Alone

At home alone waiting to fly, no internet.
Waited for Lulu to come…she arrived talking about cutting a ticket on my flight…They gave her 15 day sick leave at work!!! But wiss couldn’t manage it cause we had 4 hours left and all registration is cancelled. Wisso came early too to wish me goodbye…checked my emails…T sent:
i will make u a big surprise 7ayeto dont worry ill be ur man , and ill
be your hereo baybe.ur my queen ........................... kissseessss have a great travel we waiting u . love yaaaa kissseesss.
I left at 4:15 got at the airport 4:30 and had horrible flight back. 2 planes to catch: Kuwait sharjah, sharjah Kuwait, and Indians and pakis,Kuwaitis and every asian arab culture you can think of but Lebanese….I felt ill. Didn’t eat anything. Sat by myself all the time. Didn’t pay attention to anything or anyone, but my watch and the ticks of my heart. Can’t wait to get home. Long nasty ride. And when we landed my luggage was last out.
Checked out and walked the passage way….didn’t see anyone, but then noticed Dan and Zeez, felt down TT wasn’t there, but when I finished my hugs, T jumped from behind me and I screamed….heheheh I hadn’t seen him when I first walked in….he was disappointed, but I missed him and hugged him and kissed him as much as possible cause I was feeling dirty from the flight.
We put the luggage in the celica…Dany hadn’t pimped up….and I left with T…he had gotten Tipsy as a surprise too!!! We went to have shawarma..I was starving…Tipsy joined us and we chit chatted till he drove back home….I had gotten T a big heart with arms to wrap around him on the bad….when I’m not around…heheh…Got Tipsy a big Rat, and t some playing cards. T dropped me off, goodbye kisses, see you tomorrow!!!

Where’s Tony?!!!

Where’s Tony?!!!
It’s 3:00 and T hasn’t smsed yet : ( I went to an interview in the morning at a mobile company…they got the note that I’m leaving Thursday so we had a quick interview to present my work, then left back home. Wondering where T is….where are u TT?!!!
SO I sms hiim at about 3:56: Babe u got me worried y u hadn’t smsed me today.is adrien giving u trouble? Imiss u.can’t wait to see you sweety.will I see you Thursday night?kisses
..worried about T…I just slept a bit…then got an sms from T at 5:38: 7ayeto 7ayeto missed u ktir it’s a hard day I sent u a email im ok love u ktir kaskous
Laylow and I waited for Wisso to come back from work. He rested a while and then we headed to Jeita to have our last dinner together then left to Salmiya souk to my rings, microphone and some stuff for Laylow’s family…back home, shower and finished some stuff on the laptop before flying tomorrow.T had emailed me:
7ayeto misss u toooo so much .im waitng u in thursday hope to evryhting
worked out wnchalla teje bel salemeya ghanougte . ill be happy when i
read ur message . cccc 7abibi tipsy shes good shes eat very well and tc shes
fine and they asked about you (my tape ) im always talk with ur familly dont
worry ur celica is good and tabarja waiting u and the clamp also , i
want to be a great summer together 7ayeto and spend a lovely time .
cccccccc love u ktir i took pictures in my office garo took it to me i
will
sent to u done worry with my long hair hahahhah.
yallllaaa ya 3omre have a great day and god bless u ya 3omre love u ,
kissssseeeeeesssss i billionnnn x i billionnnnnn kisssss to my love .
I emailed him back:
Hey Baby!!!! Well this is my last email I send you from the land of Kuwait....tomorrow Iwill not have any internet access in the morning and I have to be at the airport at 4:30, so any sms after that time I will not be able to read....I miss u so much!!!! I want us to spend a wonderful summer too. Can we have a barbeque again this weekend and get Tipsy!!!?? Pretty Please.....I love ur ass sweety.I'm going to tape u so hard this summer, hata il 3alam yseero samouni Tony ana kamin....hehehe
Who's asking about me?
I miss everyone...I felt lonely these 2-3 days. I keep telling everyone how big u are and they don't believe me....so I told them I will bring you with me next time and show them that I am not lying...heheheh
I'll be in beirut at 1:30 max....I think Dany is coming to pick me up....I wanted to see you, but I know youhave work the next day...
SO I'm waiting for your phone call Friday morning...to wake me up and give me my kisses, wa rid 3alak wa ouuuul, meen habibi ana?....hehehe : )

Love you
Amboura

Tv or not Tv

Woke up late ….so exhausted I don’t know why….just couldn’t get up me neither Laylow…but had to, to call up the guy from a TV station concerning a job interview. We got one instantly, so we had to hurry up in less than an hour. T had smsed me:Cc hbibi good morning ghanouge….
I couldn’t reply back …I was in hurry to leave nd make it on time. We got to the station 20 min late, I was pissed and my bro was getting on my nerves with his advice and talk, I just felt like running away from all of it…but then we got in, after they took our passports for identification, and we met with the supposed hot shot there…definetly a womanizer from his talk and looks, but I kept my distance…he loved my work…told him I had applied earlier, and no one had called back…then this guy comes knocking on his door to tell him some girl called Sirine had emailed her cv and she seems interesting …and we all just laughed cause I was already there…the hot shot asked us a few questions, then gave us the grand tour….seemed very interesting, and all new and fancy looking…we finished that all, said our goodbyes,, I’ll call u and left…now to Laylow’s agency to the HR’s complaint’s office….finished from there and had a light lunch at Colombus café - Presto chicken, with juice and cake. Left back home cause we were both exhausted, and fell asleep like hard rocks,till Wisso finished work. He came to pick us up to head to the bank for a visa card to cut my ticket online….
T smsed me Cc im coming home I cutted my har and I finish my physio love u kisses kaskous
C smsed T:Hi hayeto.Today I had interview with tv station.they liked me.i miss u sweety.r u being god?i just had lunch and came home.How’s tipsy?Kisses amboura…
We shopped lightly and waited for our neighbor back home to meet with us…he’s been in Kuwait for 10 days and is so lonely and depressed, we thought we’d ease it up on him for a while…We had dinner at Johnny Rockets…expensive burgers for nothing we all left unsatisfied…we said our goodbyes and walked off to Souk Il Salmiya and back home. Watched “Fast Food Nation”, checked our emails, sent T smss and fell asleep.

Monday work

8:08: Bonjour ghanouge hope ur fine 7ayeto kisses ktir
Got up early for my second test day at the agency…went well I guess but still no reply on weither I get the job or not
Contacted T thru emails and sms all day
T emails me: cccccccc i missed u much 3omre love u kitr ktir ktir aktar men samket tabarja wakter men al kon . love u love i love missed u ktir ktir , hope to have a good day and god help u.lea came in sunday to tabarja and spent a littl etime there the weather is good im coming black hahahahahahaha yalla ccccccccc come back to lebanon we
miss u much me and tc and tipsy.kisssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssss
uuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuu.
I email him back: TTTTT!!! Damn u!!! I went crazy yesterday when u
didn't pick up the phone....and your parnets didn't
hear me when I called your house....it costs a lot of
money to call, that's why I don't call much....where
were u sleeping?!! Tabarja?
How was the weekend....I wasn't able to go to the
beach here, Istill look like a coocinelle!!! I don't
know if I'll ever tan this year.....so ur turning
black eh?!!! BE careful sugar...always use
protection...I don't want u to catch skin cancer....
luv u too
I miss everyone....I cancelled my flight last minute
cause they love me here...I'm at the agency today
finishing work...nchalleah all goes well...i miss u
much....hopefully next weekend we'll be together for
some romance
How's LEa? Didn't Ceasar come this weekend? How's the
coach and his romantic escapades? Where's my celica?
Trying calling my family....
Kisses again
BTW Laylow told me this morning that u smsed me last
night....I couldn't sleep all through the night
because of you....don't do that again please

sms u later...kisses 7ayeto

HE mails back
ccc ahyeto i slept in tabarja and i trying to call u but layal closed
the phone the coz is u r slleping and she wont to behave u , missed u ktir
3omre i sms layal yes coz i miss u much and i told her how much i need u
beside me . i called ur familly cc dont wory ur celica is good and everything is
good , all freind asked about u where r ur love or ur tape hahahhahahahah coz we
are always like a tape me and u , i saw layal in tabarja and like always how r u ru fine how is ur girlfreind bla bla bla ... rim trying to calling me but never answering she sms me by talking to never called me again , who cares .btway hope to be fine there cccc donr worry about me im thinking of you and i pray for u to god help you . i took from lea money to paid for chalet
, cezar is good asking also about u , ccccc my heart i missed u much and i cant eat without you tipsy hes fine right now today i want to buy a new food and new sand . my mom asked about you where is ccc i told her shes outside and she be back soon.

hayeto hayeto be care billion kisssseeesssssssssss.

I email him back:
TTT!!!!
I'm going crazy bebe.
First I am happy cause at the agency I am trying out
for right now...they think I am very talented and have
excellent work...and they gave me the title of Senior
Art Director....FANTASTIC BEBE!!!!
I am still talking about salary and everything...but I
am worried caus eI don't want to be here if you are
not with me....I want to be ur tape always!!!hehehe
And I want to spend the summer in Beirut and Tabarja,
but this job is very good money for the future, Iam so
confused, I will tell you all about it when Isee you.
I tried calling your house 4 times yesterday, Iput a
lot of money and ur mom...I hear her but she didn't
hear me : (
Tell her hi. Keefo Boudi? nchallah mnih

Elma, Rim, Daisy and Sandra are all bitches....God
help her if she crosses my way....as long as ur not
miscalling her or answering her, I'm fine with that.
And Layal asked about me?!!! Ohhhhh so she knows u
have a girlfriend...good...but no touching her red
skin....hehehe
And good Lea paid you....I can't believe she has 2
jobs and can't afford anything.....Tell her to get a
new boyfriend!!!What are men for!??!!
Say hi to Ceasar and his girl (I forgot her name)
Oh and TT, I eat so much here!!!!It's
disgusting....Don't forgete May 31!!!Every end of
month we eat chicken in the CAR!!!! This time in
celica....next month maybe in my hummer!!!!hehehe
joking
I miss Tipsy, and TC...I wish I took TC with me...I
love her very much like u
Anyone calling on my phone? Cause clients are sending
me emails...I got work when I get back, thank god!!

Don't forget to take care of Tipsy, she is your second
woman....TC was the first, but we didn't know how to
take care of her....haram TC...shou bhiba.
Albi, ana Jayii areeban..hadir halak ya
ambourti!!!
And one last thing bebe....ur english is getting
soooooo bad .....Layal is always laughing at ur
mistakes....but I love them...you should see my
french....very bad....
Luv u and a million kisses and 1000 hugs and I hope ur
good when I am away

xoxoxoxoxox

T smss me:Cc im lust coming home after I bought food for the cat lovd u kisses

Bad Weather

Woke up late…T had smsed me: Good morning amboura I wish u a lovely day like u kisses. Billion time…..dressed up quickly before heading to the Free Zone to do my half day test at the agency. From 12:00 till 6:00…working on a storeboard. Creative director discussed salary and other stuff with me….and encouraged me to stay a few more days before flying off. I smsed Tony a few times…I had no phone for him to sms me back…but he smsed me on Laylow’s #: Cc the weather not bad missed u too hopt to find ur best package and see u soon next to me…. My bro and Laylow came to pick me up and we headed back home…. finished some emails then headed for dinner at Mais Al Ghanim….yummy Lebanese food. Then we went for a walk, market , and headed back home to shower and call family. I tried calling T’s home but both his parents would answer and they couldn’t hear me….T wouldn’t pick up on his mobile or mine. My phone just gave me the hold tone for some reason….where is he at 10:45pm???He’s got work tomorrow. SO I smsed him: T where the fuck are u,u &ur parents are not answering? Please call me.Important.
I called home told them I wasn’t coming and to tell T wherever he is.
12:12 T smss: Cc ru ok? Im sleeping I can’t hear my phone
Laylow replies to him cause I was depressed I went to sleep early
12:22 Please send her my kisses
Laylow asks him where
12:31: Hahahaha she likes everywhere

Barbeques

T sms:8:45: CC bibi I took my money and going to tabarja kisses
Got up….love it when t smss me…..I tried calling at breakfast, but he couldn’t hear me…..I smsed him: It’s great hearing ur voice,I luv u
He smss me though: Cc habibi I got ur call love u ktir 30mre im at the chalet with najl eating meat missed u my heart….., and that there is no sun in Tabarja: Cc no sun in tabarja u know why?… I couldn’t reply
I miss him so, I couldn’t call him back…I still needed to call my family…talked to mom,dad,and Dan…then got up got dressed….Me and Laylow went out to a potential job meeting, then went back to pick Wisso from Fruit & Veggie market…buying stuff for barbequed shrimp and fish….got back home and had our barbeque….called T….who smsed me that he was eating meat and watching a movie with Naji…both of us were having barbeques at different ends of the world…T smss me : Cc im seating in the balcony drink coak and watch movie kisses 3omre…we rested a while before heading shopping in Souk Salimya Marina mall and around …bought some stuff and had Baskin Robbins Mauh Brownie ice cream…yummy…continued a long tiring walk….then we went back home to finish work for the agency….We ate a light dinner showered and ended the night watching “The Darkroom” which sucked….I smsed T a few times, emailed the client and fell asleep.

Walk talk shop

Woke up late, showered, dressed and got a chance to char with T for a short while before he had to sign out and I had to go. Laylow and wissam wanted to take me out to Avenues, which was damn huge...we started our walk at Ikea, bought some stuff for T and home. We had so much fun with the funky furniture and played pretend housewives and scenes…hehehehe…and we spent the day walking and shopping and talking….bought myself a swimsuit and jeans. And time flew by so fast it’s incredible in Kuwait….Oh and I bought aa cute looking rat which joined us all day….people thought we were weird….but we were enjoying our tie…had donuts till the cab came to pick us up…and we drove down to another mall to reserve tickets for Pirates of the Caribbean…and they were out so we went to a third mall and reserved there while the cab waited ..then we headed to W&L’s favorite snack house and had a fulfilling meal….went to the bank and went home to rest before our 10:30 movie….finished the jew book and checked our mails…..T smsed me
T sms: 7:44:
CC im just finish my physio im going to my fucking client then going to Tabarja

I smsed him back not to forget his woman and to take her with him to tabarja…I meant
Tipsy……..and to have fun this weekend.
I checked my mail , he had sent today:
With the title: 1 million kisses for my wife mr heart my life my soul my spirit.
7ayeto nchalla teje bel saleme ya 3omre whope to everything worked with u and to find a good job ur always in my mind and in my heart. i never forget u once but u know exactly what i have here in lebanon and relly im alone i missed u much ghanouge wkaskous whayoug whanfouch , love u much plz take care kisseeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeessssssssssssssssssssssss ktir ktir ktir ktir , yallaaaa fish natrinik bi tabarjaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa wel clamps wkelonnnnnnnnnnnnnnn. loveeeeeeeeeeeeeee uuuuuuuuuuuuuuuu.
bitchhhhhhhhhhhhhh.

I email him back: Babe ur not alone!!! U got me in ur heart and mind and u got plenty of friends and aquaintances. I miss Tabarja- I can't believe I'm saying that, but I wanna enjoy the summer this year with u, cause last year we had little time together on the pool.

I miss u much and always thinking about u...wanna see u soon...and Tipsy 7abibti wa TC...Enjoy ur weekend baby and I will be with u sooner than u can say AMMMMMMBOURAAAA SHHHHHHTAAAAATILIK!!!!!!
I missed u as much as the sand in this desert.

Luv u much much and take it easy with Adrien....until we change ur job, or find a better one : )
always smile, cause it makes u look sexy.....kiiiiiissssssesss

We arrived at the movies, got our popcorn and tortillas and munched thru the 3 hour “Pirates of the Carribean”….it was so long that I got tired and couldn’t enjoy it fully awake… finished about 2:30!!!!.....but Iloved it. The characters are so well thought out. We went back home by cab, showered then watched another movie on TV…and fell asleep.
TT sms during movie:
CC im still working hard im home 3omre kisses billion

Sugar kisses?

T: 8:26 Good morning 7ayeto
C: 11:25 Morning Babe.I’m @ the hospital cause my heart is growing bigger every time I miss u.How’s work today?Why were u late last night?I have interviews today.kisses
T: 7:43 Cc im just finish my work I m going to my client to beliver the joa
C: 7:53 Ya albi.I’m going to the mall and movies.dont work too hard baby.Goodluck with the client and ur unbelievably romantic.Where r my kisses?oMWAHHHHH
T: 9:27 Cc im home hope u had a great day 7ayete

Today I woke up to go with Laylow to the hospital to get a sonar for her legs, then we headed to her work station to hand in the report, and settle an issue she had with one of the managers….then we went shopping a bit in the mall for a while…I bought a zebra print swimsuit and we headed for a bite to eat at KFC before going to my meeting…it was so funny cause I had to grab the coke fries sandwich and laptop with just 2 hands and eat like a messy pig in the cab….went to the meeting, they loved my work and thought I belong somewhere else abroad or in a TV station somewhere cause the agency will just kill my potential….but I was givin a small task to do and left back home, then went for a manicure and pedicure, and headed back with Laylow to the hospital to meet wisso and finish off her exams…..it took an hour and a half….but time flies in Kuwait remarkably yet the day never ends….we headed to the mall, shopped around and couldn’t get tickets to watch Pirates of the Caribbean, they wee sold out!!!! So we had dinner from several diners around,,,,mixing between Italian pasta, Chinese and Japanese…we walked around some more then headed home showered and watched SAW 3….ewwwww nasty gross movie…watched while I checked my mail…TT had sent me an email!!!!!!YOWW!!!!!!
cc habibi i missed u much 3omre , plz take care im ok here yetreday im
coming at 9 :30 home but my sms went to you at 10 maybe coz he said
about number not allowed finaly it sent.hope to everything worked out with u i talk with ut mom and doudou hes fine. i pray for you to god help u and save u there , nobody call u hahhahahahahhaha in your cell and me also no phone ringing im alone bytheway 7ayete plz take care and have a lovely day and good lick misss u ktir kissssseeeessss.

I email him back:
BABY!!!!!I'm, so happy ur finding the time to email ur woman!!!!
I don't care if noone calls me...better.
Ur message came at 1:00 last night...I was really worried why.
Thanks for calling doudou and mom....I only spoke to my mom when I arrived to Kuwait. Tell her Isay hi and I'm very fine here...I just need a man with me to survive this desert!!!!
Everyone here only cares about pussy....ewwwwwww!!!
And baby stop saying ur lonely, u got 15,000 girlfriends and friend whon call u up, unless u meant that I fill up ur life...: ) Miss u my bitch ...but I hate it when u don't send me my kisses!!!U promised to shower me with kisses as long as we stay together.pretty baby....I miss ur white skin, and shaved hair, and ur hard balls....heheehe
Thanks for everything sugar....I can't wait till I'm back in beirut....I love BEIRUT!!!!, but u more
I might be able to chat with u Friday, cause wissam is on holiday and he gets me the internet....
Kiss u and kiss u and kiss u all over....I miss Tipsy and TC!!!Tell them mommy is coming home Monday Inchallah
Bye 7ayete
Please don't break the promise

Then I smsed him around 12:34
Hey baby...I know ur asleep sugar,but just wanted 2 let u know Im well &check ur email 2morw.goodnitesweety

Meetings - T missing?

Bro woke up early to work. Me and Laylow remained asleep till 10:00..then woke up and had flakes and milk…..called up the agencies for meetings..had one at 2:00 and another at 4:00….we showered , dressed and I went over the agencies’ profiles…prepared myself….and we left…agency one was so quiet, well designed but just not so homely…felt far from working there, but I showed them my work and they thought it was far from what they expected…thought I should go to Disney instead….But I told them they could still use me cause I do lots of things besides draw….they called us a cab and we left to agency 2, but we were an hour early….but the agency looked fab and I felt like I belonged there and the creative director was very collaborative, understanding and interested we didn’t see time fly..4:30!!!....they called us a cab and we left back home, where we waited for my bro to come from work and we left to have lunch at their favorite snack house….had a Philadelphia and juice then went back home where we got ready for the brand event….saw this million dollar concept car, met my bro’s colleagues and left back home cause we got tired of walking at Marina mall….got home, undressed and just nibbled on finger food and finished the day off with movies.
Oh I forgot to mention TT NEVER SMSED ME!!!! I waited till 5:30 and nothing from him althought I smsed him: Meen habibi ana? Habib lbi T. Babe I missed ur ass!I had 2 interviews and was great.i don’t have internet.this is Lulu’s #.kisses…..I got mad and nervous…sent him a couple smss ..then he called me from his phone and smsed me again:
Ya Cc now I saw the number and I didn’t finish my work yet…he was having a long hard day at work apparently and he misses me so, and I too…Told him my meeting went great.I miss him
T smss me late:
Cc im just coming home I want to eat then masturbate then go sleep love u

Baby why are u home late on a wed?Something wrong?wain il hob Mr.Romantic Masturbator…Goodnite sweety

Long day away

No sms from T no sign from T. I turn on the phone at 9:00 and T rings!!! “Hadri Halik!!!” Hehehhe I love him when he says that. He came over all dressed nicely….he couldn’t stay for long and we talked a bit about my travel and to take care and we discussed Rim, who smsed me early after T left. She wrote something - I don’t have the phone with me to note – but she said something about not causing trouble anymore and that I shouldn’t trust Tony.
SO I smsed her: I can’t trust a girl named Daisy, Elma or whatever your called. U can promise me not to call him & I not to read ur emails, see the photos u send and facebook invitations….(to get the message across)
Well I guess she got mad cause she missed call me, and when I was leaving to the airpot to hand T my phone he told me how she was miscalling or trying to call him. Fuck her…girl doesn’t seem to give up although she says she doesn’t want him or interested in him she fucking keeps calling. She’s asking for trouble, and she’s going to get it ; )
SO I said my goodbyes to everyone and the family, and Jack, Carl, and Ziad (friends) all called me up to wish me a safe trip and goodluck on my job search. I hope it works out.
Dan and Dave dropped me off at the airport…and my journey begins….Met about 20 guys from the airport all trying to hit on me, giving me #s and chatting up with me. I just played it cool and safe…they can go find them selves another pussy, I’m taken and just not interested.
Flight was great…been a while Ihaven’t flown and Ifelt so fly!!!heheheh, but the minute I got on the plane I felt like I really missed T deeply. And Beirut……especially when I landed …I wanted to go back home. Kuwait seemed so dry and guys haven’t seen chicks before….and I was just too hot!!! Had peanuts, chocolate and coffee on the flight….teas at the airport, and no cam to take pics.
Once we landed, guys helped me out and about…and it was a blessing to see Laylow’s face at the end of the tunnel…missed the bitch!!!! We exchanged my $ for K.D. and headed to our taxi which drove Laylow to her work and we went to pick up Wiss from his office and headed to their home….Pretty nice cozy home. I liked it….seemd like home, and comfortable. Wisso ordered me Kebbeh and Tabbouleh, which tasted like mom’s cooking…drank Pepsi to remember TT, and chatted up with my bro…called Mom on skype, and TT who was at physio….he smsed me later on wisso’s phone….”Cc missed u 3omre plz take care lovd u 7ayete…I missed him. Smsed him back a few times….
The day was still not over…we dressed and headed to City Center to buy goods from the market….tomorrow the fruit&Veggie market is going to be on sale…so we just bought stuff from the deli and finger food. Walked around a bit and left back home, where we all showered and prepared a feasty dinner and watched a movie “the Cookout”, then fell asleep.

Fucking Rim Elma Sandra BITCH

T was being romantic all day cause I’m leaving soon. He sent me an sms early in the morn. I stayed home all day.
All day in the neighborhood we had 2 horses running around eating the bushes. They hung around throughout the day and no one was around to claim them.
Left at 5:30 to print the illustration I did for us at valentines to post on the chalet wall. Had a few errands to run before meeting up with T. He had physio and freelance work to hand in. We met up at my dad’s shop and we left to have falafel and shawarma…yummy. Then we went to have cake at pain d’or and washed the car…piss washed it…hehehehe….but things then took a 360 degree turn when Rim called. I answered and she shut the phone in my face. I got pissed, why the fuck does she keep doing that. And then she picks up when I called her up from another phone and she said something about her name not being Rim, and I tried talking to her about what the hell she was talking about, then she sms me to stop calling and shit about T miscalling her. And T refused to give me her house # or tell me what her real name or family name was and I got more pissed cause he was playing the “ I swear I don’t know baby” move. Like I’m dumb enough to believe it. Fuck his lies, and hers…..god keep u both…I’m flying tomorrow.
Rim’s smss:
1. I don’t care if u are his gf ok I don’t care about him. So honey don’t be jealous and don’t u dare call me again ok. I’m just calling cuz he said he’s visiting a psycologist ok nd I wanted to c if he’s getting well. I don’t want to do prob. Ok So GL to u 2. I don’t know y he lied about my name.
2. Look stop calling me ok.Y should I talk to u when I call tony even if u r his gf or whatever.Look I don’t wana do prob to him ok there’s nothing between us ok.
3. U wana know something u should tell him 2 stop mc me when I don’t call ok.That’s what you should do cuz I’m not calling
4. It’s so ridiculous to fight wiz u for someone I don’t care about nd he’s not even my style hehe. Don’t worry am not going to call him nd really I just needed him to give me some advices as a friend I didn’t know that ot will cause him prob. So as Isaid don’t worry nd gl 2 u 2.My name is elma ok.

I called T up told him if he didn’t give me her # and house address that it’ll be over and he started yelling and shouting. Told him I wanted to end the relationship.
And that was that.
I turned off all phones and went to sleep.

WIndy

Woke up packed half my bag…getting ready to fly….smsed T that I was coming over at 12:00…T send back…Good Morning hayete I just woke up I slept late to complete my mission well done!!! Yalla wayn al ghassil? HAhAHAHA…..

Went to T’s chalet…Rim called him up in the morning to see what he was up to, he told her he was at the pool with me, she asked him if I had a nice body…he told her I was Ms.Tabarja…heheheh….silly girl..At the chalet…Ceasar and his girl were there plus Lea….we went to the pool but it was so fucking windy and the waves from were hitting the stone structures and splashing on to the people on the side…some were enjoying it but I just wanted to leave…felt nasty and out of place…me and T went back to the chalet, cooked sausages to eat and had a fight..then ice cream and lollipops. T hated for a few seconds then loved me back… and a dog came walking into the bathroom : ) then heis friends, Massoud, Shady and The Caoch came over to play cards. I fell asleep on the bed. Woke up, T had made me tea and I made him labneh and cheese & ham sandwiches in return. T won the second game…in less than 15 minutes…good cards. Then I packed my thing and T walked me to the car. Left to pick up Dan, Ziad and Ghada, who dropped me off home. T left Tab at 9:30 and called me up at 10:15 once he got home…..made me cry twice today, cause I felt we should be doing something more romatic and T thinks I am not the same as before and I think likewise…I really believe we need a lot of romance to be put in the relationship…I don’t think I turn him on like before : ( I dunno why….I just don’t feel hot and sexy with him…not like a woman….I feel like his friend always. Not like a wife not like a girlfriend…we should get physical more or go out and do something fun….get hooked again. Relationship just like the wind today....blown away.....not my day.
I want cake, friends round me, party, gifts and chilling out somewhere cool

Tipsy Barbeque

Woke up still tipsy from last night …we had so much fun. Now I’m all filthy from the smoke and my ears I can’t hear well and I’m spitting out black shit from all the smoke and disgust of the night life. My slipper lay in the hallway….key under the pillow. Clothes stunk. Got up and showered and had dan drop e off at T’s. Got my tabbouleh with me. T met us at the gate…and we headed to the chalet to drop our stuff. Then me and T went to the pool. New policy out…no clothes allowed on….and I can’t wear anything short cause of my lasered legs. ..damn…what kind of policy is that…what do old ladies and maids do? Got really hungry..but t was hoping Ceasar and his girl or Mandy or the coach would come along… played cards AND I WON A SWIMSUIT!!!! YIPPY…then we went out to buy meat and drinks from the supermarket…came back unpacked the stuff and headed back to the pool...5:30 we went back up….started the barbeque…castellita, taouk, and sasusages..yummy ….with fries and my first homemade tabbouleh, which I was appraised for…. The coach joined us while watching a Manchester game. After dinner we went for a walk and ice cream, ….Mandy called us up to see what we were up to, she was with her BF’s friend….then we came back for tea, and Dan came to pick me up to go home. We stopped to pick up his girl along the way and I headed home, where Saki and my mom greeted me. Had tea with my mom, discussed the day’s doings and went to sleep.
Rim called from 04- and she wouldn’t answer me.

BLUSH

T and I out to party at Blush, with my like brother friend Jimmy. It was a BLAST!!! I got Tipsy and couldn't walk straight, and T had to drive me home, and help me upstairs, open the door with my home key and take off my shoes and drag me to bed....I was giggling so hard. We had so much fun

Celica GTS

Spent half the day registering the car in the “Neef3a”…my bro came along to help me out. It’s like jackals and wolves down there and nasty. But we finished registering the car and drove back home. All mine now, and my bro’s. Then went out at 4:30 for a meeting with Gilbert at Crepeaway. Went to my parents shop too….showed off with the new car ….my pops thought I looked like a queen in the Rover….now I just look like a hot chick : )

T taking me around

Thought the view of a hot wholesome sunset looked awesome. SO lovely, but didn't come out on the cam.
T busy at the hospital with his dad today, but he went to work. I stayed at home, just laid around and didn't do much. T called me up too many times, wanted to come pick me up to visit his dad cause it would be rude if Ididn't go, but I didn't want to trouble him coming all the way to my place then to the hospital, next to his place then back home. But he wanted too.
Had a lot of trouble with family today...solved in twisted manner.
Saw T's family...all in hospital. then me and T left to the mall to buy swimsuits. Found T a fantastic brown and beige one..I couldn't find any. We shopped in few places, but then got tired. T also bought a tight ass T-shirt that made him look really hot...beautiful. Mabrouk sweety.
On way back home Rim rang(04#) on his mobile, so Ianswered, told her T was at the doctor's if she had anything to tell him to let me know. She said she'd call him later, told her Ihope not too late, I am the one dating him afterall..she said in stuttering voice nooo not late, and asked if Iwere jealous...told her "No way sweety, I couldn't get jealous from you" and we said our goodbyes. T left to Ceasar's then home. Called me when he got home. He was all alone with Tipsy. Rim never called him again. wished each other goodnight.

Sexy Celica

Celica!!! Went with 10,000 gran in my pocket and left with no dime. I didn’t get the car cause regestration will be tomorrow. T met me at the Car show before he headed to the Hospital for his father. Later turns out surgery is tomorrow….anyway, T loved the car and I thought it was sweet too. T left and I stayed there till my bro came to pick me up cause I was immobilized. Went home, then went to the lawyers to sign documents, and later met client to deliver 50$ project. T had physio and gym today.Called me up when he got home to tell me what Mandy told him about the chalet being mine and she can't come over. T told her how happy he was with me and told her all theses great things about me and us. Rim also called, and he told her things like how he's going to therapy cause he can't live without her...all a game...and she's dumb to believe it. Great an idiot is stuck on my man...I hopw I don't tuen out the idiot for believing him : (

Stuck at home

Cause no car, weather chilly and stuck with a 50$ project. Life sucks. Couldn’t even go to the Job fair to look for agencies reqruiting. T at Tab, chillin. Got a barbeque. Slept on the balcony bed. Had breakfast and lunch alone. Went back home about 10:00 pm, had to go prepare schedule for tomorrow cause his dad is going thru heart surgery of somekind.

1335 refurbish

1335 refurbish
That’s what we did. We went to my early meeting with Maggie, which was hell.
Then grabbed all our stuff and headed to the chalet to refurbish it. I finished my freelance work.

Bye Rover!!! : (

Bye bye Rover…got 10000$ in my pocket. Fist got paid 7500 in cash at about 11:30….then had to wait till 6:00 pm to get paid the rest. Cancelled 3 meetings, had lunch at the Sfeir family’s home…they had a 400 year old monastery home…very sweet and they were very kind. Enjoyed the day, and then went home to finish some work. Started to feel the heat of not having a car. Couldn’t buy the Celica today, no time. Have to wait till Monday, when my bro is off.
T his physiotherapy, and then went home, I had a fight with him over Saturday, cause Ihad 2 meetings to attend and no one to drive me around, and he said something about him not being a chauffeur, so I got mad. Had a fight. T made it up with Love ya my angel. But I started to feel the urge for us to break up cause he continues to push me into his world. I’m not from that world TT. Never will be.

Not another baby!!!

At home getting work done. T called me up more than usual, he seemed bored. Wanted to party Friday night but I’m packed with work.
I drove down to a meeting at a friends place, but gearbox got jammed and I had to run to the mechanics to fix it. He did that for free, and I fixed the door handle. Then decided to go back home. Spent day there. T went looking for silk curtains to place behind the bead curtains.
And then I get the “TC” Call….CICI, tipsy is missing. Was on the balcony then she was gone and they can’t find her anywhere. Damn. We’re both depressed. Why did it have to happen again. First TC and now Tipsy. I hope she pops up in the morning.
My exs BD today...he called me up to tell me how shameful that I didn't call to tell him Happy Birthday....told him I just didn't care and closed the phone in his face. So what if he's an older asshole now...he'll always be a scumbag. Lying Son of a Bitch.I hope he never calls again, I'm sick of his stupid calls.

Meetings Meetings Meetings

Woke up to an 11:30 potential work meeting…had to take me sis’s car cause my bro borrowed mine. Meeting was at the end of the world it seemed like I was never getting there, then I messed up in the building #s and I tried calling the lady but no reply, but this nice African man helped me out and I got there. Met Jennifer, but she kinda seemed like she didn’t know much, and dulled the atmosphere…but she loved my website, and when I presented the 3D work everyone came running in from the managers to the technicians….they seemed really interested in the work , and the boss there started giving me an offer to try out work there. Told him I’ll think about it cause I’m traveling soon and they seemed so far away….told me to come for 15 day trial period and get ½ salary when I come back from Kuwait. So we settled a deal and I left, only to get a call for work deadline tomorrow. So I ran back home started the research only to get a meeting call for 4:00. I had a quick bite to eat, some rest and headed for a nice lunch meeting: Poulet et Espaniol with red wine, garlic bread and a green salad. Yummy…and ended it with Turkish coffee. Then headed to the main office to finish off the rest of 2 projects. Got a call for another late meeting with the bride to be….that was agony, but I got Belgian chocolate to get my mind off her babbles.
T had Physio today…and had to head back to his docoto for some paperwork, cause insurance failed to pay but for 5 of his therapy session. He left to the gym without calling me. I called him after my last meeting. He was getting home. I got home and we discussed the day. He said he overheard me laugh with the client like a was flirting with him, when he hadn’t closed the phone call…told him cause it was from a joke I cracked on the phone call...I can’t explain it but I wasn’t flirting. But he kept saying ”Oh now I know why guys hit on you” or things like he’s scared of my behavior it’s making him suspicious….I had nothing to say. Shouldn’t I be suspicious, cause i never get calls after 10:00 on my home #, like he does.
But we didn’t go to far with the conversation cause we were talking love stuff.
Oh and today my visa was okayed!!! My ex tried calling but I just rejected his calls.
GN

Rotting

Yep Rotting at home…overloaded with work and just working and eating like a pig. I got a call for a job interview tomorrow…wish me luck.
T at work, Adrian being stupid, and everyone jealous of T showering me with kisses on the phone.
He left work at 6:30, shopped for detergents for the chalet, then headed home. We spoke a bit before he headed to the gym. Lea was going to meet him up at the gym to take the chalet key, to put the rest of the goods.

Problems everywhere

My sis’s BF came tp pick me up to drive me to the mechanic to pick up the car. Cost me 300$...DAMN…and I went to the bank in the morning, and I had barely to live by….sucks…I need to make cash quick. I had a few clients email me and call, so some business going on but nothing big…I still can’t buy the swimsuit I wanted. Passed by and met up with TT. Happy to see him. My ex calls me up from strange #....told T, then I went to the market and bought some personal stuff….deo, toothpaste, pads, shampoo and things. Then went home. Read horrible email from my cousin threatening my family. I don’t know what got into him. My younger brother in trouble at school for missing class and Lana in trouble with my parents…Too many problems to solve. I also had projects to finish. Hope to get them done soon.
T out at physio and gym.Called me once he got home. Missed each other much. T said I looked like sexy today in blue…mmmmm. He called me back after he had his dinner…was telling how long Tipsy has become…then Lea#2 called him up while we were talking, so I told him to call me back when he was done, I thought it was Lea#1. OOPS!! I got pissed cause she was calling at 10:00 to tell him she bought a Beamer…who calls at 10:00 his friends to tell them he bought a car?!!! I din’t believe it and Ijust got mad at T. And he said he was angry cause I picked up my ex’s call. But I’m just fucking doing that to show him what it feels. Whatever…I hate this shit. We closed the phone, with dry goodbyes but then T calls back 10 min later to give me sweet good night kisses. Goodnight.

Sunshine and leisure - 1335

T came to pick me up from home, and we headed to Tab…stopped by the market to buy stuff to eat at lunch and for breakfast. Spent the day in the sun relaxing. I was still covered from head to toe. T went swimming to catch me some shells, but jet skis mucked the waters and created such chaos…saw a huge pelican fly high…so beautiful. Played “Crazy 8s” first I won the first match on a bet of lunch and T won second on a bet of a swimsuit. The we went to the chalet, watched a DVD of “The Long Weekend”…t slept while I watched then we played another match of “Crazy 8s”, where I won on a bet of a new swimsuit. Then we cancelled all bets….just for fun. Had Labneh sandwiches for lunch then went for a walk on the pool side. Met up with T’s friends and just romanced. Headed back, T showered and we packed our things and left back home. T left to Caesar to get some cash then talked to me from home. He slept about 11:00 and I was getting things organized for my flight this coming week.

Oh and my old friend ex called me up. Just to say hi and what I was up to. Gave him a brief and thanked him for his call. My friend May also called me up today, but we couldn’t meet up with her. Lea cam eover to Tab, but we never saw her....and that’s that.

Tab 1335

T went to his garage to change oil filters and oil and air bag stuff…put about 100$ on the car. Then drove to my place to pick me up…we met up with Caesar and his GF…and all headed there. T woke up so early today!!!8:00. He didn’t even get 5 hours sleep….anyways we headed there the chalet looked sweet, they tried putting up the curtains, and they looked terrible, so we pulled them back down. Had a manakish breakfast….the delivery boy forgot our drinks, I finished some work on the internet quickly and headed down to the pool, got the missing drinks and went to the pool. We hung out for a long time…T got his tan, the boys broke there necks looking at my breasts, and we waited for 1 ½ for Caesar and his GF to get their oil change….Mandy was there with her troublesome BF….and we met T’s acquaintance Christian who lies to death. Then we went back to nap. Mandy came barging in while we were sleeping…how annoying. I was asleep when Caesar and his GF, who’s name I didn’t catch…left while I was dreaming. I had an amazing dream …only to wake up to 2 dogs on me!!! AHHHHHH!! We had a bite to eat, watched some clips, cleaned up and headed back to the pool for a walk…packed our things and left. T came over to my place, we made the famous fried potatoes and salad…was a great day today. He left to Caesar to finish off their deal….Nelly called him up to say hi and see if sometime they could go out somewhere…yah maybe sometime the 3 of us…if she knows I’m around. T went to sleep at 10:00…long nice day today. I am freelancing a bit

Round round round go around upside down

What a twisted day…I was a few minutes away from getting 10,000$ in my hands for selling the car, and boom the “jwan koulas” just blows me away…DAMN!!!! They guy now wants it for 9000$...so I drove it to the mechanic …it kept overheating, I got there safely, but it turns out not so disasterous, just have to pay 270$ for it. I thought maybe 500 something. Thank GOD….but we lost the client….and my bro already put a down payment on the Celica…..bad day…and the car show refused to go down from 11,500$. Dan got pissed and I got mad…then I had to call up T who hadn’t called me all day, trouble at his job, I had the secretary drag him out of a meeting cause I needed his car to drive to my 12:00 meeting at the university. The university was on strike but I went from the old gate and made it to the office on time. But the chairperson wasn’t there….had to wait…then had a meeting with her…turns out I need a MA to teach but she’s working it out in the design department, that since our major is different than doctors and mathematicians, that we teach without MAs, but through experience. Made her calls to her connections…nothing okayed yet. Not much I can do…I have to get my Masters abroad no matter what. That sucks… my experience is rich enough and I have a passion to teach.
Anyway, drove back home slept till it was time to drive back down to T’s. I couldn’t drive his car, I haven’t driven manual in ages….so I drove my sis’s BF’s car and he drove T’s and I went to his office…and stayed with him cause my sis’s BF had to go sign out from his office. So we went to T’s physiotherapist, and I waited in the waiting room cause no room for me inside. Then we drove to my dad’s shop and bought loads of stuff for the chalet…put about 100$...but we got a lot of nice stuff especially the shower curtain…it’s so lovely.
Then T left to the gym, I had to go back with my parents…got home had dinner, chatted briefly with T, I was pissed at his behavior today, and fell asleep.
T left with Caesar to Tab to fix the chalet and he didn’t get home till 3:30.

Wedding dings rings and flings

Morning at home cleaning up, then had a meeting with a sweet couple who needed some illustrations done....also got a call that today's the last day I drive my pretty baby rover...I love my car too much but it's got to go....went around looking for stuff for the chalet...nothing found...too expensive...t was busy at work, troubles as usual there..we didn't talk much all day cause he was busy...I came back home sketched out a few sketches...get a call from my ex...still after me...though I thought he disappeared...wonder if I should tell T...he never tells me when his exes call cause he says they call just to say hi...why should Itell him, my ex is just calling to say hi...but I hate playing such foolish games...I'm not like T...
Anyways today I get angry again caus eI hate the way talks to me as a friend and not his woman...he keeps doing that and I fuckin hate that TT....Stop treating me like a woman....I can't even be naughty with him...it's driving me mad...
He went to look for stuff for the chalet and had his beard cut at Henri, then calle dme from home before he left to the gym.

1/2 million dollars and a new chalet

T came to pick me up early today to go choose the summer chalet….we had cheese cake for breakfast and flew to find a chalet in time before they are rented out…. We found a nice clean one, and spent the day next to the empty pool and the sea. We started going over memoirs of where we met and how and actually acted out the scene..it was so funny….we also ate a lot of peas and drank a lot of water..that made us pee more than usually….and we started throwing the pea sheels at the crabs in the water….Oh and I met T’s ex Layal at the pool…she passed by to say hi….ordinary girl…Not much to say….and she just checked me out and me to…then she left with her cousin Hanane and friend Nadine who was admiring T’s Name tattoo on his back. We met all of last years people, and T’s friends…Hemo, Amanda’s dad, Il Jabal, Elie, Shady, etc…It was fun…. and we went to design the chalet, move the furniture, test the bed, tried the toilets heater and air conditioners…everything was fine and the chalet was clean …the fridge was crooked…we tried fixing it cause it kept “la2li2ing” left right. But we managed it all well…then got tired and fell asleep. It was very quiet…no tv, no light, no sounds inside or out…we slept like babies and woke up hungry lions….so we decided to eat chicken sandwiches with kafta and to head back to the pool….while we were heading back we met up with Layal and her friends….she was burnt all over…we said our byes and she left…and we headed to the empty pools ate and overheard funny conversations about cellulite and business ventures….we packed our things and met up with Naji (The Coach) who was heading to get his own chalet….checked a few that were horrible and he settled for one that was neat and cheap by the end of the day. We left Tab to go pick up my car from my bro’s work….got him lunch with me, and I left home cause I had to dress up to meet up for my ex-work reunion …but I didn’t have time to change, I just washed up and left to meet up with my friends….T went home and decided not to come with me cause he need to change his clothes and shower. SO I went for dinner at Roadster’s which was fun, and he went home, althought Naji invited him to watch the Champion’s League at his place. I went back home by 11:00 and chitchatted with T.
The 12.5 million $$$ thing was just a scam email I got today, that made me laugh my heart out….I was going to be a millionaire….heheh we joked of what we were to buy.
Goodnite T.