Wednesday, April 30, 2008

mornings

T:8:33: Good morning CC
C:8:40: Morning TT.Gooluck
T:10:28: i imagine u inside ur black rover with ur armany i like this life sorry cc i cant stop thinking of u goodluck with ur new life and to bad about me.hug its better then anything
C:10:38:ur funny TT.I dont want 2 cry over old things.I'm looking 4 a good future.soo much here TT.Wish u were here.
T:10:46:how u wish that and u dont want me in ur lifeeeeee u planing for everything cccccc i never go back but lost u for nothing
c:11:01:TT u lost me cause u dont know how 2 treat a woman.I'm not ur friend tt but was ur wife2B.& u never showed it
c:11;03:I"m sorry I dont want 2complain.Just want 2let go without looking back.4give me.but this was the right 2do tt

Tuesday, April 29, 2008

faster stronger

c:7:59:T I had no$ 2call last night.I charge 2night maybe.T,if u know why I took this decision?Y u didnt fix problem
t:9:26: hey cc i feel sick to many things in my head plz cc be care about ur health and ur belly my liffe coming hard without u i cant think
c:9:38:TT.focus babe!Be a better man& try making something of urself.I told u,u cant be like this.U need 2 change.
c:9:;40:I'm fine.I got medicine &restlast night.Know it's hard,but no chance for anything else.Goodluck with nigeria
T:9:49:cc i dint understand change for what in fact u coming more agressive
C;10:01:babe.u always refuse 2B better.Ur satisfied with what u have&makes me angry.I'm sorry,but it helps me forget u faster when I remember the bad things.it's better 4me&hard 2take this decision 4us.but4 the better :-(

T calls me at night to check up on my piercing and health....nigeria seems to be working for him...I;m happpy....and he's getting a laptop if some freelance work goes well

I hate the goodbyes after a relationship...beginnings are always unforgettable

Monday, April 28, 2008

short hellos

T:8:19;Cc sweet day full of kisses

C:8:27:Thx TT.stay strong&take care of urself.goodluck with Nigeria.I thought u would call last night.i'm fine
t:9:47:Cc hope ur fine i cant open my eyes im so tired i dont know what I can tell u i feel lonely first time in my life my god love u cc
c:10:33:I'm very tired 2.I know ur feelings.I wish u took care of me as woman wants,I would've stayed my life with u
T:10:33:cccccccc i love u beatch
C:My tummy good.but I'm feeling so sick.
I left work earl;y...feeling so exhausted and tired.
need rest. I went o my room and slept...T called me at night.I spoke to him briefly...I didnt know what to say...evenm if I told him why I took this decision he's going to believe something else

Sunday, April 27, 2008

THE END

I can say today was the end of almost 2 years with TT.
things were just not working out, so I ended it.
And I know T must have been hurt as I was and maybe more, but things were not in my hand.He spent the morning with me and dropped me off with watery eyes to the airport.

Bye TT, and I hope Nigeria is a new begining for you.

Thursday, April 24, 2008

forgetful

c;7:42:bonjour tantoun.I 4got 2 misscall last night,but I was soo tired forgot&fell asleep on the bed.sorry 7ayeti
C:43:Wa BONJOURNNE!!!!I"ll see you tomorrow and beep beep u with the real thing!!!vroom vroonm
tomorrow beirut again...I'm soo tired today...I need rest
Briefly spoke to TT today...will c him tomorrow
C:tick tock tic tock..time is close.sahteing TT.I'm so tired 2day&I know Icant rest the coming days.kisses tt

Wednesday, April 23, 2008

helicopter love

T:8:31: beep beep hey love miss u ktir waiting helecopter
c:11:19:bonjour TT.happy Iheard u rvoice last night.U read all the letters?!!I wrote many then stopped.hope u liked


Ok long hard day at work, I left work, napped for 1/2 hour, showered and had to get to late dinner....amazing restaurant BICI. Really nice...and piano bar music...prrrr

I forget to misscall TT although I told him I wont...opps!

Tuesday, April 22, 2008

morning smiles

C:7:36:Bonjour ya knefeh achta helou namoura il amboura,ya 3asal.Kiss u a sweet goodmorning!MWAHHHHH 2 1/2 days left
T:8:35:sasoun u see my smile love beep beep kisses lal attouch
C:9:47:it's been so long without u.how's that smile doing baby?Is it 1635 KM long yet?kiss u mwah mwah.c u soon

T had meeting with guy from Nigeria today with his dad...after he finished he met with D and she gave him the letters....he read them...called me at night

I was sad