Alone

At home alone waiting to fly, no internet.
Waited for Lulu to come…she arrived talking about cutting a ticket on my flight…They gave her 15 day sick leave at work!!! But wiss couldn’t manage it cause we had 4 hours left and all registration is cancelled. Wisso came early too to wish me goodbye…checked my emails…T sent:
i will make u a big surprise 7ayeto dont worry ill be ur man , and ill
be your hereo baybe.ur my queen ........................... kissseessss have a great travel we waiting u . love yaaaa kissseesss.
I left at 4:15 got at the airport 4:30 and had horrible flight back. 2 planes to catch: Kuwait sharjah, sharjah Kuwait, and Indians and pakis,Kuwaitis and every asian arab culture you can think of but Lebanese….I felt ill. Didn’t eat anything. Sat by myself all the time. Didn’t pay attention to anything or anyone, but my watch and the ticks of my heart. Can’t wait to get home. Long nasty ride. And when we landed my luggage was last out.
Checked out and walked the passage way….didn’t see anyone, but then noticed Dan and Zeez, felt down TT wasn’t there, but when I finished my hugs, T jumped from behind me and I screamed….heheheh I hadn’t seen him when I first walked in….he was disappointed, but I missed him and hugged him and kissed him as much as possible cause I was feeling dirty from the flight.
We put the luggage in the celica…Dany hadn’t pimped up….and I left with T…he had gotten Tipsy as a surprise too!!! We went to have shawarma..I was starving…Tipsy joined us and we chit chatted till he drove back home….I had gotten T a big heart with arms to wrap around him on the bad….when I’m not around…heheh…Got Tipsy a big Rat, and t some playing cards. T dropped me off, goodbye kisses, see you tomorrow!!!

Where’s Tony?!!!

Where’s Tony?!!!
It’s 3:00 and T hasn’t smsed yet : ( I went to an interview in the morning at a mobile company…they got the note that I’m leaving Thursday so we had a quick interview to present my work, then left back home. Wondering where T is….where are u TT?!!!
SO I sms hiim at about 3:56: Babe u got me worried y u hadn’t smsed me today.is adrien giving u trouble? Imiss u.can’t wait to see you sweety.will I see you Thursday night?kisses
..worried about T…I just slept a bit…then got an sms from T at 5:38: 7ayeto 7ayeto missed u ktir it’s a hard day I sent u a email im ok love u ktir kaskous
Laylow and I waited for Wisso to come back from work. He rested a while and then we headed to Jeita to have our last dinner together then left to Salmiya souk to my rings, microphone and some stuff for Laylow’s family…back home, shower and finished some stuff on the laptop before flying tomorrow.T had emailed me:
7ayeto misss u toooo so much .im waitng u in thursday hope to evryhting
worked out wnchalla teje bel salemeya ghanougte . ill be happy when i
read ur message . cccc 7abibi tipsy shes good shes eat very well and tc shes
fine and they asked about you (my tape ) im always talk with ur familly dont
worry ur celica is good and tabarja waiting u and the clamp also , i
want to be a great summer together 7ayeto and spend a lovely time .
cccccccc love u ktir i took pictures in my office garo took it to me i
will
sent to u done worry with my long hair hahahhah.
yallllaaa ya 3omre have a great day and god bless u ya 3omre love u ,
kissssseeeeeesssss i billionnnn x i billionnnnnn kisssss to my love .
I emailed him back:
Hey Baby!!!! Well this is my last email I send you from the land of Kuwait....tomorrow Iwill not have any internet access in the morning and I have to be at the airport at 4:30, so any sms after that time I will not be able to read....I miss u so much!!!! I want us to spend a wonderful summer too. Can we have a barbeque again this weekend and get Tipsy!!!?? Pretty Please.....I love ur ass sweety.I'm going to tape u so hard this summer, hata il 3alam yseero samouni Tony ana kamin....hehehe
Who's asking about me?
I miss everyone...I felt lonely these 2-3 days. I keep telling everyone how big u are and they don't believe me....so I told them I will bring you with me next time and show them that I am not lying...heheheh
I'll be in beirut at 1:30 max....I think Dany is coming to pick me up....I wanted to see you, but I know youhave work the next day...
SO I'm waiting for your phone call Friday morning...to wake me up and give me my kisses, wa rid 3alak wa ouuuul, meen habibi ana?....hehehe : )

Love you
Amboura

Tv or not Tv

Woke up late ….so exhausted I don’t know why….just couldn’t get up me neither Laylow…but had to, to call up the guy from a TV station concerning a job interview. We got one instantly, so we had to hurry up in less than an hour. T had smsed me:Cc hbibi good morning ghanouge….
I couldn’t reply back …I was in hurry to leave nd make it on time. We got to the station 20 min late, I was pissed and my bro was getting on my nerves with his advice and talk, I just felt like running away from all of it…but then we got in, after they took our passports for identification, and we met with the supposed hot shot there…definetly a womanizer from his talk and looks, but I kept my distance…he loved my work…told him I had applied earlier, and no one had called back…then this guy comes knocking on his door to tell him some girl called Sirine had emailed her cv and she seems interesting …and we all just laughed cause I was already there…the hot shot asked us a few questions, then gave us the grand tour….seemed very interesting, and all new and fancy looking…we finished that all, said our goodbyes,, I’ll call u and left…now to Laylow’s agency to the HR’s complaint’s office….finished from there and had a light lunch at Colombus café - Presto chicken, with juice and cake. Left back home cause we were both exhausted, and fell asleep like hard rocks,till Wisso finished work. He came to pick us up to head to the bank for a visa card to cut my ticket online….
T smsed me Cc im coming home I cutted my har and I finish my physio love u kisses kaskous
C smsed T:Hi hayeto.Today I had interview with tv station.they liked me.i miss u sweety.r u being god?i just had lunch and came home.How’s tipsy?Kisses amboura…
We shopped lightly and waited for our neighbor back home to meet with us…he’s been in Kuwait for 10 days and is so lonely and depressed, we thought we’d ease it up on him for a while…We had dinner at Johnny Rockets…expensive burgers for nothing we all left unsatisfied…we said our goodbyes and walked off to Souk Il Salmiya and back home. Watched “Fast Food Nation”, checked our emails, sent T smss and fell asleep.

Monday work

8:08: Bonjour ghanouge hope ur fine 7ayeto kisses ktir
Got up early for my second test day at the agency…went well I guess but still no reply on weither I get the job or not
Contacted T thru emails and sms all day
T emails me: cccccccc i missed u much 3omre love u kitr ktir ktir aktar men samket tabarja wakter men al kon . love u love i love missed u ktir ktir , hope to have a good day and god help u.lea came in sunday to tabarja and spent a littl etime there the weather is good im coming black hahahahahahaha yalla ccccccccc come back to lebanon we
miss u much me and tc and tipsy.kisssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssss
uuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuu.
I email him back: TTTTT!!! Damn u!!! I went crazy yesterday when u
didn't pick up the phone....and your parnets didn't
hear me when I called your house....it costs a lot of
money to call, that's why I don't call much....where
were u sleeping?!! Tabarja?
How was the weekend....I wasn't able to go to the
beach here, Istill look like a coocinelle!!! I don't
know if I'll ever tan this year.....so ur turning
black eh?!!! BE careful sugar...always use
protection...I don't want u to catch skin cancer....
luv u too
I miss everyone....I cancelled my flight last minute
cause they love me here...I'm at the agency today
finishing work...nchalleah all goes well...i miss u
much....hopefully next weekend we'll be together for
some romance
How's LEa? Didn't Ceasar come this weekend? How's the
coach and his romantic escapades? Where's my celica?
Trying calling my family....
Kisses again
BTW Laylow told me this morning that u smsed me last
night....I couldn't sleep all through the night
because of you....don't do that again please

sms u later...kisses 7ayeto

HE mails back
ccc ahyeto i slept in tabarja and i trying to call u but layal closed
the phone the coz is u r slleping and she wont to behave u , missed u ktir
3omre i sms layal yes coz i miss u much and i told her how much i need u
beside me . i called ur familly cc dont wory ur celica is good and everything is
good , all freind asked about u where r ur love or ur tape hahahhahahahah coz we
are always like a tape me and u , i saw layal in tabarja and like always how r u ru fine how is ur girlfreind bla bla bla ... rim trying to calling me but never answering she sms me by talking to never called me again , who cares .btway hope to be fine there cccc donr worry about me im thinking of you and i pray for u to god help you . i took from lea money to paid for chalet
, cezar is good asking also about u , ccccc my heart i missed u much and i cant eat without you tipsy hes fine right now today i want to buy a new food and new sand . my mom asked about you where is ccc i told her shes outside and she be back soon.

hayeto hayeto be care billion kisssseeesssssssssss.

I email him back:
TTT!!!!
I'm going crazy bebe.
First I am happy cause at the agency I am trying out
for right now...they think I am very talented and have
excellent work...and they gave me the title of Senior
Art Director....FANTASTIC BEBE!!!!
I am still talking about salary and everything...but I
am worried caus eI don't want to be here if you are
not with me....I want to be ur tape always!!!hehehe
And I want to spend the summer in Beirut and Tabarja,
but this job is very good money for the future, Iam so
confused, I will tell you all about it when Isee you.
I tried calling your house 4 times yesterday, Iput a
lot of money and ur mom...I hear her but she didn't
hear me : (
Tell her hi. Keefo Boudi? nchallah mnih

Elma, Rim, Daisy and Sandra are all bitches....God
help her if she crosses my way....as long as ur not
miscalling her or answering her, I'm fine with that.
And Layal asked about me?!!! Ohhhhh so she knows u
have a girlfriend...good...but no touching her red
skin....hehehe
And good Lea paid you....I can't believe she has 2
jobs and can't afford anything.....Tell her to get a
new boyfriend!!!What are men for!??!!
Say hi to Ceasar and his girl (I forgot her name)
Oh and TT, I eat so much here!!!!It's
disgusting....Don't forgete May 31!!!Every end of
month we eat chicken in the CAR!!!! This time in
celica....next month maybe in my hummer!!!!hehehe
joking
I miss Tipsy, and TC...I wish I took TC with me...I
love her very much like u
Anyone calling on my phone? Cause clients are sending
me emails...I got work when I get back, thank god!!

Don't forget to take care of Tipsy, she is your second
woman....TC was the first, but we didn't know how to
take care of her....haram TC...shou bhiba.
Albi, ana Jayii areeban..hadir halak ya
ambourti!!!
And one last thing bebe....ur english is getting
soooooo bad .....Layal is always laughing at ur
mistakes....but I love them...you should see my
french....very bad....
Luv u and a million kisses and 1000 hugs and I hope ur
good when I am away

xoxoxoxoxox

T smss me:Cc im lust coming home after I bought food for the cat lovd u kisses

Bad Weather

Woke up late…T had smsed me: Good morning amboura I wish u a lovely day like u kisses. Billion time…..dressed up quickly before heading to the Free Zone to do my half day test at the agency. From 12:00 till 6:00…working on a storeboard. Creative director discussed salary and other stuff with me….and encouraged me to stay a few more days before flying off. I smsed Tony a few times…I had no phone for him to sms me back…but he smsed me on Laylow’s #: Cc the weather not bad missed u too hopt to find ur best package and see u soon next to me…. My bro and Laylow came to pick me up and we headed back home…. finished some emails then headed for dinner at Mais Al Ghanim….yummy Lebanese food. Then we went for a walk, market , and headed back home to shower and call family. I tried calling T’s home but both his parents would answer and they couldn’t hear me….T wouldn’t pick up on his mobile or mine. My phone just gave me the hold tone for some reason….where is he at 10:45pm???He’s got work tomorrow. SO I smsed him: T where the fuck are u,u &ur parents are not answering? Please call me.Important.
I called home told them I wasn’t coming and to tell T wherever he is.
12:12 T smss: Cc ru ok? Im sleeping I can’t hear my phone
Laylow replies to him cause I was depressed I went to sleep early
12:22 Please send her my kisses
Laylow asks him where
12:31: Hahahaha she likes everywhere

Barbeques

T sms:8:45: CC bibi I took my money and going to tabarja kisses
Got up….love it when t smss me…..I tried calling at breakfast, but he couldn’t hear me…..I smsed him: It’s great hearing ur voice,I luv u
He smss me though: Cc habibi I got ur call love u ktir 30mre im at the chalet with najl eating meat missed u my heart….., and that there is no sun in Tabarja: Cc no sun in tabarja u know why?… I couldn’t reply
I miss him so, I couldn’t call him back…I still needed to call my family…talked to mom,dad,and Dan…then got up got dressed….Me and Laylow went out to a potential job meeting, then went back to pick Wisso from Fruit & Veggie market…buying stuff for barbequed shrimp and fish….got back home and had our barbeque….called T….who smsed me that he was eating meat and watching a movie with Naji…both of us were having barbeques at different ends of the world…T smss me : Cc im seating in the balcony drink coak and watch movie kisses 3omre…we rested a while before heading shopping in Souk Salimya Marina mall and around …bought some stuff and had Baskin Robbins Mauh Brownie ice cream…yummy…continued a long tiring walk….then we went back home to finish work for the agency….We ate a light dinner showered and ended the night watching “The Darkroom” which sucked….I smsed T a few times, emailed the client and fell asleep.

Walk talk shop

Woke up late, showered, dressed and got a chance to char with T for a short while before he had to sign out and I had to go. Laylow and wissam wanted to take me out to Avenues, which was damn huge...we started our walk at Ikea, bought some stuff for T and home. We had so much fun with the funky furniture and played pretend housewives and scenes…hehehehe…and we spent the day walking and shopping and talking….bought myself a swimsuit and jeans. And time flew by so fast it’s incredible in Kuwait….Oh and I bought aa cute looking rat which joined us all day….people thought we were weird….but we were enjoying our tie…had donuts till the cab came to pick us up…and we drove down to another mall to reserve tickets for Pirates of the Caribbean…and they were out so we went to a third mall and reserved there while the cab waited ..then we headed to W&L’s favorite snack house and had a fulfilling meal….went to the bank and went home to rest before our 10:30 movie….finished the jew book and checked our mails…..T smsed me
T sms: 7:44:
CC im just finish my physio im going to my fucking client then going to Tabarja

I smsed him back not to forget his woman and to take her with him to tabarja…I meant
Tipsy……..and to have fun this weekend.
I checked my mail , he had sent today:
With the title: 1 million kisses for my wife mr heart my life my soul my spirit.
7ayeto nchalla teje bel saleme ya 3omre whope to everything worked with u and to find a good job ur always in my mind and in my heart. i never forget u once but u know exactly what i have here in lebanon and relly im alone i missed u much ghanouge wkaskous whayoug whanfouch , love u much plz take care kisseeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeessssssssssssssssssssssss ktir ktir ktir ktir , yallaaaa fish natrinik bi tabarjaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa wel clamps wkelonnnnnnnnnnnnnnn. loveeeeeeeeeeeeeee uuuuuuuuuuuuuuuu.
bitchhhhhhhhhhhhhh.

I email him back: Babe ur not alone!!! U got me in ur heart and mind and u got plenty of friends and aquaintances. I miss Tabarja- I can't believe I'm saying that, but I wanna enjoy the summer this year with u, cause last year we had little time together on the pool.

I miss u much and always thinking about u...wanna see u soon...and Tipsy 7abibti wa TC...Enjoy ur weekend baby and I will be with u sooner than u can say AMMMMMMBOURAAAA SHHHHHHTAAAAATILIK!!!!!!
I missed u as much as the sand in this desert.

Luv u much much and take it easy with Adrien....until we change ur job, or find a better one : )
always smile, cause it makes u look sexy.....kiiiiiissssssesss

We arrived at the movies, got our popcorn and tortillas and munched thru the 3 hour “Pirates of the Carribean”….it was so long that I got tired and couldn’t enjoy it fully awake… finished about 2:30!!!!.....but Iloved it. The characters are so well thought out. We went back home by cab, showered then watched another movie on TV…and fell asleep.
TT sms during movie:
CC im still working hard im home 3omre kisses billion

Sugar kisses?

T: 8:26 Good morning 7ayeto
C: 11:25 Morning Babe.I’m @ the hospital cause my heart is growing bigger every time I miss u.How’s work today?Why were u late last night?I have interviews today.kisses
T: 7:43 Cc im just finish my work I m going to my client to beliver the joa
C: 7:53 Ya albi.I’m going to the mall and movies.dont work too hard baby.Goodluck with the client and ur unbelievably romantic.Where r my kisses?oMWAHHHHH
T: 9:27 Cc im home hope u had a great day 7ayete

Today I woke up to go with Laylow to the hospital to get a sonar for her legs, then we headed to her work station to hand in the report, and settle an issue she had with one of the managers….then we went shopping a bit in the mall for a while…I bought a zebra print swimsuit and we headed for a bite to eat at KFC before going to my meeting…it was so funny cause I had to grab the coke fries sandwich and laptop with just 2 hands and eat like a messy pig in the cab….went to the meeting, they loved my work and thought I belong somewhere else abroad or in a TV station somewhere cause the agency will just kill my potential….but I was givin a small task to do and left back home, then went for a manicure and pedicure, and headed back with Laylow to the hospital to meet wisso and finish off her exams…..it took an hour and a half….but time flies in Kuwait remarkably yet the day never ends….we headed to the mall, shopped around and couldn’t get tickets to watch Pirates of the Caribbean, they wee sold out!!!! So we had dinner from several diners around,,,,mixing between Italian pasta, Chinese and Japanese…we walked around some more then headed home showered and watched SAW 3….ewwwww nasty gross movie…watched while I checked my mail…TT had sent me an email!!!!!!YOWW!!!!!!
cc habibi i missed u much 3omre , plz take care im ok here yetreday im
coming at 9 :30 home but my sms went to you at 10 maybe coz he said
about number not allowed finaly it sent.hope to everything worked out with u i talk with ut mom and doudou hes fine. i pray for you to god help u and save u there , nobody call u hahhahahahahhaha in your cell and me also no phone ringing im alone bytheway 7ayete plz take care and have a lovely day and good lick misss u ktir kissssseeeessss.

I email him back:
BABY!!!!!I'm, so happy ur finding the time to email ur woman!!!!
I don't care if noone calls me...better.
Ur message came at 1:00 last night...I was really worried why.
Thanks for calling doudou and mom....I only spoke to my mom when I arrived to Kuwait. Tell her Isay hi and I'm very fine here...I just need a man with me to survive this desert!!!!
Everyone here only cares about pussy....ewwwwwww!!!
And baby stop saying ur lonely, u got 15,000 girlfriends and friend whon call u up, unless u meant that I fill up ur life...: ) Miss u my bitch ...but I hate it when u don't send me my kisses!!!U promised to shower me with kisses as long as we stay together.pretty baby....I miss ur white skin, and shaved hair, and ur hard balls....heheehe
Thanks for everything sugar....I can't wait till I'm back in beirut....I love BEIRUT!!!!, but u more
I might be able to chat with u Friday, cause wissam is on holiday and he gets me the internet....
Kiss u and kiss u and kiss u all over....I miss Tipsy and TC!!!Tell them mommy is coming home Monday Inchallah
Bye 7ayete
Please don't break the promise

Then I smsed him around 12:34
Hey baby...I know ur asleep sugar,but just wanted 2 let u know Im well &check ur email 2morw.goodnitesweety

Meetings - T missing?

Bro woke up early to work. Me and Laylow remained asleep till 10:00..then woke up and had flakes and milk…..called up the agencies for meetings..had one at 2:00 and another at 4:00….we showered , dressed and I went over the agencies’ profiles…prepared myself….and we left…agency one was so quiet, well designed but just not so homely…felt far from working there, but I showed them my work and they thought it was far from what they expected…thought I should go to Disney instead….But I told them they could still use me cause I do lots of things besides draw….they called us a cab and we left to agency 2, but we were an hour early….but the agency looked fab and I felt like I belonged there and the creative director was very collaborative, understanding and interested we didn’t see time fly..4:30!!!....they called us a cab and we left back home, where we waited for my bro to come from work and we left to have lunch at their favorite snack house….had a Philadelphia and juice then went back home where we got ready for the brand event….saw this million dollar concept car, met my bro’s colleagues and left back home cause we got tired of walking at Marina mall….got home, undressed and just nibbled on finger food and finished the day off with movies.
Oh I forgot to mention TT NEVER SMSED ME!!!! I waited till 5:30 and nothing from him althought I smsed him: Meen habibi ana? Habib lbi T. Babe I missed ur ass!I had 2 interviews and was great.i don’t have internet.this is Lulu’s #.kisses…..I got mad and nervous…sent him a couple smss ..then he called me from his phone and smsed me again:
Ya Cc now I saw the number and I didn’t finish my work yet…he was having a long hard day at work apparently and he misses me so, and I too…Told him my meeting went great.I miss him
T smss me late:
Cc im just coming home I want to eat then masturbate then go sleep love u

Baby why are u home late on a wed?Something wrong?wain il hob Mr.Romantic Masturbator…Goodnite sweety