Home-work

Home…can’t wear anything after laser session. My ex getting somewhat desperate to see me again, he attempts to call me, smss me, then calls my bro and home. But I never reply. I don’t see any reason to; I heard he’s already got a SuSu in his life for his “ZoZo” as he puts it. I heard him talking to my bro, he has gone to my abandoned office, and has tried to find me at the gym, or in the area, but hasn’t managed to get to me. He asked my bro about my schedule, what time I come and go, offered money and other things in return for info, but my bro would never give that up, especially what he has done to me. HE kept saying: “I never knew I loved her that much, I’m dying just to smell her touch her, hear her voice again, just one second to satisfy me” …it sounds fantastic, but anyone who really knows him would be 10 times cautious. He asked about Tony and if I were happy and still with him…he always thought I would end up with someone who would use me, abuse me or not love me enough like he did…but of course he was wrong. T is good with me, and as far as I know he loves me too. And I’m at peace. Thought maybe I should give him a call o just leave me alone, but I can’t really bother…It was nice hearing him again, for old times sake..8 years is a kid’s lifetime, but I can’t forgive fuck ups…BIG FUCKUPS! His bro is eloping with his girl…I don’t understand how...he hasn’t got a decent job and no cash saved up. Whatever, it’s no longer my business.
T went to insurance company this morning to check the damage caused Saturday. Hopefully he won’t be spending much from his pocket. I’m happy yesterday the Big Boss at his company sent him a note of appreciation for a project pitch. T deserved it and we both appreciated his consideration to the effort and time T spent on it.
I'm at home working on a project.