause Iasked him to: Cc habibi b3badek bas t7ebine and i love u much bass tetghanage kiss u a7be : )...my new title a7be!!!

Around

Meeting 10:00 but had to drop off Laylow…got there at 10:30,Dan stayed in the car, while I went to the meeting. Guy made me wait a bit….wanted to see my work on the laptop, so I called Dan up only to find out that we got a ticket!!! 20,000 ticket!!!And I got no cash : ( So I continued the meeting, and I got disappointed cause the guy had promised me 2 weeks ½ pay…now it’s 2 – 5 days work no pay and just to see where I fit in the company and fed me all this bullshit. I got more upset. SO I left there…me and Dan left to pick up Carl from Uni and we headed to pay the ticket and wash the car…then went to T’s Bank to pay his 173$ installment….then we went to university to pick up cash from 2 people…then went back to Carl’s place to eat..we had Moughrabeieh and Riz wa Djeij….very yummy….we hung up with Carl and his sis..smsed T I was there…he called me about the bank installment….told him how the system stopped working at the bank, so his bank friend Jad said he’d handle the transaction once the system gets running again. So we went to Carl’s ate and watched Nicholas Cage’s “Next”…wonderful movie….left Carl’s place to go to dad’s shop, hung out there till T came. He was late at work, till 7:00. Met me at my dad’s shop, gave me the money back for installment…sucked on a lollipop…chatted about the day, and he left to register in the gym and me and Dan left to met Dan’s friend at his ex-work. Then we met Jimmy on the Marina, chatted with him then left hom. Got home and BOOOOM!!! Bomb explosion down in the city!! Seems we won’t celebrate Carl’s BD this weekend if things are bad. T called me up at 10:00, he was trying to call me since the bombing but the network coverage for hours...so he called my house # and we chatted up a bit about our day, then said our goodnights : ) Sent him a million shower kisses!!!

Tan Man

Woke up early to go get Laylow from her place….went with my bro…picked up knefeh t smsed me: Cc good morning achta cc habibi can u bring me knafe plz kisses billion…so I got knefeh for 5 people since Laylow, George and his wife, dave and T and I were there. Arrived there and found no one in the chalet…t was apparently at the pool and I got pissed how he was down there and I had to help myself to everything…he didn’t even call to tell me he went down, and didn’t meet me at the gate…SO I got angry. Ceasar came with his girl…I opened up for them, we all waited for T to pick up the phone…I ate the knefeh and they left looking for him….until he finally called the chalet to say he was coming up. He calmed me down ate his knefeh and we went down to the pool and I was angry cause he wanted me to sit next ti his friends and I still looked like a lady bug, and things just seemed so fucked up in my head. Eventually I calmed down…started getting a tan and hung out around Laylow and Annette. T busy with his fish net, hanging around Ceasar and George….Jimmy came later …we played a new game of Crazy 8s with strict rules and TT couldn’t win : ( We just hung out all day, fruit to eat, and just tanning…kinda got bored....T got burnt from the sun...looked like a tomatoe Then we went up got our showers had an egg and cheese dinner with tea and waited for Dan to pick us up…t kept saying he missed me cause we spent 3 days of fun together, 24/7 and he wanted more and tomorrow he had work and Adrien was gonna give him trouble. I left there ..both a little sad, and headed hom…don’t know if he’s staying there or leaving tonight. I smsed him later that I forgot my black shoes and phone charger with him if he could get them…Oh and I found out that a Sarah had called him…but he never told me about her…Don’t know who she is…rim never called all day : ) Bitch

Tan Man

Woke up early to go get Laylow from her place….went with my bro…picked up knefeh t smsed me: Cc good morning achta cc habibi can u bring me knafe plz kisses billion…so I got knefeh for 5 people since Laylow, George and his wife, dave and T and I were there. Arrived there and found no one in the chalet…t was apparently at the pool and I got pissed how he was down there and I had to help myself to everything…he didn’t even call to tell me he went down, and didn’t meet me at the gate…SO I got angry. Ceasar came with his girl…I opened up for them, we all waited for T to pick up the phone…I ate the knefeh and they left looking for him….until he finally called the chalet to say he was coming up. He calmed me down ate his knefeh and we went down to the pool and I was angry cause he wanted me to sit next ti his friends and I still looked like a lady bug, and things just seemed so fucked up in my head. Eventually I calmed down…started getting a tan and hung out around Laylow and Annette. T busy with his fish net, hanging around Ceasar and George….Jimmy came later …we played a new game of Crazy 8s with strict rules and TT couldn’t win : ( We just hung out all day, fruit to eat, and just tanning…kinda got bored....T got burnt from the sun...looked like a tomatoe Then we went up got our showers had an egg and cheese dinner with tea and waited for Dan to pick us up…t kept saying he missed me cause we spent 3 days of fun together, 24/7 and he wanted more and tomorrow he had work and Adrien was gonna give him trouble. I left there ..both a little sad, and headed hom…don’t know if he’s staying there or leaving tonight. I smsed him later that I forgot my black shoes and phone charger with him if he could get them…Oh and I found out that a Sarah had called him…but he never told me about her…Don’t know who she is…rim never called all day : ) Bitch

Barbeque and Joke night!!!

Had an early meeting with a client, bought some tanning stuff and headed to T’s. At Tab, T had already gone fishing…met me at the gates, had trouble parking the cars…had our popular breakfast, and T pushed me to go to the pool to get a tan that’ll help take the laser marks away. So we went. I hid far got a small tan cause weather was poor. And we waited for the guys to come to the barbeque…which was supposed to be at 6:00 but they all came by 8:0 and 9:00 they had finished the meat shopping. So the night didn’t start till about 10:30…with cooking and preparing and heading down to the pool….and by 11:30 the jokes started again between the guys….Jimmy, George, Annette, Dan Carl and their girls, Me and T….and we enjoyed they night grilling and laughing…by 1:30 we had to leave back up to the chalet cause we disturbed the neighbors….Oh and rim kept calling all night, till 12:30 – 1:00….George picked up, played a prank on her….and she closed the call in his face!! Damn disrespectable girl....Oh and Mandy kept calling T from the chalet and on the phone, when she found out Jimmy was there…I tried staying calm. …anyway, we made tea till Dan and Carl dropped the girls off then we left back home…scuba diving and tanning tomorrow.

Liar again???!

Woke up missed called T. He called me back when he woke…he hadn’t gone fishing cause weather bad….and he was waiting for me to have breakfast…I had to get suntan lotion and stuff, and Dan dropped me off. Me and T hugged, kissed, and taped to one another…love filling the air. Went for walks on the pool..so many dogs around….Then Jim called us up to go party….we watched a dvd...”Cold Creek Manor….Didn’t finish the movie. T got dressed and we went to my place to get dressed too…mom prepared melon and cheese…we had a quick snack and left. ..On the road no one barely around, we found lots of parking and only 10-15 people in the club….damn country is killing everything. But we found George there and we huddled George Jimmy Me T and the rest of their friends and they all started telling off their most hilarious jokes. Spent the night like that. Barely drinking one drink….no dance….but it was fun….invited the guys to a barbeque tomorrow..T got a call from 770451…some girl telling him he’s a liar. He claims not to know who and doesn’t know the #....he got pissed when I asked…my right though. I got angry cause he keeps telling me, I don’t know about everything.
We had an argument in the car when we left the club….came to an agreement, and T dropped me off home.God knows if he's lying to me, but I feel he does and Idon't know why....I am good to him, and he tells me he's happy with me.