better.....party

My stomach a wee bit better....moi and TT decided to meet at the mid-distance between our road to work...saw him on the bridge and my heart bounced....TT TT TT TT!!!!!! Great seeig him in the morning...prrrrrr
C:9:33: Tooooo bad I can't smell you in the morning too. Maybe tomorrow you can stop - touch me - and go...heheheh
C:12:02:Loto:5-15-16-18-19-22 + 17xtra...nchallah bokra better luck.khalina 3ala 24-11-18-6-13-35...mwahh
C:12:43: Sweetheart:goin home,then dad home,Lana 2 Geant & staying there 4 movies&lunch.Call me when ur done.luv ya

GOT PAID TODAY!!!! but not as much as I was expecting, cause I didnt do the full 4 week shift : (...anyways...hoping other clients pay sooon : )

SO went and picked up Lana, hairdresser, got manicure, bought her a ckae, and took her to the cinema mall to watch Stardust....not much of her friends showed up, it was a wreck somehow....but we watched "Stardust" nice movie, but kids hour at 5 is maddening....then we went for dinner at Roadsters....cut cake and stuff...TT was supppossed to come but I had an arguemeent with him cause he misunderstood he should be coming over....althought I personally thought he was BSing....anywyas, he headed to Tab to pick up more stuff and pick $$$ from Lea, who never came...

T:Cc im picking my stuff awaiting lea to hold it take care about ur battoun
Yeah I had mashed potatoe, and french fries and more poataoe stuff for my tummy
Talked to TT once I got home at 10:00

stomach acccchhhhhhee

work...and extreme stomach pain, I left early and slept till 5
T:12:11: Salemtek ghanoug kskous laslous 3ach3ouch
C: 5:40:TTT....CC is going to die if you dont come see her today...batoun ktir waja3 : (

Went home, with extreme stomach aches....feel asleep for about 5 hours.
T passed by before he left to his footbal match...kisssed the pain away. He was wearing rouge.....ouuuuuuuu shou helou
Sat and sketched the banner for my website a bit, then waited for T to come home, by 10:00 to wish him goodnight and sleep.

bloated

Called T before I left home, I felt like a broken down skeleton....ughhhhhhh.
Went to work, normal day nothing much
T:2:32: Cc ya bisse khabrine kif el krasse tab3oul al attouch love u lick u suck u
Felt bloated all day...came home early, picked up dan on the way, then he took my car for a wash, and finish some of his work....I went to sleep, then finished some of the agencies work....called T when I awoke...he was heading to Elie's for the perfume
C:Love you my love
C: Babe I'm going home!!!to sketch...love u
T came home about 8:00....decided to go for a run....around the field...came back fast and wished me goodnight
slept early

leisure pleasure....THANK GOD

SO today I spent the morning at home, manicure pedicure....getting my closet organized for the fall.
T called me up early.
T:12:39: Love you 3omre kiss u betweeen the legs kaskous......ouuuuu yah
So he calls me up at 1:00, he's tanning with riad and Maya, with gang...and I decide to come over, so I shower, unpack my swimsuits and head to Tab for some chillin. My ex was in the region...I saw his car, so I tried to stay pretty much out of his sight.....me, T and Taztouz, the Tortoise headed to the pool with beer vodka and some chips....and we just chilled. No card playing today thank GOD....we lost Taztouz in the little bush bed, and we had everyone look for him, telling them we lost our "Solitaire" ring!!!! It was so funny, we had doctors, old men, and kids looking for our little tortoise...heheheheh...We eventually found him. Then went for a swim in the ocean which was amazing, then chilled in the sun, with some beer. By 5:00 we headed up to shower and eat : CHICKEN AND TOUM!!!!!UGHHHHHHH the smelll..but the taste great. slept for a while, watched a movie..Ohhh and I forgot to mention that on our way up the the chalet My ex spotted me on the balcony 2 floors above us...and how shall I put it, as T would say: "Rah feeya"...aw "ITIL!!!".tough luck bastard
It was an amazing day...evrything just was so unexpected but fun....helped T pack up our summer things, and headed home.
C:I love u,but when we are fighting please dont sms me this message to remind me..heheheh...mwah
Troubles and issues at home when I arrive, just wanted to run away
C:I really believe that people cause people problems & there is no communication in this world what-so-ever

fish barbeque

Had to finish my car license papers....then went to teach - kid wasn't so responsive - but I stayed for 1/1/2 hrs, trying to make him cooperate...then left to T's...got him a pet tortoise I found layed on it's back yesterday...so adorably cute ....so smalll....we went to put the fish and fishing stuff in the chalet and left down to the pool to start the barbeque....He sent me the following smss when we were walking down....t:1:12: b7ebik 3omre thx for the gift
t:1:13:B7ebik......we started the barbeque with Riad and Jean's family...was a bit crazy....moods and people and I was all quiet...T had ordered me some barbequed meat and moutabal....yummy...with tabbouleh....we stayed there for some time, and left back to the chalet to shower....actually for t to shower cause he was all fishy....slept for a while, while watching Meet the fockers....then got up had tea with T's friend Tony#2...Then me and T went to have an avocado cocktail which was expensive....but we went for a short cruise...then I left home....but T made me a promise before I left..sealed with a kiss....he promised things to become better...and he tried proving that by a few things today...was trying to be a gentleman....sweet....I left home and went to finish some work.T had Tony#2 over and was going to Joe's for a while.
c:9:43Meooooowwwwww....

C:9:44:Babe tongiht lizim itakhir il time on your watch...they said on the news
C:9:48:Ummmmm TT...thanks for evrything you do for me...truly...I see it all,even when u think I dont...luv ya
c:9:51:SO how much do you think of me?heheheheh.....I think I miss you next to me

finally...fulltime

I agreed to start fulltime at the agency!!!!!
I think they like my work. Thank God
T: Mabrouk 3omre
T: I'm sick of you woman
Had so much to do after part-timing....meetings, jeans repair, paperwork to finish, present to buy...got on time to get ready for dinner at Jimmy's House welcoming ....We had chicken and salad ....then left to Blush to party ....even though we were all damn tired...it was, as T would put it ..." a cute night"....heheheh....came back around 2:00

not happy

T calls me at 9:00, he forgot to wake up to work. I wasn't in the mood realy to even call, or misscall.
C:9:20:TT CC is not happy at all from your behaviour. ...ur points are on the down low : (

Few miscalls through the day
T: 12:00: Chou kerset 3omre ma fi kaskous la antoun.chemem ri7it kheyene 3al cel always busy
Didnt' reply to that
then he sent me he smss, I smsed him days ago
T: chou b7ebik ya antoun-inta malik albi wa 3ounni wa taztouzi-mwahh bonjour,mwahhh bon oui
T: we are getting a house for 150000$,with a dog cat &garden.we r going to be a happy family
He left to Babbda today didnt even pass by my place...I was so sad, but he said he had priorities....and we talked on the phone but I wasn't so cooperative

no title

Went to work with Nin and D ...morning at dunkins...me and T call each other - he though I hadnt misscalled him last night
He enjoyed the game with elie...got to move his knees

C:11:31:ANtoun habibi, moi miss you ya kerset albi
T:12:30: Shou b7ebik lama bte7ki betrrej fiyi el kirsi.love ya
C:12:35: hehehehe ktir mahdoumi inti....hehhe heheheh ehhehe....mwaahhhh atouch

SO I went home, dan had already finished the license plate for the car and nothng to do. Slept. Waited for T to arrive to Tab. It was 7:00 and he hadnt miscalled that he left work, so I called him. He called me back He was staying another half hour at work...so I told him"ya3tik il 3affiyeh", and he said he'd call once he got to Tab. At about 8:20 he calls me up from his cell....so I was like "TT wainik habibi....yalla balashit il kheeyani...shifak il boubi" I was joking....just to change the mood...so he started swearing and I told him to calm done stop swearing and what I didnt get out of my head was"
"ya3nni shou hal haki il AIR, INTI KAMIN"....wooaaaahhhhhhh ouffff like I said something criminal.SO I shut the phone in his face and called him back to tell him, if he didnt get his damn ass to my house today and apologised on bent knee, he could forget about seeing me anymore or talking to me....Damn He's so unfair and moody....and no one gave him the right to curse me like that, as if I said something shitty......what an fucking attitude...ughhhhhhh why is he like that

He called me up later about 10:00, in sweet tone, but I wasn't so sweet...I didnt want another useless sorry.....I dont think things are going to be okay if he keeps doing this : (

borrring

got to work on time - left work on time - nothing special - went home slept, then went to get groceries for mom - just didnt feel like doing anything - T came over around 6:30 I was suppossed to make him fries but didnt - think he ggot mad.
Left his car at the station for washing - had tabbouleh wa kafta and batata at my place but he didnt eat much - left home - then went to play ball with the balls. I slept at 10:00 he came back at 11:00 but I was asleep when he called

T's cake

Mornings with D and nin - almost forgot to wake T up
Call him up before he gets to work and he calls me back when he does I miss my taztouz
C: 9:12: hou b7ebik ya antoun - inta malik albi wa 3ounni wa taztouzi - mwahh bonjour,mwahh bon oui
T:9:26:Love u too kaskous chackchouk laklouk
C:10:39: suga I found my USB in the office!!Yipppy....fakartou rah.natra il gateau 3al ghada..yumy
c:1:08:TT TT I'm goinna have ur cake!!! after the soup...miss ya sweety..snifff snifff I miss ur smell

Dan and steph came to pick me up - cop on the road so the car with no license plate and wanted to make an ssue out of it, but he let us go once he realised he had no hand in the matter - we left to shop at city mall - waited for Steph's friends to arrive to the city - and we went to have dinner at shtroumph - Hadn't buzzed T till 6:00 when I got home he was in a meeting
T:cc my sweetheart i call u after a few minutes - he was in a meeting - pissed why I hadn't buzzed til 3 - but I dont buzz after work so he doesnt think I got home.
He left to Tab to pick up some stuff and left home. Called me once he arrived home at 8:30 - tired and almost teared cause he hadn't seen me today - maybe tomorrow - he slept early around 10:00

swollen fish

T:8:11: Cc Jean woke me up tp go fishng i call u when u wake lovd u
T calls me up when I awake...he was fishing out around 7 kilos of fish...amazing...but I couldnt go over cause I was still swollen
He'll be coming over tis afternoon
C:11:43:TT I am getting mankoushi for breakfast...sahtein C.I miss you sweety.Be careful when swimming 7ayeti
We talked throughout the day - t was sad I hadn't come, it was Riad's and Maya's anniversary and they had champagne, caviar and seafood day - I couldn't go

T came over at 7:30 with some pastries and piece of cake for me ..yummy, then we left to City mall to walk and shop a bit - nothing special - we were both kinda broke : )

Came back around 10:30 and T left back to Tab

Elephant Face

woke up this morning looking like a freak -
I can see all my facial skin in front of me - my eyes-nose-lips and gums grew twice there size - I think an allergic effect from the medicine - DAMN!!!! glad it didnt happen on a working day

C:Babe i'm not going to teach call me home when u wake....it's scary but I woke up looking like an elephant
t calls me up to check what's appenin - and tell him how sweelled up me am - so ewwwww. He was heading to the beach - told me a bit abut what happened last night - beer with riyadh and his family

C:12:16:sweetheart my eyes still swollen,but I finished samples of your friends business card : )miss ya

T calls me up telling me no love no love - cause I aint misscalling him...so from 8 till about 1:300 all I did was miscaall and he'd miscall back - Lea was coming over tonight with her friends so he left to Naji's chalet and called me up while walking on the beach -

T:Love you Kaskous

sick C

C:Morning sweetheart-hope ur feeling better than I-still sick.Nino dropped me off.I miss u sweety.kisses
t calls me up early to check up on me and I'm still sick ofcourse
C: 1:12Sweety I'm going to a meeting now, then home.I miss you babe

SO Dan came to pick me up - we went to his meeting first - called up T who was having moughadra.
then we left to my meeting, got a job, then to ABC mall to shop for a gift for Dan's girl. Left back home. slept a while. T didn't call me all day. He didnt finish work before 7:00 - they had a meeting and left to Tab. He went to visit Riyadh and his family - and called me up that he was invited to go for beer - it was ok by me. We discussed tomorrow but I think he got mad cause I told him I didnt want to spend the day there - riyadh wanted to pop us some champagne and stuff - but I told T I had work to do and didnt want to get into another fight with him over his friends and boring Tab.

Fluuuuuuuu...tchouuuuuu

Feel like shit this morning
I hate workig when I got the flu
And my nose like a leaking faucet
Wake up T at 8:00...arrive to work early
C: 8:59: Morning sweetheart.I miss u attouchambourakaskous.I'm very sick this morning.Kiss u miles away
Left work at 11:;00 - couldn't stand it - the flu hit me hard I had my ears and nose leaking!!Left home, bought soup, and had about 9 cups of tea and 2 soups.
t passed by after work - got me some Advil sinus and Cal-C-vita. Sat with me a while and left to Baabda, cause he had t ocut his hair and play football with Naji. I stayed home - ill - leaking had about 18 pills by midnight

crash

woke up at 5:30 to hitch a ride with d - had coffee with her and Nino early....damn No 2 hour traffic today - but I got to have my morning coffee although I love tea

T:7ayeto i had my meeting in the morning its great love u kaskous bytheway im going to tabarja today
C:11:33:Antoun I miss ya my taztouz...by the way I'm going to Metropolitan afterwork.bisou ya 3omre
C:12:40:Babe I'm NOTstaying long @work - it seems I finished early.Nchallah work is good today?-u deserve the best:*

SO I get a cal from Dan, he can't pick me up today cause dude had an accident with dad's car AGAIN!!!
SO Nino comes over to pick me up and drop me off at the wreck site....mmmmm...not all that bad, but bad enough to get my dad mad
Dan takes care of things, Nin leaves, and I get dropped off home for the rest of the....my car sent to the wash - so damn dirty....and fixed motor seat
T heads to Tab today.Me alone sick in bed

Pixie love

T:goodmorning kerset 7ayete
T all horny all day
Passed by Tab to pick up more stuff then by my place afterwork - made him tuna eggs and tea. He fell in love with D's Huge stuffed Pig from Nici - Pixie - but D wouldn't let him have it - hehehehe - but he looked so funny loving it.
He stayed over till 9:00 and left home.

No meetings

T:Cc 7ayete i have a meeting at 7oclock at 7azmieh w2eza btighrine bel batata i finish my meeeting and go fastly pussycat
T had meeting after work with new job offer in Kuwait - hope things work out
Dave's birthday today, but T didnt' finish till about 8:30 - 9 - so he didn't pass by my place - he just went home to rest
Jim came over to celebrate dude's birthday - HAPPPY BIRHTDAY DUDE!!
T:B7ebik ya marte rito yo2berne kerset attouchik

home makeup

T spent the day at Tab packing things up we'll be moving by the end of the month - I stayed home finishing work.
He passed by in the afternoon and stayed till late evening at my place - we had hot home made lasagna, and later tea - also went for a walk around my neighborhood. T helped me get rid of so many stuffed toys I wanted to give away : )

Bloody

Woke up this morning with blood in 4 of my finger nails but none what so ever on me - just stains on my bra strap and 3 blothces on my bed cover. 2 looked like moon crescents, and other a dot...hmmmm freaked me out.......I didn't know where i was bleeding from - no stains or pain in my body

C:8:37: Mornin.I'm going to teach,& u know what.Enjoy the weekend.

That's was pretty much it for the day, just 2 misscalls and a stupid message. I went to teach , then to my interview....came back at 4:00. Interview went great - I hoe it works for me there - teaching was good too.

T calls me around 5:00. Very dull at first. Then calls me back a few minutes later - happier, but I wasn't very responsive - I wanted him to be sorry - and he said he was sorry - but I wanted him to be aware more of his stupid action. He said he spent they morning sleeping and the beach with Noha and Maya.

Beachin around

Oppps so I forgot to miscall T last night...I set the alarm but forgot to buzz him. Anyways I was up early, to go start my Photoshop lessons....finished about 11:00, told T I was coming about 11:30 - 12. Got there and as usual he never answers his phone...so I went up to chalet, and no key, but he eventually called, just came ot of the water - was catching fish. H met me at the chalet. Professor T was giving a long lesson. changed our clothes and headed to the pool. T went back fishing in the water, with Tony, and I stayed, tanned and tried swimming, but I was sinking more like it today. t joins me later, we tan shwai, he doesn't wanna swim, so they decide to play cards...I watch. Get sleepy. After the game T takes me to the ocean water to practice swimming it was sooooo coollll. I loved it...I can swim a bit. Better than the pool.
We go back up to shower, change and eat. T the teacher I never knew - giving a unforgetable lesson. Petit Jardin lescon.
I feel asleep...he couldn't for some reason. SO he calls Jad and John, they come up, wake me, and T decideds to play soccer.
I just left home. Not interested to watch.
Have a fight with T.
Then go home to work and sleep. Didnt miscall him intentionally. No comments or explanations. just beachin round

Lessons - Exterminate

Went to work today, a bit happier than usual. Called T up and he called me back once he got to the officer….he always seems happier when he’s going off to the weekend. During the day he smss me (12:02):chou lyoum ma fi amour ya amour.missed you much
C: Hey sweety.miis u ktir.the girls here are so loud and talk talk talk,,,she byetwoush!
C:12:08: wlak ya istaz,ma bokra il saf, mich iloum?Bas hilo il saf bas ma hadirlo.B7ebok ya amourrrrrrr ya tztouzzzz
Passed by T’s office to gift him some cake, to share with the new office boys.Called me up after he finished work – he was heading to Tab.
My ex calling me like crazy!!! Turns out he saw T with suzanna and was trying to tell me t was with a chick…had Nino rough talk him shwai.

work day 3:

t:8:50:Kissing u ya telmiz ya chater bon journe 3omre
finished work went to meeting far away in the mountains for a photoshop lesson, then home then parents shop, client meeting then airport to drop off cash finally home
T:Kissing you ya telmiz chater bon journe 3omre

Work day :2

all ok…finished the cow project, had a meeting after work at this agency I knew nothing about but they said they’ve heard about me a lot and I have a good reputation…we had a meeting, to get to introduce one other and I left to finish my car paperwork.
D and Nino invited us to Cascada at night so T met me there, and we enjoyed some peper steak….T was having back pain…didn’t eat much
T wearing new pradas today - ver nice

T:Cc amboura im near cascade love you

New work TC: Day:1

So today me and T went to our new jobs.And what can I say..not much to talk about..we both have to still get into their work flow properly. I’m partiming while T fulltimes. I stayed there till 4:00 and left back home.
T:Cc seems its ok right now what about u 3omre

Beach

Relaxing at the beach all day...left home to finish some freelance

Here comes the bride

Here comes the bride...all dressed in white.
My aunts wedding and dont ask what shit happened before we even got there.....so much bad luck so much stress...yellign and fighting, I thought I was going to a burial.....but by the end, we just enjoyed the weding party.