BK

We're going to Burger KING!!!! YIPPY!!!
Saw T in the morning, got him some lunch in the tupperwares he left with me yesterday...his boss arrived as soon as I did so I briefly saw TT and had to head to work...normal day, left early for a meeting, then meet up with T who was still at work at 6:30.
And headed to Burger King....Fries, coke and chiken burger (was raw, but we got another one)...thenm had to leave early to get something from the pharmacie and head tio the gym.

Oh so T decides today to fix his units line...ofcourse there is the hassle of all his exs calling on it..but we had an agreement on that.He's had that phone line for years.

Took so many pics today but I accidently deleted them all, except for this one...too bad

Lunch time

Dropped off my mom to finish some paperwork that had to be done. T still asleep at 8:30 …woke him up…he had to go to CNSS, to finish his insurance paperwork. Had a lot of trouble at work, and at CNSS, but he managed to make time and see me at lunch ….we ate together then he had to head down to the office, cause they were calling him on his cell phone…bye sweetie thanks for lunch. I kept his lunch bags, and ate the rest of his lunch.
Yesterday he promised to take me out after work for dinner : ) Left it for tomorrow,just to waste time before heading to my gym class....better besides he was stressed out from work and I don't like going out when he's moody : )Miscalls throughout the day...we were suppossed to meet after work but T had those stupid meeting again. He finished at about 7:00, called me that he was heading home and then to the gym. I just head home, undressed and got busy with my freelance work and posting my work on my website...I think I'll go watch a dvd, and manicure

Didn't manage to shoot T, today, he was in hurry. He got home at 7:40, had a bite to eat, called me up and left to the gym....he might be late, playing ping pong....I didn't know he played...hmmmm, what else does he play?

Meetings

Woke up early, showered, dressed…all black, makeup, got my gym and lunch bag ready, went over the files I needed for my presentation at the ad agency today, picked up my things, and drove off. Dropped off my bro at work, and my rover started beeping for brake fluid!!! Had to get to the meeting, car unwashed and lacking brake-fluid…but hey, I was looking good, and all prepared for the job interview.
Had a blast of a time at the agency, they loved my work…had me at the top or at least the only one on their list….thank god! Had a successful meeting then went down to meet TT cause I missed him soooooo much. We met up, his boss’s father saw us hanging out…hope that doesn’t get him in trouble, and saw his co-worker Nabil. Anyways, it was brief then I went up to work, doodled, scribbled, chatted, and fooled around miscalling TT every half hour…he’s out of units, and my phone bill is over the limit….so miscalls it is. Smsd him at 5, to miscall me when I should move down to meet him..and half hour later I was in his arms….kisses kisses kisses…we chitchatted about our day…He was having problems with HR and Boss…and me troubled at home…anyways we had our laughs and cries….Oh and we went and bought Brake Fluid for the Range (2.5$), and filled it’s radiator with water. Fixed that, then deep conversations…and guess who calls him last night while I was at Pascucci….hmmmmm…yep you guessed….J***a…She was inviting him to the movies….he told her that he hadn’t even seen me today, and I was out, and he’s home, weather terrible and not in the mood…besides he loves me and He wouldn’t go out without me….she said of course she wouldn’t go out with him without me either…respect….asked him if he was doing me….and he honestly answered that he respected and loved me enough, that we haven’t yet….true…I don’t know why he’s like that with me, but it’s good. I love the respect he gives me :) Anyways, if she wants to be friends, let it be, I have no other say, until anyone of them fucks up.
BODY PUMP!!! Class half full, and me lacking energy...but felt good after the shower and headed home, watched UNITED 93…sad...then went to sleep….zzzzzz

Fresh

I wake at 7:00...can't sleep..body clock won't let me.
T wakes at 12:00. SMS: Good morning Mr.Fresh.
Nothing much planned today...dust storms and high winds...T going down to clean Beamers interior. I'm home preparing for my evening work meeting and tomorrows interview.

Fought with my dad for illogical reasons of his, then headed to Pascucci with my sis for our business meetings, lasted almost all night till 11:30. T never came, but we stayed in touch during the meeting...he lives far, the weather sucked...that's the third meeting he misses of mine....hmmmmmm

Castaleta and bellas

Woke up in the morning, talked to T, showered dressed and headed to the bank to cash a check....drove down to shop to trade my top for a playboy necklace...then the rover overheated cause it's been weeks I haven't attended to it....and off to T's. We drove to his dentist fixed his decayed tooth...poor TT ...3 cavities in his back teeth. then drove to fix my echapment ..... 50$!!!...then met up with my friend May, who also cashed me in for work I did for her....money came on time caus eI owed TT 150$...for hard disk and things....then we headed to the market to buy Castalletas, sausages, sheesh tawouk, and meat meat meat...everyones fasting and we are nibbling on meat....Took it to T's place and barbequed....mmmmmmm mmmmm mmmm so good with Salad T's mom made.

T's nephew Ricardo was there...smart little boy, a little shy of me....I tried chattingup with him about art, cause he loves to draw too...just to break the ice between us ...it worked!!!

Then we all lay on the bed and watched "Fearless" for Jet Li...nice movie....and then I packed my things to go home to rest for tonight's party.

T"s ex J***a call him up will I was away, checking on him again, for some reason....as far as I know he told her He's going out with me to paty at BLUSH tonight and she can join us if she like.

At 10:00 I left home, drove downtown with my sis to meet T and christopher (who came without his girlfried Joeele, due to bomb threats in the region).....Party didn't start till 12:30 - 1:00, till then christopher kept asking annoying question about how much I loved T and about freshining up a relationship and about moody girls and annoying stuff women do....what does he think men don't have annoyinh habits too.....it pissed me off lightly but I continued the night carefree, cause Ilove to party...except for my period pains. Meet up with Jim, opened a botttle of vodka, redbulls and 7ups...and partied. Lots of pretty ladies in skirts and skin, it was like a boy's night out...T, christopher, Jim and Bashir, on one tabe with me...got a feel of the male side of life : ) nice but dirty

Later in the night, while in the bathroom freshning up I hear T's phone vibrating in my purse...only to find out J***a calling....I wanted to pick up, but it's not really my issue to manage yet...4 misscalls, she must have been desperate or something cuase I found 4 misscalls and later she messaged him :THANKS
I don't know what the real is with them but it's starting to annoy me in one way or another. Exs calling at midnight...hmmmmm. T says not to worry, he's got it under control and the girl means no harm...I hope so for both our sakes.

Overall it was a great day

Lovin Fridays...prrrr

I love Fridays. So much fun..starting to feel my busy weekend. Went to work, had the Filipino ladies make me spring rolls with meat filling...ate Tony's food again. Then packed my things and headed down to meet T!!!
We hung out in the car, had a lot of ...laughed a lot, talked about some deep issues and life and what's bothering me lately....cause I told T I was not satisfied with the relationship...he thinks Ineed a rich guy....oh and his ex J***a called him...checking if he's still dating me since last week...and Lea....his ex and best friend calls him up too...oh and his friend Mandy...and her twisted issues.....and we laughed some more and headed home...and he left to the gym
Oh and this morning he sms this:
Love u so much madame Balboa........it was lovely...my heart almost melted...he was trying to cheer me up, cause he got me mad this morning ....he forgot to call me, cause he got up late and was late for work...oh boy

Oh and I gave T my Mary statuette from work, cause he keeps swearing by her…this time when he does he’ll remember me, and then he’ll remember not to swear…I hope, he’s nasty when he swears:

Baby T.I love laughing with ur ass and u ****** in my car,those are things I will always remember : )

Oh and I love you too...hehehehe ofcourse ...you rule my world!!!!My king (he always calls me his princess or queen)

Power of love?

T smss C (8:48pm): U know why i missed call u?The coz my love to u it never gave me the power to talking u. 2=0

Ok I didn't get that, but T was trying to say that his love for me is so deep it leaves him speechless at the sound of my voice or something like that : )

Hard disk

Went to T's office stole half his lunch (Foul wa hommous)...oh and he looked very handsome today...and he couldn't manage to take a pic of himself.....I love it when he wears white...my angel.

On my way to work I bought vegetables and meat to make Spring rolls....yummmy....

Ate T's lunch, his mom prepared it, and it was soooo damn good....Thank God for Tarouza...she's an angel sent from heaven...

Called my friend Jim to hook us for a party Saturday night

finished some work.......

T got me my external Hard DIsk today!!!YIPPY!!!
Didn't meet up to get it. I was tired so I headed home to rest...T's going to gym again. I only get to go Mon and Wed : ( I need to find another gym

Wednesday

Work, then headed to a shop that owed me money...they refused to give me cash back so I bought myself a few acccessorizesssss in return....then meet up with T outside his workplace ...wasted some time hanging in the car...ate his cheese sandwiches, talked about work, and off to Body Pump!!!!
I love gym...T and I planning on running this Saturday and he's going to tech me how to play soccer : )

Tony Bolboa

Another work day...nothing special...just headed down got a check from one of my faithful clients, had a brief meeting for a job offer then headed to T's office.

Off to the movies!!!!! My sis won tickets to watch premiere for "Rocky Bolboa" so we headed down there bought some popcorn, shared a few jokes and laughs then drove back home.
Movie wasn't all that great but hey it's for free : )

Oh and here is a pic of the ring T gave me on valentine's ....pic is not great but the ring is all BLING BLING : )

Ya amboura

T smss C (10:07pm): Ya amboura ana min ktir bheb? Ya mara yalla foute neme jawzek ktir tired kisses

Dead Mondays

Day starts out disasterous....I woke up 3 - 4 times at night after having nightmares about T. I dunno why I'm dreaming these things...they freak me out. So I woke up moody, stressed...and totally not feeling like dressing up for work. But I got up only to find out that my dad's car broke down and I hade to take the family to our lovely shop. Then drove to work, and died from boredom...no gossip, nothing entertaining.

Left early, went home, prepared dinner then headed to gym....
T out at dentist fixing his chipped teeth...and back one with cavity.
sms:BEBE,GOODLUCK with ur teeth.Tell the doc not 2 touch the 2 pretty ones I love upfront.OK!!!kisses MWAAAAAAHHHHH!
I love his front teeth, they are so perfect...sexy perfect....mmmmmm mmmm.....
To the gym we go

Sundays

Sundays are the dreariest of days...always nothing to do, a lot of sleep and food.@. Went to T's place...his parents were out, but his mom had prepared chiken- potatoe plate with tabbouleh...tasty....we enjoyed the meal, watched TV, then had tea time on the balcony, slept till the weather was good for excercising.No Red Rose anymore, cause T can't find a better one than the one he bought on valentine's, and he doesn't want me to settle for less : ) sweet
Oh and T's sis comes in while we were napping and makes all these dramatic noises, slams and bams, on purpose cause the 2 had a fight this morning...ahhhh I think she hates me, as T's other women........at least his mom likes me like a daughter....anyways the grouchy sis leaves and C & T decide to go for a run...so we ran 5 rounds around the presedential palaces...it was great, gets ur heart pumping well, and the weather was beautiful. OH and the funny thing that happened...well it isn't funny but it made me laugh....T was nibbling on "hamayda" , he felt something hard between his teeth chipped...so he spit it out... only to find out that he just chipped his bottom front tooth...and we we actually bent down looking for it....hehehe.Poor TT, that's the second tooth he chips this month!
Then we went home had tea,watched TV then T drove back alongside of me half way to my home...he left to Christophers for a game of cards.....Christopher gave him his dentist's #....apparently he's good. But me and T fear that if Christopher knows anything about being professional ....as his hairtcuts....then we can only fear the worst.....Oh boy
NO pics today : ( My cam wasn't around most of the time

Around the house

We were supposed to go out today:wash our cars,take mom outout for lunch, pay some bills and hanging in some cafe with friends, or movies later. Anyways, nothing worked out and we just headed to
T's home made a quick meal and hung out and watched "The Omen". Nice movie. then watched TV .... and a lecture came popping in about I guess marriage, respect, family, life...I dunno but it got me mad cause I didn't understand if there was a fault around from me or from someone else...anywyas burst into tears...then calmed down.
T's sis keeps disrepecting my presence...I dunno why and somehow I just don't care, but it gets T and his mom angry and it keeps causing problems.
Then T drove me home and we fought...and I swear to you I dunno why..apparently it seemed I was disrespectful and unserving.... then it wasn't me, it was Lebanese ways, .....then it was about respect, ......then it was things not being enough...I dunno what shit...but I told T, I accepted him as he is and he should too in return, or else there is no relationship....finish....whatever I had no fucking clue why he was shouting, cause to me I hadn't done anything wrong or disrespectful...whatever...it was something in their family and their ways....and apparently I came from a different planet and world....maybe, cause my family ways are absurd...but they just got to accept me as I am, as I them, and I am trying my best to keep a healthy strong and loving relationship with T and that's all I care for.
So we fought, kissed and made up and promised to close the issue tonight.So we did.And that's that.

Sick

Woke up sick in the stomach...pain and vomit...nauseous since yesterday.

SMS:Can't miss a day without telling u Good Morning Beautiful!!I'm sick.Misscall u when I wake.Smile
NO PICS TODAY...I'm sick.
Stayed in bed most of the time...then drove down to get some essentials.T was at work....also sick in the tummy.....wondering if it's from my cake....hmmmm.He had a trip to a factory then back to work...called me all day. Thern he came over to surprise me. We sat together...a lot of loving. X .

He went to trim his moustache and a quick bite to eat at his friend's place...although his tummy was hurting....and headed home for some house nursing....Poor bebe.Goodnight.C U tomorrow.

We had a fair fight at night then went to sleep.zzzzzzzz
Then he calls me just to say " I LOVE YOU"...ohhhh what a surprise....and he mentions sleeping on the expensive pillow I bought....hmmmm...does he know the cost of that thing?

Oh and he forgot the rose he promised to get me...again!!!

3ende Kristof

T smss C (8:33pm): Bayb 7obe ana ende kristof

Love is in the air

Sitting in the office, thinking what to buy T for Valentine's...hmmm hmmmm hmmm....I had been working on the "pierced heart" designed artwork for a few days, to get it printed on a pillow case for him. but the coutry has been in havoc, and I was pretty ill in the tummy....couldn't do it.
So I drove down to the mall.....bought him Zegna perfume set (enticing smell), and a black BITCH pillow from Vanlian....it was adorable. I unwrapped the Zegna set from it's original package and placed it in a champagne bottle gift box and wrote on the lid: Tghohut ouy slhuod konw taht C aoreds uyo.....(yep another mind trick to excercise his mind)
So I drove to his home...he was stuck at work in another meeting. His parents were there waiting for me...we placed the homemade cake, I baked in the shape of a heart and with a big 'T' on it, in the fridge. Placed the Zegna in his closet and Vanlian's big gift bag on the bed for a big impression.
T comes home 1/2 hour later with nuts and chips....perparing for the Khamis il sakara...let's get drunk
He kept peeping in the Vanlian bag to guess what the gift was....then told him to open it...he was surprised I guess, but I was just checking to see if a pillow is enough as a gift or it got him thinking. We had dinner (shich barak, wa foul wa cumin), arak, then cake....then his mom whispered to him to go to the closet. TADA!!!! SURPRISE!!! another gift....he was really surprised...he loved it...I was happy he was happy. Although I hate celebrating these commercial holidays, it was fun this year....I try to forget the past years....to much pain.

Anyways, HAPPY VALENTINE'S BABY....hope you start blogging soon.
He promises to buy me another rose cause my bro took the other one to impress his girl: (

Confession: T's ex Jxxxxa passses by his home last night at 1:00AM...al drunk and miserable and touchy...gets T a gift...those muscle hand training things, I don't know what it's called....anyways it's in the shape of a woman's legs. Fun I guess...I can understand what they had before, but I can't understand why she's still trying to get with him when she knows he's dating me. Beats me...but I guess she wants him back...I don't know if he does...he says he doesn't feel for her, but how will I know. Case closed.
Oh and another ex Lxxxl calls him too...wishing him Happy Valentine's...
My Ex I guess never called or maybe he did I never pick up on weird #s....but even though he's way out of my life.Poof!!!

Valentine's Day

Still enjoying my pretty rose.
T woke up with a headache and ill...from cheese sticks and cake I guess.

SMS:
Happy Valentines Day sugar.Kisses for ur headache.......

Mmmmmmmmeeeeeeooooowwwww.

Went out with T after work to get the ring. It's beautiful. We cruised around...checked out our pic in SPECIAL ....we looked good.
Still didn't buy T a gift....I'm in trouble!!!!! Out to look for one...T at gym

Midnight Flower

Nothing much this morning. Normal day...a lot of fatigue. Went to look for a Valentine's gift after work...nothing. Went home.

T sends me a reply to yesterday's message: Cc fine a3mol wa7ad kel nhar sunday smonday sueday swednesday surthday sriday saturday walaw cc 7ebik ya ghanoug

T out at Christopher's home, celebrating his birthday with Joelle - Christopher's girl. T late.

And at midnight I hear his car honking under the building. He steps out with the longest and prettiest rose ever seen and hands it to me like Romeo....how romantic.....butterflies in my tummy.

Just another day

Not much going on today. Went to work, then waited for T to finish work....he was late (meeting)... so we drove down to Mc donalds cause T promised last night...and we had a quick bite to eat...yummy!!

Messages of the day:
Did i tell u that make me very happy>>>>>>
I want you to kiss me like that again every week, month, and year we stay happy together >>>>>>
McDo McDo lah inrouh 3a McDo.7abibe ikhidni 3a McDo!Yummy for the tummy.Raiheen 3a McDO! >>>>>>
Late night Message: I only have SEX on days that begin withT:Tuesday.Thursday.Today.Tomorrow.Tonight.Thunday.Tevery day!

At the peaks

ATV and Allo Taxi skidding shows....and girls pulling guys boots off...low-class John Travolota imitators... and slipping and sliding......we saw a lot of weird shit, and beautiful scenery....it was so fun. At the end of the day we headed back to Christopher's and T drove alongside of me, half the distance home.

Sweet Dreams Sweety....Lick u all over....:* good night

Heading to Faraya / Faqra

To make up for last's night mess up, T decides to take me to a trip to Faraya and Faqra. We grab our thermos of mint tea and

head to the snowy white mountains.

Breakfast: Shanklish Mankoushis




with cheese and cucumber ...yummy

Chicken

T's chicken coop.We found 2 eggs.Couldn't get in there to shoot the eggs..

Oh and we also went out to get foul wa bazeela to eat at lunch.,which we had with 3arak,with T's Dad and mom..it was sooo funny...I never drank it before...and it get's you all woozy...oohhhh.....owwwww.....T drove beside me on the way back so I don't drift...
He's going back to play a card game with his barber christopher : (


Later that night, we have a fight...T's wrong... a lot of termoil and rage...and a lot of boohoos and 'forgive me's.....Oh boy...the start of shaky ground in a relationship... 2 sides of a story