Party#2

Home all day working. Lea, Nancy and Nelly were at T’s. He was with Ceasar and Dany. RUba passed by him to be all sarcastic why he never says hi tio her in front of her mom. My mattress arrived. Finished my freelance work and slept like a log for 3 hours. Then got up to eat and get dressed. D and Nino had gotten Pizza Hut’s pizza. T came early to surprise me and hung around my home till I finished dressing. I had sent Dan to get Jim a gift. We bought him Zegna perfume. Headed to the party and had a great time, but I was physically exhausted. I couldn’t dance much but it was better than yesterday.

Home vs Tab

SMSs:
Suga suga how u get so fly...I miss my sweety. He's in the sea without his CC. love ya
el habibi mlazak bil cellular mitl ma ana blazik fee..shou mahdoum...mwahhhh
T in Tab all day. Lea there. But he spent the day with his friend Tony Matta and had barbequed chicken. We called each other all day. I finished work and headed home to nap, then dressed to head to Jimmy’s party. We had 2 fights. One over spitting water on my face and the other over the girls dancing on the bar. Wasn’t a great night. I was depressed and ran out to leave. T followed me to find me crying with George trying to ease me. Then we left and had a talk on the way back. He hates his friends seeing me like that, and knowing anything about us.

Off ouff ouufff

Ya ajmal bonjour ya masssmousss il hayyouuuuj.
AAD!!! I 'm online 7abibi...crying...booohooohooobooo hoooo
If u be a good boy &learn well, maybe we can Max it out in 3D style at the piscine this weekend...hehehe
Chatted with T online…not much going on today. Jim invited us Saturday and Sunday to the club, and I had a meeting after work.
The Chat: T: ccccc ur always on line / T: why / T: why / T: :@ cccccc / T:c c c c c c c c c c c c c c c c c c ccc ccc cc c c c c c / T: hello / T: helloooo / T: ccc / T: cccc / C: ( !! / C: TT / C: BAbe I'm always online so I can chat with ur ass nigger!!! / C: 7ayeto / C: forhgive me / C: I was talking to the boss / C: trying to get a computer / C: Ya albi / C: TT!!! / C: I said sorry / C: TT / C: 7ayeti / C: TT ya albi / T: cccc / C: albi / C: booohooohooooo / T: 3omre / C: fakartak taraktini / T: seems bokra ana off / C:? / C: why? / C: who died? / T: ente bteterkine bass ana no / T: haha nobody / T: bass bi tou7ou 3laye eza ma akhadton / C:ma bitirkak albi ma inta rouhi...bmout balik / T: wgaro bado ybalesh jem3a in monday / T: maybe i cant anymore off / C: shou birouh 3alayiki? / C: why? / T: ente rou7e w7ayete / C: heheheh / T: walbe / T: w3omre / T: wtize / C: wa massmoussti / C: ouuuu ouu ouu ahhh ahhh ahh / T: masmussete kamen / C: say3dani / T: wghanougete / C: hehe / C: sorry albi bas anjad ma kint 3am bihki ma hadan / T: 7ayeto cccc / C: I'm always online to see you / T: ya 3omre ya 3youne ya mahdoume / T: yalla lyom tabarja / C:? / C: why? / C: I didn't understand / T: yiiii ma friday off / C: lei? / T:it might im not sure / C: when will u be sure / C: I dunno if I'm off / C: I have to ask boss / C: He gives us every end of month off / T: yii mazbout / C: I'll ask him / T: yallla ask him / C: later he's in meeting / C: SO sugar...candles this weekend? / C:nar nar / T: akid akid / T: bel piscine al zghire / T: nar wel3ane / C: tafeeni!! / C: ana wil3anni / T: hahaha / T: dakhilo ma atyabo / C: Leiki T / C: Future ma dakalii / C: za3lani / C: maakoul nisyouni / T: yiiii hala2 be7ki kelemtein asyin / T: no 7ayete barke badon wa2et / C: that's what dany said / C: I'm going to the Iraq meeting this afternoon / T: akid 7ayeto / T: bass ente bi dalek mesta3ejle / C: but I 'm going to tell the guy I'm not interested in Iraq / T: yes 7ayeto u told me that / C:BA3rif 7ayeti / T:u have a exam / T: hahhaah /C: always in a hurry / C: yes exam / C: maakoul / T: 7ayeto ente / C: akhhh 3al 3alam / T: w2ana 7ayeto raye7 3a tabarja / T: eza ken 3ende offf ma ba3ref / C: T / T: c / C:I hate Tabarja / T: misss c / C: sorry albi / T: me too ccc /C: it drives me mad / T: w2ana kamen / C::@ ma fee illla il piscine lizgheer bi tafeeni / T: bass kermel bathtop / C: ehhhhh / C: mahdoum / Tyiiiii ccc saba2tine / C: bathtop / C: it's bathtub / C: hehehe / T: ehhhhhhhh / C: 1=0 / T: bele / T: yalla ccc garo teah me the 3d / T: yalla go to your work / C: I am working / T: my time in gold / C: I need to learn 3D max / T: bye / C: my time is gold / C: heheheh / T:akid 7abibe / C: ok goodluck sugar / T: khaline ana khaless / T: love ya / C: ok bye luv / T: Bye albi …finished chatting with T.
Ran to my 5:00 meeting...which was….how should I put it….devastating…I nearly died form the lack of professionalism and excused myself out of the meeting out of lack of interest from the whole issue….ughhhh!! some agencies just kill me. I left home. T was still at work finishing off things. My boss wasn’t giving us off…T got a day off : )
He left home, then to the gym , and I finished my work. 1 of T’s friends had passed away..he found out later, and his good friend was badly hurt…sad news at night….tried to cheer T up…he was heading to Tab but Lea was sleeping over there. Dany was taking his Dingy to Tab, cause T had no place in his car.

FAP

Went to work chatted with T. Had a fantastic piece of cake my boss bought for celebration. Then left to pick p T whose leg was hurting him, didn’t feel like driving…so I drove us down to Fap, to pick up a mattress….got one for 152$....Softly, which wasn’t so soft, but the one I really wanted was 280$ and I din’t have the cash for it : ( Dropped T back off to his car, we didn’t have ice cream today, and he was being sarcastic about it as if I was supposed to buy it…anyways…I left home, and he went home….called me up when he got there, and MC me when he left to the gym.
TT be careful in the gym on your knee bebe...unless you want me to play nurse this weekend ; )…he had George read it at the gym….came about 10:00 and called me up home…slept at 10:39, then miscalled me about 1:30 I was still awake…he got hungry and was munching on something…bon nuit TT

Boiler boiling

Work Day 2…seems cool. Finished work went home. T was late to leave. He called me from the office and I told him I was to sleep. I woke up and didn’t see a miscall. SO I called him and his phone was busy. He called me back….I asked him who he was talking to in a scolding tone like he does to me, and he took it seriously and started yelling at me…told him to stop shouting cause I was joking. Roland was calling him cause Caesar left the boiler on in Tabarja, and T sent Roland to turn it off. Small fight on the phone. I smsed to when he left to the gym: mamnou3 it3ait bas bil farshi. Ok!!.....While working o my freelance project I saved over the file I did yesterday and I went mad!!! Had to redraw it…made me cry. T called me at 10:00 his leg was hurting him, he had played one game of ping pong, did some chest exercises and left in pain. I dunno why it seems to hurt him. We talked over the ‘yelling’ issue and settled the matter and said our goodnights.

Flourecent

Woke up 7:30…worked out., opened the phone at 8:30….T calls telling me to come and to recharge my phone battery (sarcastic)…Joe wanted him to fish with him…told him I was coming about 12:00…Got myself ready finished some emails and got dressed to take my mom to the market and drove to T’s. Lea and her male friends were at the pool already.…T helped me park, carry my stuff up, and started to calm things down between us… Owww oww meeow meow….had halloum and tomato for breakfast…with Pepsi, and then T left to fish and I stayed to finish work. He missed called me to get ready, and I got dressed in my flourecent swimsuit and dress, with high heels, looking all hot. T came to pick me up and we headed to the pool at 3. Just sat and played cards, walked and talked…I was still feeling down from yesterday…me and T talked over and they day went great. Apparently T’s ex Ruba was sitting next to us watching us all the time, and trying to behave like us towards her BF….I didn’t even notice…t told me later on….We went up to the chalet, dropped the fish at Joe’s and prepared 2 salads, artichokes, sandwiches, coke and fries….Hot tub and food is such a blessing..ahhhhhhhhhhhhhh. Massoud and Joe were waiting for us to play cards….we sat watched half a movie and went up, then it got too crowded and I had to leave….we went down to the chalet to discover that we forgot the chalet key in the chalet…called maintenance and they jammed open the door, until we discovered that the key was actually…at Joe’s chalet!!! Oh man… T told me later that he bumped into my ex and his GF in the elevator…ugh!!! Thank God I didn’t go with him to get help…I hate my ex. Anyway, I got my stuff and headed home, T had a game to watch at 10:00 and He was sleeping there tonight….I bumped into my bro on the road, picked him p and went home. Taalked to Wissam (bro) and finished some work….smsed T that I still had his playing cards and that I forgot my USB and heart with him…T called and wished me goodnight…lots of love : )

football or me?

First day at work. I MC T when I wake at . Get dressed in white and ready to go. T reached his office at , called me at to say our bonjours. Normal day at work. Getting tings adjusted. Chit Chatted withT: He asks me to marry him onlne…heheh or a joke I dunno. He wanted to go watch the game at 10:00 in tabrja……..
T: cccc habibe /T:ccc al ghanouge /T: cccc al mahdoume /T: ccc al akroute /T: cccccc marte /T: tayibbb ccccc marte/T: kamen mana zabta ccccc ayete/T: cccccccc obe /T: cccccccc al mahdoume /T: cccccccccc /T: cc /T: C /T: IM DIED /T: EKHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH /C: NOOOO /C: TT habibi /C: I'm in a meeting albi /C: can we chat later omre /C: plz /C: ana b abik /T: OK OK OMRE WE TALK LATER LOVE Y A /C: don't die on me /C: love ya!!! /T: HAHHA OK LOVE YA OMRE /C: mwahhhhh….conv ends…..then T pops back in
/C : sheikh il chabeb /C: antoun!!! /T: cccc benet al benet /T: cccc ayete /C: lady il ladit /T: omre /T: albe /C: yah bebe /C: albi wa rouh /T: laydit al laydit /C: Ktir mbasiti mbarih /T: atouch al atouchit /C: anjad /C: next week candles and roses /T: farouj al faroujet /C: and sala /T: tiz al taztouet /C: hehehe deek il deouk /T: taztouzet /C: mahdoumi /T: ente mahdoumi ya youne/C: keef il chghal? /C: ca va /T: ade ayeto /T: ktir na san /C: ana mnih ktir /T: great /T: akid a ykoun mni /C: yiiii ba do darbak il na as min mbarih?! /C: No computer yet till next week /T: kel al nhar al chat /C: lah albi /T: yalla mni /C: I don't chat with anyone but u and wissam /T: kifo lyom /T: ok ok ok /T: great /C: iloum am youjaynii.laino ken ktir KBEER Mbarih /T: mni mbere li nsite al mefe /C: leh? /T: akid bado youja ek /T: walaw ma na tttt /C: heheh...Ya KBEER /C: Leiki t /T: kena tlo na kelna bel lift /C: Didi u remove my maillot /C: Yiiii ma tzakirni/T: akid ayete dont worry /T: hahahha chou kenet mahdoume ya cccc /C: Bas baddo yiji nhar farji iddi ana bhibak, wa iddi ana mabsouta ma ak /T: w yet alla kenet ktir helwe /C: Iza bchouf Mirna byouafou cha ratii /T: ma tchoufe chaklo ccc like masaaoud /C: I can't believe he wanted her over me...still /C: Even if Iwasn't marriage material /T: hahhahaa /C: Ba rouf chaklo / C: Kint iiraf ktir /T: ccccc /C: bas ilt kirmil il wlid /T: ma te ke ano /T: hayda sa be
/C: Mnih allah ba alti yeek/C: Bhibak /C: chou?!!!
/C: Sahbak!! /C: Bek CHi?!! /T: hahhaa /T: yes and he told me to care of u /C: ehhh ktir helou!! /C: Lah itjanini TT /T: montana/C: Bokra bodroub sahbit Ruba wa Layal , mich ahla/T: yiii elo ktir
/C: chou badna bi hal haki ya albi /C: change gear yalla /T: hayk bi siro yejo beghtyabek and asked about u /T: hahaha ok /C: keef? /C: Yeejo la andak ya nni? /T: premiere deuzieme troizieme qutrieme cinquieme /C: hehehe /T: r /T: cccc b ebik ktir /C: R hala
/T: aktar min krcho la bobie /C: AHHH!!!!!
/C: LAH MOUT!! /T: wtiza la mimi/T: aw aw aw aw meaw meaw /T: meaw /T: meaw /C: Tsawar kilo ala kilo /T: lick lick lick /T: hahahhaha/T: tsaware ambourte 100000000000000000 milion killlo dolar 3 a attouch 45g /C: min attouchou g wlah!!!??? /T: yallla lyom lick u /C: min? /T: ente /C: lah habibi /T: attouchik g /C: ana akbar min hek ya albi /C: shou zgheer /T: sorry g /C: shou attouch scorpion?!! /C: Tc akbar mini /T: nooo 1g /T: nnnnoooo sefer/C: Bas /T: ok/C: habayit attouch TC awCC /T: hahhahaha akid ccccc /T: attoucha bel kon /T: lick dick sick fik /C: akalti /T: eh fik an /C: hehehe /T: yes ayeto salad marte /C: bas TT /C: chou hal haki /T: love ya /C: hehehe...ana mannni jou anni /T: ccccc yimkin rou tabarja today /C: bas ma i kafta ilioum,/T: watch football /C: No
/C: ma feek / T: sa tein albe /T: why /C: Because bas ilak trouh la andi, mabtiji/T: walaw /C: like ur so cheap /T: yiiiiii /T: cccc sayra majnoune /C: u don't see ur wife but u go for football /C: ehhh /C: sirt crazy /C: I hate u /C: antoun /C: Why /T: ccc abibe /T: cccc waynek /C: ehhh albi /T: attouch /T: yalla omre back to work /C: No
/C: No/C: No /C: If u go to watch football/T: tok obe talk later /C: I'm leaving ur ass /T: ok whay u want /C: fuck /C: I hate u /T: what cc /C: really /C: u always cheap on me /C: Bye /T: who u fucking bitch /T: cccc /T: tt /C: ehhhh TT /T: tc /T: tipsy /T: chou bekkkkkeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee
/C: ehhh albi /C: Hek /T: sayra majnounnnnnnnnnnnnnnneeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee /C: lah TT /T: aaaaaaaaaaakkkkkkkktttttarrrrrrrrrrrrrrr mmmeeeeeennnnnnnnnnneeeeeeee /C: sirt ifhamak /C: bas badak chi FOR U , U DO IT /C: FOR ME NO /C: Go to ur football /C: ahsanlak /T: ccccc charmouta /C: ehhh Bitch T /T: tayib mane raye /T: ok /C: ehhh bta rif chou /C: rouh /T: chou /T: no m BADE /C: rouhi /T: BADE ROU JIB FARCHE /C: ehhh shifit /T: OK /C: hala sirt tifhamni /T: I TOLD U BJIB FARCHE LA MARTE BERJA RIU /C: bas mich lah rouh iliom
/T: YIIIIIIII /T: WHY /T: WHY AYETO /C: what time do u finish? /T: MAYBE OCLOCK /C: Ok...fine...maybe I will go /T: OK OK /C: BAck to work TT /T: WE TALK OK OMRE /C: It sucks fighting with u /T: OK ABIBE /C: bye albi /T: montana /C: mwahhhh /T: montana /C: Montana /T: A BI AWSE BI AMBOURTE /C: hehehe mitlak /T: K LOVE YA /C: Love ya /C: bye bye /T: bye /C: bye TT /T: byeBYE C…time passes by, then T pops up again /T: cccc abibe /C: yah albi /C: chou bebe /T: yaaaaa cccc ta e nedjawaz wnjib wled wma tkoune ananiye wbet ebe al masare/T chou r yek /C: I do /C: bed /T: really /C: yes /T: ccccc /C: I want u /T: really /C: yes /C: Money comes and goes bebe /C: u don't /T: yiiiiii ale sawtek mane sema /T: ale /T: sawtek /C: I DO U BITCH I DO DO DO DO /T: ale ba ed /T: love uuuuuuuuuuu ya akbar bitccccchhhhhhhhhhhhh bel kon /C: HEHEHEH I will marry u /C: if /T: if what /C: u accept the B I T C H in C /C: or the C in B I T C H /T: hahahh ok the c in bitch /T: a la al sama /C: EHHH SHIFIT /C: Brains I have /C: so smart /T: akid so smart /C: Leiki t /C: more thing /T: attouch eza ana ma khalasit bakir chou badik ta emle bitch /T: chou ayeto /T: oulile chou beke /T: youne ccc /T: oule /T: chou badik ayeto /T: abibe /T: ewwww /C: Inno I will marry u if u actually put an effort to make money...mich bas stay in Tabaraja all ur life waiting for money to float in a box /T: cccc i dont have time to find another job actually C: Freelance or find a better job / C: I always have time, why not u / T: im trying my best / C: U see I always work / C: Ok / C: I don't see that / C: B u told me u sold phone accessorize / T: tayib setna tawle belek nouse / C: and carsC: edde? / C: nousse / C: sarli year / T: cccc nousse ya ne noussseeee / T: cccccccccccccccccccccc / C: ehhh another year? / C: heheheh / C: nousse nousse / T: chou sarlek sene bet hare fiye wbadik yshare wbetne e al masare / T: hayde hiye al sene / T: basssssssssssss b ebikkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkk / C: fa himit / C: in english? / T: hahahaha / C: anjad albi / T: bel french can i / C: I didn't understand / C: no / T: cccc love y a / T: cc yes / T: cc no / C: What did u say sugar? / T: cc yes / C: YES!!! / T: ur my suggar my life / C: Oui Oui Oui / C: Maman / T: hahaha / T: love ya ya amboura / T: chou abibe / C: me / T: chou omre chou habibe / C: / T: hahha / C: I'm hungry / C: Thinking of going to eat / T: sttouch kbir ama zghit ente ya youne / T: yall a ayete sa tein / C: Merci T / Tsa tein / T: sa tein / C: If u finish late / T: sa tein / C: Go to ur game / T: sa tein / C: what time? / C: is the game / T: hahha ok / T: Montana / C: what time is it? / T: bb / T: yalla ayeto go eat ya albe / T: sa tein / T: omre / C: T what time is ur game/ T: at oclock /C: ahhhh oufff / C: u really wanna go / T: i dont know / C: ok / C: Do as u wish / C: Just keep me happy / T: hahhaha / T: ok ok / C: ok deal / T: ok ya asfoura / C: We go get my farshi this week / T: ente ameme wala asfoura / T: akid ccc / C: ok fine sweety / C: No gym today? /T: ma ba ref ayet e i feel tired / C: from what / C: we were relaxing all weekend / C: rabbits / T: i dont know / T: yimkin / C: dogs / C: ur old / C: keef bokra al / C: ya allah / T: akid no coz bkoun ktir mabsout / C: hehehhehe / C: Tayib / T: { love ya bye for now / C: ok / C: I'm going to BH after work / C: to get my stuff / C: ok bebe / C: going to eat now / C: bye albi / C: okk / T: C: bye bye albi / T: byeT
T: pussy 3youno / T: yalla ayeto sa tein / C: ok merci / T: ken am ya kine cesar / C: ehh chou alak / T: : bi salem layke / C: ohhh shou mnih /C: hi Ceasar /T: hi c / T: ana cesar sahbo lal kbir /C: Keefa Carla? C: Ohh iddi Kbeer? /T:mnia / T: bad ekhale lkbir yalema kam position / T: hahhahaa /T: love y ayalla go eat / C: hehhehhe C: Ok albi / C: I am going / C: mwwwwwwaHHHHHHHH
T: cccc / C: chou hal zalam / iC: shou shatour / T: habibe/ T: youne C: ya ammi / C: anna shou ba moul / C: Ma hek rijeil / T: cccc an jad ma badik tkhaline rou a tabarja / T:C: T Do what u like / T: its ok / C: but if I feel like ur not paying any attention to my needs..I'm gonna be bad / T: tekrame ya marra / T: yaaaa ccc ente el dene kella/ C: do u understand / T: ente rou e w youne w albe / T: wghanougte / C: Merci albi / T: ccc / C: eh TT / T: love ya / C: hehe / T: ayeto shou badik ta emle bass tkhalse / C: rouh a BH / C: Bourj Hammoud / C: jeeb my shoes and pants/ C: I'm fixing / C: cause my man didn't do it for me / T: aha ccc ask there if u find farshi ya marte / C: No in BH/ C: Ma fe / T: u told me about ur shoes enno ba den btekhedon / T: bass ente tere najaste /C: ehhh cause Ilike things done instantly / C: not month later / C: u always put things off / C: another day / C: bokra bokra bokra/ T: ccc im asking carole about farshe / T: wait / C: ok / T: fi ktir ma alet / C: mitl wayne?/ T: khaline obromlik ana ata chouf kif bada tnem marte/ C: btA rif chou / T: bade chouf end gallerie matta / T: aw fap al dawra / C: khalina nchouf il mijwiz / T: chou abibe / T: hahahhaha fared marra / C: we see a big bed instead / C: hehehe / C: eh fard mara / C: I plan on leaving home soon / T: hahahha love ya ya akroute / C: hehehe / T: ccccc yalla C: chou albi / T: yalla nedjawaz / C: izza lah titloub iddi hek al internet...eh la!! / T: yiiiii ya cccc ma ahlek manon fadyin / T: be dallo bel cheghel / C: min bad il ya akrout!!! / C: hehehe mahdoum / C: ktir tayib / T: hahaa ok / T: ya cccc wbarke ma ebel al bobi / T: ahahhhaa / C: ya T fee ktir kleb,....lizim nisaloun kiloun?! / C: Mam nickhlas / T: yiiiii afeke bass ana ba ref wa ad / C: wahad kirsgou kbeer? / C: kirshou /C: heheheh / C: akrout!!! / T: hahahhaa yimin / T: ente abibe / C: mich makoul / C: hadami Kaman / T: ayeto ana bade khaless cheghel / C: ok albi / T: choufe my plan / C: yalla /T: bade khaliss cheghel then go home to kiss my mon and my dad , then eat , and think if i can go to the gym , and see ur farshtik w eza fi wa et a rou ohdar foot bi tabarja wnem honik / C: ahhh ok...khod tabekh maa ak / T: wattouchik ktir kbir / C: hata take to work tomorrow / T: akid ya 3omre / C: ok bebe / T: ccccc mla za cheghle / C: chou albi/ T: fi ktir hobw ente bet oule ma fi /T: fi beaucoup / T: amour wnamour wzabour / C: TT laino mna rif nit imal ma ba ad / C: HEHEH AMOUR AMOUR BEAUCOUP / T: wkarkour / C: WA HASHOUSH / T: love ya ya lwet el helwin / C: merci albi / T: ambourik bel kon / C: T I get my stuff then going home / T: cccc / C: na am albi / T: ok ok 3omre / T: missed call me ok / C: OF COURSe / C: I never forget only when my phone need recharge / C: I'm packing to leave now / C: ok / C: I misscall u when I leave / T: ok ok be care omre / C: U too bebe / T: K / C: Love YA / T: bye / C: bye bye / C: k
My ping pong superman.U can only shout in the farshi.OK?!!Awww awww : )

SOOOO ANGRY - Battery out

Called T up, he was already at the pool. Hmmm…ok, asked him why he hadn’t called me before he left down. He said he thought I was still sleeping, but there was no connection for me to miscall him. C smss T : Sweety sorry 4 not being there 2day....if u miss me go to the baby pool or pass by our first kiss.mwahhhhh
SO he was by the pool, I tried calling him 3 times, no answer….hecalled me later when he was next to Caline, Masoud’s girl and Carlaa/Ceasar…all say hi to me…he was at the pool. Didn’t hear the phone ring. But I harassed him a bit.
At 12:32 T smss: Cc habibe albe 3youne tabarja fadue they asked me wayn al saroukh lyom
C smss back: Ya albi ya habibi ana chtatlik ktir,bas lizim khalis cheghli.Iloun lah yiji il saroukh bokra yefa2ik 3alam!
Babe sorry I keep asking u things and pressuring u but I just feel so alone at home.And have to work: ) Bisou
My ex calls…had my bro answer the private # cause I thought it was either him or the Virginia interview….which went well : ) They loved my Cv and work
T smss C (2:49): cc habibe ana 3am ekol lahem bi 3ajin. Love you 3omre
C smss back: TT I had same breakfast as yesterday...but not as salty..and I put it all in my mouth.Yummmy.guess what it is
Well at 5 T miscalls me….I tried calling T once twice three times, directly after that and no answer….I got mad….why the fuck wasn’t he answering, and he said he would call me once he got him…7:00 he tried calling me, I never picked up….5 miscalls, then I picked up on the 6th to find out he had gone home to shower and was at the court watching his friends play….ugh!!!!! Felt like Why the fuck am I going thru this idiocracy!!!! Is he an idiot. Couldn’t he call my home!! Whatever…I just got evil thoughts, and closed my phone. Fuck T!! And I’m kinda sorry for myself for saying that…it’s too bad.
I had my phone all night…and I couldn’t sleep till 4:00. Dolly came over crying cause her kids were late…calmed her down, called the girls and settled the matter, then fell asleep.

My day or whose?

I thought today we’d be my day with T….my special time with him, since we never get a chance to be together…but that was not the case. I t was enough that I got to Tabarja, T had already ate with Naji, foul for breakfast…I had gotten him knefeh. This is the last time I get anyone breakfast. I didn’t even have breakfast….just drank banana and strawberry juice.
Oh and I went early to get the swimsuit I was dying for and guess what….they only had size 40 left….fantastic. so I got mad, beside the fact that my bro wanted to take the car…and bla bla bla, little things building up…I just felt that it wasn’t my day. And that’s the way it went. Got to T’s had a fight then made out, then to discover that Ceasar and Carla got there….SURPRISE!!!! Oh and Mandy knocking at the door, and her stupid remarks….then we headed to the pool….and sat…HOORAY!!!! More normal behavior…nothing special…although T mentioned something about wanting to get me cake and candles and having some sweet time…but at the end of it all…it’s just talk…I need action. Naji met Rania, she was his card game mate for this day, chalet # 139....nice girl but Naji felt no attraction after an hour.....Oh andT Promised me octopus, and we couldn’t find any…and he took me to my 4:00 meeting. Went great…got paid. But getting to Dunkin Donuts, just got T mad and angry cause we lost the way….so I tried to calm him but I saw a bad side to him….and I saw another side to him when we fought earlier whne he said that it would have been better if we had broken up : ( Maybe he’s right…we are so different….I dunno why I try to make things normal. I’m comfortable with him, and not. Happy and not. Stuck between equal values I guess. Anyways, I learnt how to swim today…better than last time….Oh and T caught a load of fish….the first time I see so many….and we headed to the chalet for hot tub, artichokes, nuts, and beer….total relaxation…Dude came to pick me up….little boys around the night club waiting for thr Russians to arrive to the club. I went home to get work done. T went with Joe to watch a match then called me home when I arrived to tell me he’s going to sleep. He'd stay up till I slept. Sweet heart